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*giggling and kicking my feet*

people want to be my friend???

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What soft romance cliche are you?

because i love you!

passionate; you are the heated moment of an argument. when the person you care for has done something outrageously stupid or dangerous. all of your pent up emotions that you've kept inside of you come bursting out: "beCAUSE I LOVE YOU!" how could they be so dense. how could YOU be so dense. you've loved each other this whole time. your love tends to be strong, and loud. sometimes it might be hard for you to express your feelings but you let people know that they are cared for. you're also hot. good for you.

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No matter how much you dislike your own writing, I promise you it’s better than AI

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🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Are they good liars? Do they have tells to show they’re lying?

He is an excellent liar. Very good at it if you would mind to ask him. But that’s because he was taught to lie from a very young age. In fact. His father was always strictly against lying.

But his mother? She lied like a queen and passed that skill on to her children. And Arseny mainly lied at parties and social gatherings. The stuck-up people there never told the truth themselves and if they did, they embellished it so much that it was no longer the truth. Kinda funny. Kinda sad.

That’s how the young man learned to lie without batting an eye. At school too and even to his own family. Smaller and bigger stuff while there was not the slightest feel of shame. He had grown up with excellent role models for that sort of thing. The female side of his fam. So he made a good use of his acting talent.

He was rarely caught or exposed. And if so, it was only by his mother. Because she saw the way his lips curled into that sly and crooked smile.

𝐱𝐨𝐱𝐨 - thank you love.

from here.

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i know i’m small and pretty but sometimes i’m just like full of rage

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How does your muse carry emotions?

BOLD what consistently applies, italicize situational.

ANGER: jaw elenching, hands batting into fists, teeth grinding, yetting, going non-verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalises, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physicat outbursts, verbat outbursts.

JOY: easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, toud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing / giggling, throws head back when laughing, staps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savours joy.

SADNESS: crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates, trains and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalises it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets mooty, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME: blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervousty, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self-deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT: avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, Lashes out, internalises, apologises, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalises even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt I conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can't handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR / ANXIETY: trembling, crying, sareasm + sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewellery / clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logicat, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyses, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn.

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👖 JEANS - what is their go-to outfit?

What is their go-to outfit?

His go-to outfit is something Arseny would wear everywhere. At any given moment. Whether he's going grocery shopping, on a date, taking out the trash, or to work (if there would not be a strict dress code). He likes to dress a little more elegantly and enjoys putting effort into his appearance. Not necessarily because he’s vain. That’s not really the case. He simply likes being well put-together and expressing himself through style.

𝐱𝐨𝐱𝐨 - thank you love.

from here.

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𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘢. 𝘐’𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥. 𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 ????? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬? 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘐’𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘴. 𝘚𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘷𝘦. 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵. 𝘚𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘮𝘦. 𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯… 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳. 𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳. 𝘐’𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘚𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵. 𝘚𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘸. 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘰. 𝘐’𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘐’𝘮 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺, 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺, 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐’𝘮 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐’𝘮 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴… 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘺 𝘪𝘴. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯…𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘴. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘢𝘺. 𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦.

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📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

Arseny loves churches. Not for religious reasons, but because he feels inexplicably drawn to them. He thinks the quiet inside isn’t empty. It’s heavy, like the walls remember everyone who’s ever stepped through the doors.

𝐱𝐨𝐱𝐨 - thank you love.

from here.

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What kind of kiss would you be?

The Sudden Kiss To Make Them Shut Up (lovingly)

The ones where Character A is rambling continuously and Character B suddenly cuts them off with a kiss, before pulling back surprised at their own suddenness but then Character A kisses them back. "You talk too much." "And your solution is to kiss me everyti-" *gets cut off with a kiss* "It works wonderfully well."

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if you don’t hold me by the jaw and make me look at you after I’ve said something especially bratty, what are we even doing here?

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But with revenge.

No revenge, but I'll never understand why you were like that to me when I was so full of love for you.

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Thirst trap tuesday

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Muse Challenge - Get to know your mutuals

Favorite color ········· white and brown.

Last song ········· Do I Wanna Know? - AM

Currently reading ········· Bevor der Kaffee kalt wird - TK.

Currently watching ········· Nicht eine mehr - Netflix.

Cravings ········· a good therapist.

Coffee or tea ········· tea, but with milk and sugar.

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need to learn that.