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[diarynamingdalawa]

July 24, 2021

Hi takaw,

Kamusta ka? miss na kita sobra. namimiss ko na yung dati na mapapangiti ako kapag nakikita ko na nageeffort ka ng sobra sobra sakin way back when we were in college. Kasu kasabay ng pagalala ko sa mga panahon yun, yung mga salitang sinabi mo sakin nung 2019 na hindi na kaya mabalik lahat kung anuman yung dati. Gusto ko itanong sayo nung sinabi mo yun, bakit hindi pwede? hindi ba pwedeng maging consistent nalang? 

Alam mo takaw naiyak ako kahapon, I seeked help to you twice kasu I felt disappointed, kasi I know I am not your priority, I know what you were doing, I know you were playing, ayoko naman talaga makihati sa time mo ng paglalaro kasi I know ayan yung nagpapasaya sayo, hindi ko nalang pinahalata kasi ayoko masabihan na naman ng mababaw. Sorry kung mababaw ako, pero for a small things and problems na need kita paglipas ng panahon na patagal ng patagal tayo as couple, hindi na kita makita, hindi na kita maramdaman. Bakit ganun takaw? 

Gusto kita tanungin, bakit yung ibang tao, bakit yung kaibigan ko kaya niya mageffort para sakin kahit kaibigan lang siya. Hindi ako nagagalit pero nalulungkot ako, kasi parang nagdedemand nalang ako, hindi ko na nafifeel yung kusang loob. Kung may pagkakataon mas gusto ko nalang magstay sa past natin para masaya lang lagi. I just didn’t know that after a years ganito pala yung mangyayari, as much as possible I don’t wanna be on a point na I will less care, I will give you less attention kasi napagod na. I love you so much but sometimes I am starting to think na I wanna go back to old times, wherein your love is greater than mine. I didn’t know that loving you too much would hurt me. 

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Our Soon to be Home. Yeeey!!!!!

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October 30, 2020 (Purchased our Own Future House)

Ngayon lang ako nakapag update on this account, but sabi nga nila save the best for the last, kaya here is my last entry for year 2020 na nakalimutan kong ientry diot. :)

Me and Rap decided to purchased our future own yeeeey! Nagstart na kami ng Equity this month October 30 and nagtripping kami September last week ata yun or not sure kung october nadin medyo hindi ko na tanda since April 2021 na ngayon HAHA

We bought a 96 sq.m house located in Rizal, eto yung itsura ng Model House nila :) hindi siya yung super bonggang bongga kasi we just want to live simple and to have a humble but satisfying life sa future. Yung may matitirhan kaming sarili naming bahay first, para makatipid kasi mahirap naman if magrerent ka nalang forevs, secondly, para we can continue our dreams together kasi for sure masarap sa feeling na nakatira sa bahay na alam niyong pinaghirapan niyo talagang dalawa. :)

As of the moment nakaka 7 months na kami ng hulog for the equity, hindi kasi siya cash and preselling para mas affordable and kaya ng budget namin. By next year October hopefully sstart na siyang ibuild and after a months matatapos nadin siya :)

This is one of our goal and first blessing to us. :)

[diarynamingdalawa]

March 16 - April 28, 2020

It’s been a month since Lockdown was lifted due to Covid-19.

Covid-19 eto yung virus na galing sa Wuhan China na nagspread out na sa buong mundo, na halos total of 2million na ang infected. 

As of today April 28, 2020 total of 7,958 cases na yung meron sa PH with 530 Deaths and 975 recoveries. I am documenting it para maalala namin ni Rap kung gaano kami katagal nagstay sa dorm for lockdown.

Yes you heard it right, naabutan kami ng lockdown ni rap huhu kami lang dalawa dito sa dorm and yung ibang students since naadvise sila na walang pasok kaya nakauwi agad sa mga provinces kung saan sila nakatira.

as of now, we can’t go home kasi no transportation, total lockdown dito sa NCR, meron mga Checkpoint in different areas and mahigpit sila na nagchecheck kung may gatepass para lumabas and anong purpose ng paglabas.Ang sabi by May is possible na onti onti ng bumalik sa dati, pero knowingly yung cases ng covid na still tumataas parang nakakatakot yung gagawin nilang modifed quarantine.

We are hoping na maging maayos na ang lahat, para makabalik na sa normal na pamumuha. Hoping na lagi rin kaming safe ni rap as well as our family members. 

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February 6, 2020

May terno na naman siya haha

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February 10, 2020

He is so adorable! Nagtesxt siya sakin while nasa office ako and sabi niya "Bilog Bilog may kuting ako na nakita iuuwi ko"

Tapos ayun nga dala dala niya yung box andun yung kuting haha sobrang tuwang tuwa ako sa kanya bumili pa siya ng chupon na pambata ayun daw yung pangdede sa kuting hahaha tapos nagising pa siya ng madaling araw para painumin ng milk. Sana kapag nagkababy kami sa future gising din siya madaling araw haha 😂

So cute talaga hihi

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February 14, 2020

I am so happy on that day when I received this gift, and I promise to myself that I will keep this necklace until I get old. I love you always takaw 😊❤

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January 12, 2020

I just promised to myself that I would be a better girlfriend. That I would trust his words and love for me. Ayokong sa pagiging overthinker ko mawala yung taong pinakamamahal ko. Coz to be honest I don't know, hindi ko alam gagawin ko kapag nawala siya, nawala kami sa isa't isa because of my fault.

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December 28-29, 2019

Tagaytay Escapade

Celebrating Christmas again with my man, our 4 yrs celebrating together 😄❤

I really love him and will always be. ❤

Cheers to more Christmas Celebration with you!

[diarynamingdalawa]

December 2019

My cute baby is playing bubbles! Ang cute eh, akin yan eh pero siya lagi nagamit niyan HAHAHA

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Dec. 26, 2019

Sa dami ng pinagdaanan at nangyari ngayong 2019 hindi ko inaasahan na makakaya natin. Ang daming pangyayari na seemed very new saatin, and we thought hindi natin mahahandle ng maayos. Pero I'm happy now thinking another year would come and i'm still with you. Hindi ko man alam kung hanggang anong taon kita pwede makasama na magcecelebrate ng Christmas, pero I'm praying and hoping na sana im every Christmas of my life and in your life lagi mo ako kasama. 🙂 I'm praying na ikaw na, that Lord really gave you for you to be my partner until the end. I am not requesting to him nor begging to him but I am praying that you could stay longer with me as much as I am to you. I know na nagsasawa kana minsan and ako din pero thank you for choosing to stay and choosing to love me despite of my flaws. I am not perfect, but my love for you is so perfect and real that sometimes I know I tend to hurt you. I am sorry Ralph, sana this coming year would be full of love and wala na gaanong away, I will really really try my best to understand you and avoid overthinking. Just please choose to stay and love me as always. I love you so much and Merry Christmas to us. ❤❤❤

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December 9, 2019

Pero pasensya na kaya lang naman ako nagkaganun kahapon kasi katulad netong nakita ko inopen up mo din sakin yan eh haha ang funmy lang kasi bakit naopen up mo na saakin as far as I remembered I gave you the best advise ma mabibigay ko when we were friends before. Pero bakit ngayon inoopen up mo din sa workmate/friend mo? Eto yung hindi ko maintindihan sa lahat ng lalaki bakit ganito? Ang panget lang sa feeling ko kasi feeling ko hindi na special yung conversation natin that time way back then, kasi sinasabi mo rin pala sa iba yan. Alam mo yun akala ko sakin ka lang nagpapakita ng soft side mo, which is sa iba parin pala. Parang feeling ko, now what made me special over the others if we are sharing a same knowledge about you?

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December 8, 2019

Minsan sa sobrang sakit maiiyak ka nalang, pero minsan ang hirap magexplain ng nararamdaman ng babae kasi minsan ako din hindi ko maintindihan pero ang alam ko lang nung araw na to ang sakit sakit sa pakiramdam

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Nov. 16, 2019

My heart hurts when he said to me earlier "galit na naman siya porket hindi nasunod gusto niya" which is pertaining to me.

Hindi ba siya aware na nasaktan ako sa sinabi niya, ganun na ba ako para sa kanya? Hayyy 😓

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Will always choose to love you and be with you as long as I can ❤

#mukhakangbabaeditohahaha

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November 10, 2019

Ayan po siya kada magmamall kami hindi pwedeng hindi dadaan sa Datablitz at hindi pwedeng hindi sisilipin mga baby bala ng ps4 haha ps4 is life HAHAHA iwuvyouuuu 300!

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November 8, 2019