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i bumped into her on a date, and she was panicking ijbol. it felt great because i know she noticed my weight loss and i looked tf good.

never kill yourself, you have people you have to make suicidal with your success

i would never wish anorexia on anyone. maybe my worst enemy. she could stand to lose at least 30 pounds... fat bitch

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the truth is, nobody will think you’re pretty unless you’re skinny.

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oh wow, hi

a few updates

- still not at 60cm but i'm at 65cm

- at my lw and loving watching the numbers go lower

- everyone notices and noticed, and just as i thought, it really was my being fat that made people not treat me with basic human decency

- i have the beginning of a thigh gap. if you're also southern african, you understand how huge that is CTFU

- now that i'm not huge, people are begging to work with me as a model + muse. the same people i said would do exactly that

- my posts on my main accounts receive soooo much engagement now. again, same people with the same asshole tendencies

- people cast me in their films without knowing for certain i'm good. NOW they see how striking i am facially 😒

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he told me about his long-term crush following him back and how excited he is. we are SO back, i'm never eating again

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Reblog if you’re an atypical Ana and/or started with an obese BMI

And if you’re over 18 let’s be friends

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one day a time but sooner rather than later if i'm disciplined

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Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills.. [x]

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had l*quid c*lories for breakfast and kinda grossed out ab it. walked 5000 steps so far for a smoke and now i'm heading home for a bath and primping. i don't like having uneven nails and it's a lil exciting to start afresh w everything in a way

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this still

fuck it, who wants to be accountability buddies?

no meanspo + no minors. i'd use whatsapp mainly, so there's that too.

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the truth is, nobody will think you’re pretty unless you’re skinny.

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Reblog if you’re an atypical Ana and/or started with an obese BMI

And if you’re over 18 let’s be friends

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okay so apparently you can't move w/o eating something 😒 waited to break my fast after 24 hours though so not too bad.

21 hours and counting 🥰 pushing for 33

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21 hours and counting 🥰 pushing for 33

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A month from now…

You can either have a month of progress or

a month of excuses why you didn't! 🥰

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back to financial instability and food insecurity, god literally wants me to relapse 🙏🏾

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22-2 fast (angel number) 🙏🏾