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so lazzzyyyyy.

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lol i forgot i had world studies homework shIT brb

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         "I already love you, to be honest."

>lxnerclub

  "Is that a sudowoodo in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?"

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>screwupmanor

           "--." Vienna feels like hugging people, she's just gonna hug you now.

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                       "Fun fact, the way to my heart is Pokemon pick up lines."

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           "I was watching the music video for Wrecking Ball, because I hadn't seen it yet. I just- I don't understand."

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>indierp

"I was at Starbucks today, and the lady went to give me my drink and she dropped it on me. I smell like a Vanilla Bean Frappe with Raspberries."

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yoooo like for a starter!!!

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"Are you kidding? Take me with you!"

  "I have tickets to their concert coming up in January. I’m so excited!"

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is there ever a time when you’re in a fluffy RP and you just have this sudden urge to pull out aNGST LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE IT HAPPENS AND IT’S DEVASTATING AND IT’S HEART-WRENCHING AND IT MAKES YOUR RP PARTNER CRY AND THEN YOU BECOME SATAN????? 

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                "It wasn't always good, though." He shrugs, he doesn't really want to talk about that. "It seems as if you've lived quite an interesting life, per se."

  "Well. At least one of us got a good childhood."Peter said showing a small smile, nodding to everything he said. "I grew up in London, placed in a foster home. Turned eighteen I got out, I was high on drugs all the time, it helps me think deeply when I need to and when I was about to die, someone gave me their blood in the hospital. I got abilities by them."

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"Through playful lips made of yarn that fragile capricorn unraveled words like moths upon old scarves. I know the worlds a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home." The redhead sang quietly, she hasn't sang in front of anybody for quite some time. Ana couldn't help but laugh, because it felt odd for her to be singing with somebody she had just met in some park. "You're the best!" She exclaims, giggling a bit. "Ah! Nice to meet you, Alex. I'm Ana."

           ”Well since you have heard my voice, I think it’s only fair I hear yours.” Alex says, raising a brow at her. “Please?” Cue the puppy dog eyes. “Well, great. I have to go in ten minutes, you know, warm up and everything. I’ll bring you there.” Biting his lesser lip, he lets out a small chuckle. “Indeed they do. I’m Alex, by the way.” He says, a tad embarrassed he didn’t introduce himself sooner.

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Corrine took a deep breath and let her hair down from the messy bun. She was starting to understand, but that didn't make it any easier for her to accept. "Just know that.. Just know that I'll always love you, James." She says, her voice cracking a bit. Oh god, she really didn't want him to see her like this. She knew it would only make this harder for him and of course she didn't want that.  "That even though we may not be together, that I will always think about you. I will always care about you. And that if you ever need anything, if you ever need anybody. That I'll be here." She nods, tears silently streaming down her face. Corrine quickly wiped them away.

"Don't be sorry, James. If it's something you have to do, then just do it." She says, sniffling a bit. She thought for a while, because she really didn't know what to do. She knew that if she thought with anger, and bitterness she would just walk away. But obviously she wasn't angry or bitter. "I don't care, I just wanna be with you for one more night." She mumbles, nodding her head a bit.

Come to an End | James & Corrine

        James finds himself shaking his head. “You’re everything I could have asked for.” He admits, he doesn’t know how to phrase this, doesn’t know how to make Cory understand. “I…—I couldn’t ever stop loving you, I just. I feel like it’s time our relationship came to a close, and I want to do it in a way where we don’t hate each other.” His chest hurts, he doesn’t want Corrine to be in pain over this, even though he’s sure she will be.—Hell he’s already hurting.It’s a bitch knowing she’ll probably not want to text him anymore after this, there will be gaps in his social life because his time was always so happily spent with her…

      He winces. “I’m sorry.” He says quietly. “I love you, and it look me a really long time to come to this decision, but now it’s up to you.” James motions to the door. “Behind that door is twenty four hours of anything you want to do together; kiss me, dine with me, watch a movie, cuddle, make a fort, take photos, sex, anything you want, it’s your call… or… we walk away right now.” His voice cracks on the last word, and takes a deep breath. “I want to do this right, you deserve a nice last twenty four hours.” James holds out his hand to her, pleading with her with his eyes. “What do you say?”

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"Oh damn, I'm flattered now." He laughed, a smirk on his face as he spoke. "I know that I'm perfect to you, but sometimes I just feel like I'm still a big piece of shit. It's normal for me." Evan shrugs, he had always had that feeling though. He really couldn't help it at all. He thought of those nights when he was younger, where he had Nick and Vienna sleeping on the floor with him because his dad was vandalizing the kitchen, and for some reason he blamed it all on himself. He blamed the bruises on his mother's body on himself. "I guess that together we're both broken and fucked up. But I think we'll be alright as long as we're together." He says, nodding his head a bit before planting a kiss on her head. "I could never leave you for somebody else, Alaska. Nobody could tolerate my constant tuning out of the world. Nobody could tolerate my low self esteem. I'm with you. I'm always gonna be with you. I don't want to hear another word like that come out of your mouth because It just makes me feel like I'm not doing a good job in convincing you I love you." He sighs, shaking his head.  Evan laid there, listening to her story. He realized that she was coming undone, and telling him everything. It was sad, how somebody who was beautiful and so lovely had to go through hell and back to be who they were to this day. Even though she thought she wasn't perfect, Evan thought that anyone who could go through this and still be alive was the strongest person in the world. He shook his head, and head her closer, and even a little tighter because he could never go through that and make it out alive. And he knew that. "A-Alaska.." He says quietly, biting at his lower lip. He pushes a strand of her hair behind her ear and sighs. "You know what? You're so strong. You went through that and you're here today. Even through all those tries to kill yourself, you're still here. That means something y'know?" He rambled a bit, because he had really never heard a story like this before. "I'm so sorry, baby, that you had to see that. And that you have to deal with that everyday of your life. But I want you to know that I'm here. I'm always gonna be here. I don't care if it's pouring rain, I don't care if there's a tornado. I'm gonna run my ass to you whenever you need me because that's why I'm here." He says with a small, reassuring smile on his face. 

"Well don’t because if you didn’t have a nice face I wouldn’t be cuddling with you right now." Alaska looked at him, nodding. "You are perfect to me okay? You’re all I need and all I ever wanted in a person. I got that, stop downing yourself. I don’t like it." She says sadly as she wraps her arms around his head, kissing the top of it. She hated it when he would say things like this, it made her upset, she knew Evan was more then he thought. He was the reason for her sanity, he was basically her God. Alaska always thought highly of Evan and hearing him down himself really hurt her. "You are toooo! But you’re my jerk." She says as she squeezes his head tighter, giggling. "I’m not perfect either Evan. I too am fucked up and broken. I deal with you because I love you, you deal with me why? That’s one I never understood. I’m a screaming mess.The way you deal with me though, scares me. What happens when you get out and you find someone who sleeps through out the night and doesn’t wake you up every three hours crying? Some one who’s actually pretty, nice, decent…" Alaska bit her lip, her grip loosening as she spoke. "You wont want me anymore because the truth is, I’m beyond repair, I’m not fixable, I’m insane forever. I could never hit such a pretty face." She returned the sad smile, resting her head on his chest. "I’ll try not to watch you then.." Alaska couldn’t help but wonder what will happen to her after he leaves? She knew he might not come back.. "I never had friends, I got made fun of, the first time I attempted suicide our neighbor found me. I was so mad that they helped me.. I just wanted everything to end. After the kids at school found out, it just got worse. I remember I cut my hair short for attention, no one noticed… If they did it was a smart remark. I got cornered a lot, eventually I dropped out." Alaska spoke softly, remembering the days of her high school, it was right after her parents had passed away. She just wanted one friend. She propped herself up and kissed him lightly, leaning back as she took a deep breath, closing her eyes. "No.. I came home from school one day," Her hands picked his up, she started messing with his fingers, "And I noticed the front door was open right? So I figured Dad burned another grilled cheese or something, he was a bad cook." a small smile formed on her lips before quickly disappearing. "I walk in and close it, the entire house it dark which is weird, everyones home. Cars are outside right? I go into the living room and there they were. Tied to chairs. A guy sitting in between them.. He was waiting for me. He knew my name, my classes, times I came home on certain days.. I.." She took a deep breath. "I ran late that day, well he had a gun, he held it to my moms head, I begged him not to, I cried and pleaded.. He didn’t listen Evan.. He didn’t listen. He killed both of them while I just stood there. I became paranoid, was he coming back for me next? Why didn’t he kill me? Why them? Why didn’t I try to stop him? I tried my second suicide attempt, my cousin found me. That’s when I found out I had PTSD, I hallucinate and see things. I woke up and turned around to find my dad staring at me, he was dead, I knew he was dead." Alaska had her eyes closed, her grip had become really tight on his hands.

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"Well, it must have been something important."

  ”Uhm nothing important.”

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HI SORRY I WAS ARTING

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             "Well, uh. Nobody has asked me this before so I might be a little iffy on answering it." He says, shrugging a bit. "I have a sister, Ana. We live in Chicago with a few of our friends. I grew up listening to Blink-182 and Green Day so I think that's why I'm so awesome now. I'm an artist, I don't really know what else to say."

"So what’s your background story, Colton Harnage?"He had a tendency to ask what’s the background of people’s lives. To have an easy grasp on their lives and how too treat them.