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I need to sleep. i really need to sleep. but I can't because of dinosaur's jokes. and i mean it's not jokes i find in tumblr/tweeter. no. it's fucking jokes in my head that I want to insert in my «reptile's evolution» presentation. and i actually hate it.

I just want some fucking sleep. please. but my brain doesn't want it. and i can't make it want it. ig (im sure) it's because of my audhd but honestly? idc what it wants.

I WANNA SLEEP. PLS.

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sometimes I wonder why science in my country like... um.. very very very very (x100) slow developing. but then I listen to my ichthyology and trophology professor who talks about fucking government which instead of developing hydrobionts' cultivation and find more (im make more researches about it and just make optimal biofilter for them???) about coregoninae or whitefis invest in war, help others counties when theirs in worse than bad condition. like. scientists have a lot of ideas and plans how we can realise it but. fucking money. scientists need money to make smth useful. it's so fucking easy. just. can u stop doing this bullshit? no, I know they can't. then?? what about make our country disappear. forever. and make smth better. pls.

yeah, I know its utopia but I really need smth to believe in??

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tbh every time I make a decision to read some dmc fanfics I think «obviously I won't find smth that will amaze me more than last time I read it» but then I open ao3, start reading fanfics and. it always finishes with expression «wtf» on my face.

like?? wdym inappropriate use of wings??

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after watching final fantasy 7 remake gameplay I can't stop thinking about crossover with dmc and resident evil. im not sure about ships yet but. I guess it'll be smth I would've never post cause 1ly I guess I obviously won't finish it just like everything else and 2ly ships could be um broken? and yeah I probably know plot but. I can't start writing...

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i created this thinking about eruri and listening to mitski & radiohead