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these are my mutuals. they know who they are

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People who use AI to write just don't understand. AI could never compare to the deranged story ideas that my mentally ill brain cooks up at 3AM.

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Welp, classes are starting tomorrow. I really wanted to get chapter 7 done by then. Scratch that, my original plan was to get to 10 by this point but we saw how that went lmao. But! I’ve made great progress today so I’m really proud of myself. This is the most I’ve written in weeks. Hopefully I’ll be able to finish sometime this week. From now on my classes take priority so expect the chapters to still be slow (and probably slower). Life is pushing on rn and I’m not ready 😭 I wanted to have the fic completed this year but now I see that’s really most likely not going to happen but I’m okay with that. I’d rather write this at my own pace than push it out half assed anyway.

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BRANDON LEE as Eric Draven

THE CROW (1993) dir. Alex Proyas

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kids deserve so much more respect and it turns out that saying that is a great way to locate the horrible people in any community <3

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Me when I catch myself thinking "I wonder what it's like to be chosen by somebody" but then I remember my best friend chooses to be my best friend and my mutuals choose to follow me and the minimum wage employee chooses to give me sincere kindness that I remember years later because I was going through a hard time and it meant a lot

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old bbm redraw :-)

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My ideal aesthetic

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Last Sentence Tag Game

RULES: post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence

Thank you for the tag @j0kers-light <333

“Don’t put so much pressure on yourself. Just let everything come naturally. It doesn’t have to be perfect.”

No pressure tags: @gothic-aesthetic-gal @jesterfairy

Last Sentence Tag Game

RULES: post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence

Thank you to @lowkeyed1 and @aurorawest for the tag.

Let's see...

Loki played translator, which was…tedious.

That's 6 words, so I shall tag...........

@nostalgia-tblr @adrift-in-thyme @nildespirandum @clawedandcute @cenobitic-anchorite and @villainousshakespeare

And there are plenty of people I almost tagged, but I wasn't sure if they are currently writing.

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I’m sitting my ass down and writing chapter 7 today. Period.

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Thank you Chaos 🥹 I needed to hear this <3

Thought this might help others who struggle when writing. I know I get in my head too much.

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Thank you so much Chaos!!! I feel a lot better now. This was very helpful 🥹

I feel you on the physical notebook! I love mine lots. It's a great planner for fics and keeps everything organized.

Chaos, I’m struggling rn 😭 I need some advice from one of the best writers on this site <3

Not only am I caught at a standstill with my fic because of writer’s block, but I’m struggling to keep J in character in everything I write. What do you do to get out of writer’s block or motivate yourself to write? And how do you balance writing J as an evil, messed up gremlin while also making him softer towards Y/n?

wait… you want advice from me??? @dis0rderly-cl0wn-nerd are you sure? 👀🖤✨

Because gurl, Chaos don’t knowing what she be doing.

Writing Advice I Guess? 👩🏾‍💻

Writers block is a not a joke Jim. Millions of writers suffer every day! All I can say is: take a step back.

Remember why you started writing: for fun. This process (although stressful and time consuming) is supposed to be fun. But moving on. Find that road block you have. Break it apart. Talk it out loud, act it out, simplify it down to whatever works—until it comes natural to you.

Read other fanfics NOT in your fandom. Trust me. I was stuck on what to do with a scene and I went and read a Bucky Barnes fic and Eureka! I was back in business. Inspiration is all around us.

Take a day or weeks (months sometimes) to recover and get back in a better mindset. Never write when you’re sad/upset. My English teacher taught me that.

The hardest lesson for me was thinking I was under pressure to release chapters. I control my pace. Never rush perfection. Quality over quantity, forever.

Oddly, my motivation to write…. is writing. I never stop. If it’s just a sentence or typing down a phrase I like Joker or someone else to say, I use my phone’s note app so I don’t forget it later. I keep a physical notebook in my purse too. I have my Word app on my phone and I read my wips as bedtime stories so I can dream up new scenes. You get the idea here.

You’d be surprised how those random sentences here and there add up overtime. It takes me months to craft a minimum of 10K words in between life school and general stuff but it gets done. Take your time.

Now as for keeping Joker in character. Girl….

There ain’t no solution. He do what he wanna do. I be fighting with him in my rough drafts heavy because I want him to act a certain way and then…

I still don’t understand how I do it but that’s the beauty of fanfiction. You create the character to suite your tastes and needs. We don’t have to follow canon. 🥴 we create our own narrative!

“Is Joker being to ooc here?”

Who. Cares. Let him blow up a building and everything will balance out. Is Joker a silly little patootie who bedazzles his guns?! Sure! Go crazy, go stupid but for the love of Gaia: WRITE IT.

Make your reader confused because Joker is a confusing man. It all makes sense when you say it is.

Chaos out.

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Thank you for the tag @gothic-aesthetic-gal 💜 For some reason I just saw this so sorry for the late reblog 😅

Tagging: @lightsabergirl @jesterfairy

Heath Ledger

2. Jason Momoa

3. Layne Staley

4. Cillian Murphy

5. Jensen Ackles

I have several more but these were the ones I could think of off the top of my head. I think I have a type lol 🤭

5 famous crushes

Thank you for the tag @fullofmelaninsarcasmandepression I love tag games. The og post was lagging so much due to all the gifs i couldn't even add mine so I'm starting fresh lol

1. Benicio Del Toro

2. Demi Lovato

3. Jhené Aiko

4. Al Pacino

5. Heath Ledger

Tagging: @your-girl-is-lovely @antleredfox @breddiefrooks @spenderjeffrey @notcallingyoualiar @princesscornbread @iwrite4poc @youwishiwasyobabymama @getinthepoolkeanu @la-zerpussy

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Even more J doodles 💜

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before you murder everyone in the room because you had a bad day. haveyou done your sudoku yet