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Half Hearted

Summary: You go for a dangerous walk with your friend in the woods at night. Thankfully, Sam, Dean and Cas are there to save the day. But there’s something about Cas’ eyes you can’t avoid but be mesmerized by.

Word count: 1,606

Warnings: hmmm kinda scary scenery? If creppy feelings is not your thing don’t read. Also mentions of friend death. Nothing graphic though.

Pairing: Reader x Castiel

Hi! This is my first attempt at fanfiction so please go easy on me! If you liked it please let me know, I’d be happy to hear it. Also, constructive criticism is more than accepted, just don’t go around spreading negativity, thank you! If you find any mistakes let me know thanks! :)

“I’m pretty sure every single aspect of this is illegal, like, very illegal” You said as you followed your friend F/N through the woods.

“We’re not getting in trouble, trust me, I’m an expert at this” F/N said as they scanned the area and turned left.

“You’ve been in jail, and you were arrested twice!”

“Imagine how many times I should have been! As I said, expert”

You couldn’t avoid giggling at their remark because, after all, it was pretty accurate.

You walked behind your friends trail until they stopped dead on their tracks “We’re here!” F/N said and started climbing a 3 foot tall fence that stood tall right in front of your eyes.

“You’ve got to be kidding me, we can’t invade a factory”

“Why not!”

“First of all, it’s illegal”

“Just like anything we’ve done on this walk”

“And it smells like rotten”

“Don’t be a pussy, jump in Y/N!”

You stood still pondering what to do, jump the fence or turn around, but as you saw F/N standing on the other side of the fence, all the doubts and ways it could go wrong disappeared with the wind, why not live a little, right?

You quickly climbed the fence and followed your friend inside and you were right, it smelled like something was dying in there.

“God, what did I tell you about the smell!”

“I have to admit, it’s a little prominent, but just forget about it sweetheart” F/N said as they walked confidently around the place, leaving you clueless about what was about to happen.

“Why did we come here anyway? There’s nothing cool about this place”

“Oh you’re about to be epically surprised then”

Your friends tone seemed off to you but you shrugged it off, after all everything seemed off in this place, you could almost see the walls talk, ridiculous, you though, there’s no such thing, so you just followed your friend absentmindedly, too occupied to think, distracted by the feeling haunting you around that place, uncertainty, doubt and fear creep in the air like oxygen that filled your lungs in big lumps, darkness around you engulfing you like the was no escape. Everything and everyone felt distant. The air felt sharp, and you couldn’t avoid but hold your breath.

Your friend stopped abruptly making you bump into them “we there yet?”

“Oh, you have no idea”

“LOOK OUT” you hear an heavy voice that steals your attention, making you turn around facing the hall you just walked through. A guy runnning towards you with a weird looking gun moved closer and closer “RUN”.

For some reason, instinctively you ran towards that man, something about the situation you were in and the fact that your friend was acting weird created a reaction deep into you maybe. You ran as fast as you could down the narrow and small corridor “GET DOWN” you did as they said, right before they shot in your friends direction, and you watched them run away from it at the speed of light. What the hell? F/N can’t run like that.

“You okay?” You look up to the handsome man in front of you, giving you a hand getting up.

“What is going on?”

“DEAN!” You saw two other man down the corridor walking towards you and the man apparently called Dean.

“It got away! Cas, take her outside”

“Of course”

A man with a trench coat, apparently called Cas, put his hand on your back, leading you to the door, giving you shivers all over your body.

“No! Wait! What’s going on?”

“He’ll talk to you outside, don’t worry”

For some reason, those three men seemed trustworthy to you, and way to tall. You followed Cas to the factory’s door and got out

“So, care to explain?”

Cas looked in your eyes “your friend is not your friend”

You squinted your eyes at the absurd statement “uhh, care to elaborate?”

“A shapeshifter took the form of your friend”

“Like those in the movies?” You asked with your mouth agape

“Not exactly like the movies ” Cas shrugged a smile out of their face, he was as handsome as the man inside “it’s a little different, somewhat more… complex”

“Uh… I see… and you are?”

“I’m Castiel”

“Yeah I know” you laughed a little at this mans misinterpretation of your question" I mean, who are the three of you? And why are you here?“

"Oh, Dean and Sam are hunters, they hunt monsters”

“Wow” you whisperer, surprised and out of words “And you- you do too? Hunt monsters?” you stuttered a little to the contemplation of that possibility.

“No, I’m just an angel”

“A What?” You said and opened your mouth in disbelief.

“An angel, those biblical creatures in hea-”

“I know what angel means! I just, I mean, I… what?”

Cas looked at you confused.

“Is it real, angels, heaven and hell?”

“Yes, all those are real”

You felt like cameras were ready to jump out and some guy would tell you you’d just got punked, but it didn’t really happen. Your life questions, at least some of them, where just answered at that very moment, and it was…hard to digest, to say the least.

“I know it sounds difficult to believe, but you’ll get used to the idea”

“Uh” you couldn’t bring yourself to formulate words, you just stood there with your mouth agape, with Castiels eyes locked in your face, admiring every aspect of you “what are they doing inside?” You looked up to find Castiel’s eyes locked in you, his face growing red.

“Killing it, if they’re lucky”

“And where’s F/N?”

“Dead by now”

“Oh” you couldn’t say anything, you couldn’t believe your friend was dead. You didn’t know them for a long time, maybe a few weeks, but still it hurt a little.

“My condolences”

“It’s-It’s alright”

You waited a few minutes more for Dean and Sam with tears forming in your eyes. Your friend was dead and you couldn’t help but blame yourself. Sam and Dean abruptly opened the steel doors of the entrance of the factory, washed in blood and gore.

“The shapeahifters taken care of” said Dean.

“Found the victims?” Castiel asked

“Yes, they were locked up upstairs”

“And… F/N?”

There was an awkward silence that lasted a few seconds in the air.

“They’re… dead… I’m sorry” Sam said.

“It’s-it’s okay”

“You have anywhere to go?” Dean asked and you looked up at him.

“Not really, I was crashing F/N place, but I don’t really have keys”

“You could stay with us” Sam said “I mean, we’re staying at a motel, you could stay there”

“Yeah, I suppose… thanks by the way, the three of you”

You looked at each of them and locked your eyes with Cas at the end, while Sam and Dean grin. You couldn’t bring yourself to stop, his eyes were mesmerizing, a shade of blue you had never seen, well, he’s an angel, he certainly wouldn’t be ordinary.

You sat on the backseat of what seemed to be Dean’s most valuable possession and rode off to a motel not far away from there. You got a room next to Sam and Dean’s because apparently Cas didn’t need one because he didn’t sleep, a perk of being an angel.

The lady in the counter gave you your keys and you followed Sam, Dean and Cas to their room, you didn’t want to be alone in a room for a while.

They tried to explain you the reality of it all to you, demons, angels, monsters, heaven, hell, it all seemed bizarre to you, but it could explain a damn lot of things.

“So you locked the devil himself in a cage?”

Dead filled his face and chest with pride while Sam just laughed and looked down “Yup, that’s right” said Dean

“Does he look like that? Tritan, horns, tails and stuff?”

They were all laughing now “Not really, he looks more like a normal guy” Sam explained you.

“Oh, okay… and God, does he looks like people think he looks?”

“Not really, he’s a normal guy as well. And his name’s Chuck” Dean said

“Wow, that’s the most… I don’t know how to explain i-”

“Dissapointing?” Dean suggested

“Not quit-”

“Bizarre?” Sam’s turn

“Yes, but no… it’s more…”

“Surprising.” Cas stated and looked in your eyes, locking you with his without escape.

“Yeah… surprising” you looked at him for what felt like forever, and at the same time only a minute. Sam and Dean looked at each other, both feeling the tension between you and Cas.

“Well” Dean loudly interrupted, making you shift your eyes to him “ I’m getting sleepy so why don’t you” he pointed in your direction “and lovebird here” this time pointing at Cas “hit it off in the room next door, not too loud please”

Your face was growing more red each second.

“I don’t sleep” Cas stated

“Oh, we know buddy” Dean laughed while making that witty remark.

You got up from you chair and tried to hid your face “Yeah I’m tired as well, good night!” And you turned around heading to the door

“Wait!” Cas said and got up, following you, looking perplexed at his reaction and looking around, surprised “It’s-it’s better if you sleep with pro-protection… I’ll watch over you!”

Dean and Sam were amusingly smiling in the background.

“Okay…” you said as you opened the door to let Cas pass “Good night!” You said before closing the door.

“Goood night!” Both Sam and Dean said in unison.

This was going to be interesting.