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would anyone like a starter from kyouka???? please specify your muse if you're a multi, and ty! <3

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ALSO IN GENERAL I AM THINKING ABOUT KYOUKA + LINKING HER WITH YOKAI TODAY........... i have literally no specific ideas in mind atm but. it makes me very happy.

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sigma and kyouka friendship....... hmm...................

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Something about this kid creeps her out.

Now, Aya wouldn't describe herself as particularly judgemental. But she's not exactly the opposite, either - and she trusts her gut feelings just as much as anything else. ...Nor does her courage make the feelings stirring in her belly any less unpleasant to take. A child like that, the same age as her... she has no reason to logically believe they're a threat, and yet that uncanny feeling of wrongness is practically screaming at her, the dissonance causing a bead of sweat to trail down the back of her neck as she tries not to outwardly freak out.

Aya is a hero of justice, after all! And heroes don't get scared. Still, when she opens her mouth to speak, she isn't sure how good a job she's doing at hiding her unease.

"What d'you want? If you've got something to say, say it!"

@phasmascript ( starter for kyusaku! )

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bwam...

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I need your love. I'm a broken rose...

P.S. I used a picture from Pinterest as a reference

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NGL I KIND OF WANT TO ADD HIGUCHI HERE.............

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You can be king, again,,

Eheh requested doodle, I didn't know what to do with the bg so it's kinda not it but anywayyy

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Snowfall in Japan

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suddenly want to see canon era kyouka and verlaine working together towards a shared goal.......... i have no idea what it'd be, i just. am always thinking about their interactions, tbh.

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"you look tired. we'll push training back a day so that you perform at your best."

@ kyouka

"Understood."

Kyouka answers simply - giving only a clipped, monotone affirmation as she looks up at her mentor; eyes as dark and deep as pools of black ink. It's always like this. She wears the expression of someone who's not even alive, and does as she's told without complaint - like a doll, perhaps, or a corpse. To an outsider, it would no doubt be uncanny enough to convince them to stay away, but in the Mafia, no one blinks an eye at it.

A part of her does feel grateful. He's right that she's exhausted - though the cause of that is more psychological than anything else. She keeps thinking about the person she killed, her latest victim in a long line of bloody massacres that shows no sign of stopping... It's only natural for a girl like her to feel distraught over what she did, but for Kyouka, that doesn't quite apply in a normal way, at least as far as she can tell.

This was her sixth. But though discomfort and guilt tugs at her heart, and she knows in her heart that she didn't want to kill them, she never once tried to abandon her mission. Was it fear that kept her rooted to obedience, allowing her to finish the deed without even hesitating? When Kyouka first arrived here, the only thing she had wanted had been revenge on the one who killed her parents - Demon Snow. That goal has only been drifting further and further away, and yet... she continues to kill, absorbing every lesson she's taught, a part of her hoping that maybe one day those skills will give her what she wants.

Kyouka doesn't want to die, though she deserves it, so she does not disobey. But she's never once considered running away. If this is the only place she can be, if killing is all she can do... then maybe it will give her purpose... ...That's what she'd thought.

"...I didn't hesitate." she suddenly speaks without being prompted - something unusual for her. "The last person I killed... begged for me to stop, but I didn't. The Port Mafia... is it really a place for people like me?"

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would anyone like a starter from kyouka???? please specify your muse if you're a multi, and ty! <3

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kyouka pose practice

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kind of considering moving kyouka over here/to my main multi rather than a sideblog... idk, it's just that i've kind of had zero luck on getting interactions with her over there so far?? and i think that following more people might help with that, but since I can't follow blogs directly from a sideblog, it's very easy for mutuals to not even be aware the blog exists or that i'm interested in writing with them there i think.

the same could be applied to my verlaine/rimbaud blog arguably but i've had more luck with interactions there so far, so. it's not as big of an issue. if anyone has any thoughts/concerns/etc i'd love to hear them, though!

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NEW CHARACTER!!!!! I AM LOOKING

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in honor of the new chapter releasing today... starter call for any of my muses?? i want to be more active here too & not just on my sideblogs, so feel free to request whoever you'd like!

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 & 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫

❝ do we ever get a happy ending? ❞

❝ will it always feel like this? ❞

❝ are we still us? ❞

❝ do you promise we won’t break? ❞

❝ what if we fall apart anyway? ❞

❝ does it get better? ❞

❝ will you remember this moment? ❞

❝ are we dreaming, or is this real? ❞

❝ can something this good really last? ❞

❝ will you stay even when it’s not easy? ❞

❝ do you still believe in us? ❞

❝ when did everything start to feel so fragile? ❞

❝ is it always this quiet before the end? ❞

❝ what if we’re not enough? ❞

❝ are we holding on or letting go? ❞

❝ if this is all we ever get, will it be enough? ❞

❝ what happens when the stars fade? ❞

❝ will we make it through this? ❞

❝ if i asked you to stay, would you? ❞

❝ are we okay, or just pretending? ❞

❝ do you ever think about before? ❞

❝ is this how love is supposed to feel? ❞

❝ am i asking for too much? ❞

❝ do you miss the way it used to be? ❞

❝ are we just waiting for the end? ❞

❝ what if we already had our chance? ❞

❝ is this still love, or just the memory of it? ❞

❝ will it always hurt like this? ❞

❝ did we lose ourselves somewhere along the way? ❞

❝ do you even want forever anymore? ❞

❝ if i let go, would you catch me? ❞

❝ what if this is the last time? ❞

❝ is this where forever begins… or ends? ❞

❝ do you feel it slipping away too? ❞

❝ what if all we have is now? ❞

❝ tell me this isn’t the end. ❞

❝ are you still mine, or just here? ❞

❝ how long until you stop trying? ❞

❝ do we still mean something? ❞

❝ are we still worth fighting for? ❞

❝ what if we’ve already said all there is to say? ❞