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shitting was so painful today i actually regret eating just for that reason

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lost control today…

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little miss considers 100g watermelon a whole meal

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excited to go to the mall to look at food and maybe discover some new low calorie stuff

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how do i get my mom to stop asking what i ate today

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when you go out with friends to avoid being at home eating but then ur friends eat together 😐

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currently shitting my brains out bc i ate like a normal person today

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mother with BED 🤝 daughter with restrictive ED

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i ate my moms food bc she forced me to and now im freaking out ab my daily calorie intake bc idk how many calories were in the food she made

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iced americano on hot summer days>>>>

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my uncle today: “so you just eat 2 ricecakes and you’re full??”

yeah… something like that 😀

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casually looking up if having a sun stroke causes you to lose more calories

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ate a pizza today so im doing a waterfast tomorrow :/

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i literally can’t eat bc i lose control with food even when i allow myself to eat it

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iced coconut matcha latte is my new favourite drink it has only 60 kcal per serving and it’s so good🫣

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i forgot how euphoric not eating feels

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i’ve been eating for a while now so i deleted tumblr bc i thought i was getting better but things are getting progressively worse and im really unhappy with myself so here we are again