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sometimes i want to relapse and i remember im actually not 14 anymore and i actually do have responsibilities; i do have to graduate, get a degree, take care of my relationships, etc etc like i can't afford to be sick again

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Make it happen, babe. Shock everyone.

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it's scary how quickly calories add up.

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my motivation is how good my outfits will be when i’m thin

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small reminder for myself:

doing anything is better than eating.

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Having an eating disorder is so stupid sometimes.

Why am I mad that no one has noticed I'm starving myself again as I'm doing everything I can to make sure that no one notices

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......୨⎯ fuck it ⎯ ୧......

YOU are

waaaaaayyyyyy

too SEXY &

self-disciplined

to BINGE

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

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how to lose 30lbs in a week no glue no borax 

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I keep saying “I want to lose weight” but keep eating like STOP SETTING YOURSELF UPPP You piss me off

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Reminder that:

Not all people with an ED want to be super thin/ skin and bone.

Not all people with an ED are uw.

Some people with an ED want to be super toned/muscular.

Some people with an ED want to be a "normal" bmi/weight.

Some people with an ED are overweight/obese.

Some people with an ED don't look "unhealthy".

That doesn't mean any of them aren't suffering or valid.

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why couldn't I have just grown up sk!nny. i've always been seen as the f@t girl.

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The mirror distorts my self-image

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the feminine urge to block everyone, lose 30 pounds, and start a whole new life

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bro there are people out here.. being skinny.... for free

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Self care is over Ladys, we’re doing

🌸Self destruction🌸

again

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I feel like a virgin when I search up “x Reader” with a new character I like

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Week One of holding myself more accountable. I’ve already gone from 220 to 216 but I’m assuming that’s mostly just water weight and I’m not going to get my hopes up that I’ll keep seeing such results each day. The amount of coffee I’ve been drinking recently to keep from eating is making me sick to my stomach so I’ll have to find something else to help curb my appetite.