devsthr

[devsthr]

DAY 1

Bhayandar , Mumbai 31-04-2020 THU 12:22

Hi

My Name is Sukhdev suthar (Dev) Age 28 years 3 Months and 19 days.

I am here wanting to write my blogs because I like it , I wanted to make such habits to give time to myself , and writting ,writting makes you feel good as reading does ,I am here because one day I read blog of mr Bachhan sahab (srbachchan) I knew there were nothing belonged to me ,but I gave my 10 minutes to read his blogs ,then I realised bachhan sahab is giving good time to himself and when I saw his post which he was posting daily as a blogs ,I read them and felt nice ,he has written so many good things about his friends and families . So I thought if he is giving some time in writting such good things and sharing his experience with us ,but feeling so good ,why can't I , as a reader ,as a follower can write and feel the same way he does.

Absolutely I can not feel the same way he does ,but I have a desire ,I may enjoy this written thing re-reading them post good time like month or year .and I know it will absolutely feel good .

I am not here to get the attraction of others nor to feel like a celebrity ..just giving a try to change my lifestyle .

I am feeling good and excited even after writting this much 😊😊

I am an employee working in a interior contracting organisation as a Executive contracts and tendering and living my balanced life .

Not so much happiness ,not less tensions (I am married ) .so it quite balanced as I said 🙂

Today the day started well as always nowadays because of pandamic covid 19 virus affecting the whole countries .

Woke up at 10 am , with the news that our bollywood industry legendary actor said goodbye to life and his fans in mumbai Hospital.

Continuing from yesterday when my favourite actor died due to his health issues Mr.Irrfan khan ..watching him on tv ,theater has been a fruit full joy ,he somewhere somehow inspires me alot ,so when he died I felt like I have lost someone who was very close . I only watched him in TV ,theatres,never saw him face to face but that was happened and felt like that . I was spent my day watching posts about him on twitter and other social apps and started feeling proud of him .

irrfan Khan -you will always be missed .

So here I am in mumbai ,left previous job, and came to mumbai on February to this new firm (Dev &Associate ) staying here with uncle .leaving Mamma and Papa(missing them badly,but not telling anyone ) in Bangalore and the other part of mine (my wife And my daughter ) went for sometimes to natives Bikaner (missing them too everyday ).

Life has put me here stranded because of Covid lockdown in india ,not able to go anywhere ,awaiting from the state govt that they will take us to atleast natives via bus as committed ,spending the days in a 2 Bhk flat in a building which has a gate locked and not allowed to go outside .

Staying here with my Uncle ,Aunty, 2 younger teen cousins (a brother and a sister)passing my day in a room with using mobiles phone anx playing Ludo with cousins. And as instructed by our firm with work from home ,spending the whole day now seems very hard ,mind feeling stressed, things started forgotten ,feeling like lost and pretending like -I am Okay - to others.life is quite tough .

The only other thing I m doing regularly is connecting a video call with my wife/life and watching my Daughter/my heartbeat (1 year3 months old ) doing crazy things and that makes me feel happy .

Rest of the day I dnt make any call to anyone (quite mentally lost character I am ) spending doing nothing but use of mobile whole day and thinking a lot

Today on the the first day ,I want to write this much ,will read this in the morning ,if it feels good ,I will continue doing this .Nahi to main yeh b delete kar dunga .

Good night

SD

[devsthr]

When you left .. I felt like someone very personal gone through my life ..

I don't know why it felt .but as a person I always wanted to be you ..

Missed to meet you personally . You been an icon.

Thanks for giving us love through your movies .