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1 letter, please

in tattered bits, clearly mostly burnt. in its entirety, it read as follows:

Merrill:

Seeing your face again, after I had been without for months, I am aware that all of us took you for granted. I suppose I had been too involved in myself and my own changes to notice you, something I am far from proud of, and I assumed you would always be exactly as you were.

With distance and time, I realise that is not the case. I merely wanted to apologize, though I know how stale those words are, what little they mean, that they can do nothing for you. I realise how much I added to it, with my ignorance, with my insistence on seeing the world the way the Circle taught it to me.

I understand why you’re wary of me, these things aside. I understand. I’m sorry. I had never meant to hurt you. I had never meant to hurt anyone who traveled with us. You are - and have always been - a good person. A better person than I deserved to know, much less to hurt as I did.

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we’re approaching the end of sunday which mmmmmeaaaaaaaans

my twitter is heresies so feel free to send an add req. it’s mostly me being a shit human being but i’m pretty liberal with the acceptances, tbh.

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Send me a number for a letter from my character to:

1 - Your character

2 - Their parent(s)

3 - Their sibling(s)

4 - The person(s) they look up to

5 - The person(s) they hate

6 - Their partner / The person they like

7 - Their past-self

8 - Their future-self

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7!

to his past self

The benefits, I suppose, of writing a letter to one’s self is knowing, roughly and more or less, how you would have reacted to it. I can be certain the point of this activity was to come to terms with what happened to me in that Maker-forsaken pit, but I - and, therefore, you - find that pointless.

Maker, how I hate you - and how I know you would hate me. You are an insufferable little prat and I do so wish I could tell you you’ll grow out of that but, unfortunately, it seems to be a concrete part of ourself. The simple fact of the matter is that you knew what you were doing. Every step of the way, you knew that defying the Templars would result in what it did, and we had the audacity to be surprised when it came to fruition. Stupid as they are, even Templars can only take so much prodding before they fight back. And yet you, we, pushed and prodded and fussed, even after the whippings, the beltings, the lashings. 

I don’t know what you expected. I don’t know what I expected. 

You really must learn to control your expressions - it will become important later, when someone insists you did not deserve what happened to you and you must agree; it turns out other Mage sympathizers do not much enjoy it when you admit you deserved every inch, every lash, and take it to mean you think they deserved theirs. You will become good at saying you didn’t deserve it. That it was from nowhere - that you are a person.

I suppose I mustn’t need to tell you, you won’t believe it. You’ll never believe it.

As you shouldn’t.

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Send me a number for a letter from my character to:

1 - Your character

2 - Their parent(s)

3 - Their sibling(s)

4 - The person(s) they look up to

5 - The person(s) they hate

6 - Their partner / The person they like

7 - Their past-self

8 - Their future-self

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Send “Hyuup!” for my muse‘s reaction to being picked up bridal style by yours.

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"I just want him to be happy, but he worries me. Hopefully we'll have a chance to catch up soon."

“Hullo, Daylen.” Yep. That’s all he’s got to say.

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anonymously send me something your muse is secretly thinking about mine, and my muse will guess who it is!

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Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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‘Favorite Lines From The Warden’ Sentence Starters

“Aw, I was hoping for something more exciting…” “Finally–something that can swallow me whole!” “Huh. One never expects creatures like those, really.” “Are you joking? Surely you’re joking!” “Oh, you’ll have to do so much better than that!” “Oh, look! It wants to fight!” “Another point for me!” “Anyone got some blood to spare…?” “Is that all my blood? I think it is…” ”Someone tell them to stop hitting me!“ “Ooh… spinning…!” “All right. Anymore of them around? …No? Good.” “It seems I managed to best them even while unconscious. I am that amazing.“ “You’d think we wouldn’t just be standing here, but nooo…” “Perhaps we should have a drink, since we’ve stopped.“ “To the shadows with me!” “Now that’s a big lizard… Kill it!“ “Are you daft?” “No, no. Let’s not, and say we did.” “Oops! Where’s my head?“ “Trap. So simple to see, really.” “Warden senses tingling…“ “Careful. These creatures look a mite upset.” “Finally, some wildlife. I thought everything was out to get us.“ “That’d make an interesting pet.” “Look at the size of that thing!“ “A little frantic? Hah! I can see why!” “Is it just me, or do you actually think you have a chance?“ “It’s either you or me, and it isn’t going to be me!” “Armed and dangerous; ready for action!“ ”Why do I get myself in these scrapes?” “Idle time is wasted time. Let’s get on it.“ “I should stir myself for a fool such as you?” “Bleeding! Bleeding badly!“ “Oh, let’s just deal with these ones and move on..”“ “There are far better things we could be doing with our time, no?” “Strange place we’ve chosen to stop and dawdle.“ “Couldn’t we all just get along? …No?” “The unnatural are always so… bothersome.“ “Shame about the face!” “I see we’ve all stopped to smell the flowers and adore the sunshine.” “You could have just given up, you know.” “Now all we need are a few pretties and a bit of music.“ “Shall we go and ask it to nicely die?” ”Dear me, what a mess.“ “See there? That’s a trap.” ”Hmmm, a beast. Let’s maul it!“ “How sad. All that muscle and it still has no chance.” “Hmph! Why can’t the dead stay in the ground where they belong?“ “Just call me “the Reaper”!“ “Can I get you a ladder, so you can get off my back?” “Ugh, useless! Do I have to do everything myself?“ “Isn’t there something better we could be doing? Killing things, perhaps?” “And thus I cloak my naked villainy.“

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STRANGER THINGS SENTENCE MEME

episode 001-004.

‘something’s coming. something hungry for blood.’

‘wait a minute. did you hear that?’

‘we’re in deep shit!’

‘don’t be a pussy!’

‘just twenty more minutes!’

‘yeah, she’s turning into a real jerk.’

‘the cause of the power outage is still unknown.’

‘he came home last night, right?’

‘that’s disgusting.’

‘do it, freak!’

‘it’s like you have superpowers or something.’

‘we just made out a couple times.’

‘i’ll climb through your window. she won’t even know i’m there.’

‘mornings are for coffee and contemplation.’

‘he’s not like that. he wouldn’t do that.’

‘the entire east wing will be evacuated within the hour.’

‘she can’t have gone far.’

‘you think you can steal from me, boy?!’

‘this isn’t some lord of the rings book.’

‘do i make myself clear?’

‘is that why you ran away?’

‘you gotta answer a few of my questions first.’

‘all i know is that she’s scared to death.’

‘you think we got a problem here?’

‘we should be helping look for him.’

‘i always had a distaste for science.’

‘i always figured there was enough going on down here, i never needed to look elsewhere.’

‘this is crazy.’

‘smile looks good on you.’

‘we’re not going back.’

‘i know i haven’t been there for you.’

‘i don’t even barely know what’s going on with you.’

‘i should’ve been there for him.’

‘this was not your fault.’

‘do you guys hear that?’

‘is that blood?’

‘you’re freaking her out!’

‘this is mental.’

‘she’s probably a psycho.’

‘and tomorrow night, we go back out.’

‘hey, um… i never asked your name.’

‘i can’t eat.’

‘you can’t get like this, okay?’

‘we’ve been waiting six hours.’

‘we’ve been searching all night.’

‘he was scared.’

‘if he sees the cops, he’ll think he’s in trouble. he’ll hide.’

‘he’s good at hiding.’

‘cops are good at finding.’

‘you’re in trouble, aren’t you?’

‘they want to hurt you? the bad people?’

‘just stay here, okay? stay here.’

‘what do you say? are you in or out?’

‘oh god… that’s depressing.’

‘i just wanted to say, you know, um… i’m sorry about everything. everyone’s thinking about you.’

‘he’s a smart kid.’

‘all that matters is, after school, the freak will be back in the loony bin, and we can focus on what really matters.’

‘pretty.’

‘just trust me, okay?’

‘i’m so sick of your excuses.’

‘he’s not coming, is he?’

‘you shouldn’t like things because people tell you you’re supposed to.’

‘i don’t know where my boy is. he’s gone.’

‘did you see him? last night? on the road?’

‘i’m not mad at you.’

‘is everything okay?’

‘promise.’

‘i need you alive for the next few days, at least.’

‘missing kid, suicide… you must feel like a big city cop again, huh?’

‘are you out of your mind?!’

‘i think she knows what happened to him.’

‘do you know where he is?!’

‘stop it! you’re scaring her!’

‘that boy was never very good at taking care of himself.’

‘why am i just hearing about this?’

‘it’d be super weird if i’m not there…’

‘it’s just a loud noise. it’s okay.’

‘they won’t tell anyone about you. they promise.’

‘we wouldn’t have upset you if we knew you had superpowers.’

‘what is “friend”?’

‘you promised that you’d go.’

‘we’re gonna have a great time.’

‘he just wants to get into your pants…’

‘make sure i don’t get drunk and do anything stupid.’

‘you ever feel cursed?’

‘hey, come back inside.’

‘you are a cliché, you do realise that?’

‘yeah, she’s smart, you douche!’

‘you’re bleeding.’

‘just go ahead and go home, okay?’

‘jesus, you scared me!’

‘i didn’t think it’d be a big deal.’

‘you can talk to me.’

‘nothing happened.’

‘you need to stop this, okay?’

‘people are looking for him and they’re going to find him.’

‘can you just try and get some sleep? can you do that for me?’

‘you seriously think that the weirdo knows where he is?’

‘if there is something out there, i’m gonna shoot it in the eye - and blind it.’

‘use your powers, okay?’

‘if you get hungry, eat his snacks, okay?’

‘i know the kid’s not in there, but i gotta check off this box.’

‘no one breaks in here. certainly not some kid.’

‘who’s in charge here?’

‘science doesn’t make any damn sense to me.’

‘i seriously have no idea who you’re talking about.’

‘he’s in danger.’

‘he’s dead.’

‘i’m a dick.’

‘he must really have something to hide.’

‘yeah, this isn’t creepy at all.’

‘this is called stalking.’

‘that’s the thing about perverts. it’s hard-wired into them. you know, they just can’t help themselves.’

‘maybe she freaked out when you went all psycho on the psycho.’

‘why did they hurt you?’

‘friends tell the truth.’

‘i understand.’

‘tell me what to do.’

‘i think something happened. something terrible.’

‘this is CIA-sanctioned research.’

‘i’m not saying that there’s some grand conspiracy. i’m just saying maybe something happened.’

‘maybe he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and he saw something that he shouldn’t have.’

‘hiding.’

‘don’t waste your time with her.’

‘we are not calling the cops!’

‘please tell me it’s not the kid.’

‘you were supposed to help us find him alive.’

‘why did you lie to us?’

‘what is wrong with you?’

‘whoever you found is not my boy.’

he was hiding from that thing.’

‘you’ve gotta stop this…’

‘you’re talking about grief.’

‘i swear to you, i know what i saw. and i’m not crazy.’

‘i’m not saying that you’re crazy.’

‘i need you to believe me.’

‘i want you to try and get some sleep, if you can.’

‘can you please stop that?’

‘i thought we were friends, you know? but friends tell each other the truth.’

‘you hurt me.’

‘are you sure you’re gonna be alright here by yourself?’

‘screw his funeral!’

‘yeah, okay, but why didn’t you just talk to me? that’s crazy.’

‘i don’t know… i was scared.’

‘my parents are gonna murder me!’

‘this is not an okay time for you to shut down.’

‘maybe he’s haunting us.’

‘he’s out there somewhere. all we have to do is find him.’

‘you look pretty good.’

‘we just talked.’

‘the troopers are on duty and you should be safe because we think this is just an isolated incident.’

‘remember, if anyone sees us, look sad.’

‘do you think you can open it?’

‘abort.’

‘she’s missing and something terrible happened to her. i know it! and no one is listening to me!’

‘just leave me alone!’

‘pull me out! pull me out!’

‘what? who is interested in this? this is so stupid.’

‘mouth-breather.’

‘i think that’s a real messed up thing to do.’

‘grief shows itself in funny ways.’

‘i shouldn’t have come here today.’

‘she’s smart. she’s real smart.’

so why are you lying to me, man?’

‘what’s your problem, bud?’

‘stick your nose someplace else.’

‘thanks for ruining the game, dick.’

‘you’re gonna get us both killed!’

‘she’ll find him.’

‘i need you to find him.’

‘hurt him?’

‘i i guess i’d rather observe people than, you know…’

‘jesus, the hell happened?’

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'Stolen!' ;)

“Oh. King Kn-”

The contact of lips on lips isn’t unfamiliar, or even necessarily unwelcome in and of itself. Light, though, is first thought to his mind, and he steps back, hand out to stop the knight if he tries to take a step closer.

“Well. I can’t say I would’ve minded if you’d gotten here about a month ago.” He wouldn’t have - he knows that much. “Unfortunately, if you want to do that again, you’re going to have to talk to Light - and I can’t see him caring much for the question, yeah? So maybe it’s better for everyone if we chalk that up to a mistake.”

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Send 'Stolen!' for my muses reactions to yours stealing a kiss

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a text that wasn’t sent

[text] Thank you for not saying anything about what you saw.

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send me your url and i’ll post 3-5 icons that sum up my muse’s feelings on yours

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Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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unrequited love starters

Send one to see how my muse reacts.

IN LOVE

“I love you. I’m sorry.”

“I know you don’t feel the same way.”

“I don’t want to be friends.”

“Why can’t you just give me a chance?!”

“How could you pick him/her/them over me?”

“Don’t you get it? It’s because I love you!”

“Just one date. Coffee? Please?”

“Can we please pretend I never said that?”

“Friendzoned again.”

“I want you to be happy, with or without me.”

“You should’ve loved me when you had the chance.”

“I’m a nice person! Why can’t I get dates?”

“I don’t want to be just friends with benefits anymore.”

“Fuck you for toying with my emotions like that.”

“I was there for you when no one else was!”

“Please don’t tell anyone about this.”

“Alright – I can tell a ‘no’ when I hear it.”

“I’m sorry I acted so creepy.”

“Can’t we just give us another chance?”

“I love you. I know you don’t love me, so don’t say it back.”

“You don’t have to say anything, if you don’t want. I just thought you should know.”

“I don’t love him/her/them. I love you.”

“God, please don’t tell my wife/husband/spouse about this.”

“Can I have just one kiss?”

“Fuck. It’s like what they say – nice guys finish last…”

“I knew that’d be your answer. That’s why I never told you before.”

“I’m tired of keeping this secret. Even if you don’t love me back.”

“When I said I loved you, I meant it.”

“Is there any part of you, deep down, that might love me back?”

NOT

“I’m sorry, I just don’t see you that way.”

“I don’t owe you anything!”

“We can be friends instead.”

“I don’t feel as strongly for you as you do for me.”

“If you bring up the friendzone, this conversation is over.”

“I love you, just not in that way.”

“Thanks so much for understanding.”

“You’ll find somebody else.”

“I hope we’ll still be friends after this.”

“No means no, so stop asking!”

“I thought you were my friend.”

“This isn’t a debate. I said no.”

“I don’t think we’d be compatible.”

“Look at this realistically – can you honestly see any scenario where we’d date and not kill each other?”

“You’re only saying that because you’re freaking out.”

“I have a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner.”

“What?!”

“What are you talking about? You’re married!”

“You’re in a relationship with another person – you know this can’t end well.”

“You’re more like a sibling, to be honest.”

“I’m flattered, I just don’t…”

“Wow. I mean – wow. Sorry, I’m just – just really shocked, is all.”

“You were the one that left all those notes for me?”

“We agreed this was just physical!”

“There’s a reason we didn’t work out the first time.”

“I’m sorry, but… no.”