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my review on life so far:

★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

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stomach: feed me

me: *chugs 0 calorie drink*

stomach: thank god

stomach: wait

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something that is by no means talked about enough

Having someone that is better than you. Especially in the ED community. I’m not talking just being ‘jealous’ of this person- although it can really feel like that, can’t it?? But it isn’t. I promise you.

To everyone who feels this:

Sometimes they’re a sister. A brother. A best friend, a relative in the household- someone close, usually. Someone you can compare yourself to, daily. Someone others compare you with. They probably look a little like you too, huh? Almost like if God were real, he made twins and went about his way refining the beautiful, small details of them and left you untouched. The same, similar enough, but uglier. Fatter. Less capable, less structured. Less sweet and socially charismatic. You can’t get away from them if you’re family, and if it’s your very best friend, you can’t bring yourself to.

You may feel like this- that why were you even born if the world has them instead? What’s the point of you, even? You look in the mirror, and cry not because you’re ugly- but because of the wasted potential your face and body had. The potential it had to look how drop-dead gorgeous he or she does. How much more delicate you could look, or how much more toned... it’s not what you are. It is what you lack, and that is the most tragic feeling. Because you aren’t ugly. But knowing that one person- seeing them, comparing and being compared- you see everything you don’t have in them.

So I beg of you. If you feel like this. Please, please look at what you do have. Look at how cute your most recent haircut is. Look at how adorable you are when you hide your face with your hands, embarrassed in those rare moments you feel complimented or teased or happy. Look at how skilled you are at singing, or art, or writing, or worldbuilding, or character creating. Appreciate the sense of wonder you have, your own sense of aesthetics and fashion. Look at how many people around you are willing to love you. Let them. Please, let them.

Just because you are either still not ready or just still learning to love yourself- just because you do not love yourself, doesn’t mean you can’t let somebody else try. Sometimes, just sometimes, you need to look away from the funhouse mirror you see in your head and let somebody else hold up their own mirror and tell you, in their own words, just how lovely a person you are to them.

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How do i uninstall fatness?

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i need to stop eating so much lol i’m so fucking gross

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a boy has never been this sweet to me. ive never had anyone give me true affection and genuine compliments like this before. i feel like i could really fall in love with him if i play my cards right. he does so much more than just call me pretty, he shows attention to more important things. he praises me on things like the way i talk and my personality. i know it’s silly but ive really never had someone be so genuine and sensitive with me. i feel like i can tell him anything. that boy makes me want to write books on how lovely he is.

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Thinspo

Imagine having that huge thigh gap.

Image finally being able to wear that cropped top you bought or those tight pants you can’t rock yet!

Imagine people asking if you’ve already eaten, people being concerned.

Imagine all your current clothes not fitting in a few months, everything you own being baggy.

Being the skinny one in the group.

You’re teachers and friends being concerned.

Imagine looking cute and feeling comfortable in short shorts.

Imagine going to the beach and getting jealous looks.

Imagine people asking how you did it.

Asking for tips.

Or

Imagine never being able to wear cute clothes.

Never being able to look in the mirror and be happy with what you see.

Always feeling gross about yourself.

Binging and binging.

Imagine the numbers on the scale going up and up and up.

Imagine the gross looks people will give you.

Being fully dressed on the beach so you don’t show your body.

Which one do you want to be?

Do you still want to eat?

Do you still need that chocolate?

You’re in control. It’s your call.

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it be like that

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all of these as well!!! :P

looking for similar blogs to follow

rb if u are:

active!!! (currently march 25, 2019)

post a lot

around 5’4

under 18

“normal weight”

suffering from anorexia and/or BED

post thinspo, tips, diets, etc.

not in recovery

wanna be friends!

(green means u need it)

i’ll check out ur blog! (but like, i ACTUALLY will)

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trying to find other people my height

reblog if you are between 5’1 and 5’5 and i’ll check out your blog!

bonus if you fall in the “normal weight” category.

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!!!

FRIENDLY REMINDER

Stop harassing “wannarexics” because they're “romanticising” an eating disorder. Literally, no one thinks to their selves, “hey you know what would be a good idea, starving myself and exercising till I faint” without already having disordered perception so stop acting like they’re neurotypicals just wanting to lose weight, they are literally just in the early stages of an eating disorder you morons

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there’s no calories in...

car rides with loud music

photographing a view

taking a relaxing bath

sitting in the sunshine

window shopping

getting your work done early

calling someone you care about

organizing your living space

making art and poetry

movie marathons

swimming in cool rivers

writing in your journal

dying your hair a new color

making love

stargazing on the roof

…so why would you eat when you’re bored?

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you really want the thing? okay fine, but first have a cup or two of water and then eat the thing, then have another cup of water.

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Important info for anyone concidering joining the ED community on tumblr !

Most of us do not promote what we have, we do not wish this on other people and do not believe “ana” “mia” or “ed” is a diet or a way of life.

We are suffering, we are in pain and we feel alone.

If you do not have a disorder please don’t join these tags looking for “tips” or “tricks” to help you become like a “skinny legend”.

You. Do. Not. Want. This.

Tumblr is a way for us to feel less alone, to joke about our disorders and to feel more normal even though we are not. Our blogs are for us, not to help other people become unwell.

Stay safe butterflies 🦋