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okay important question:

would you rather be in a situationship with subong were you’re totally in love and obsessed with him but he only wants you for sex and sometimes deeptalks when he feels lonely or is high off his ass but otherwise he ghosts you and doesn’t give a shit about your feelings which you of course know is incredibly toxic and not what you deserve but you can’t live without him

OR be in a committed relationship with seunghyun we’re you’re his controversially young gf who he hides from the public which is fine at first but really starts to hurt when you start to ask yourself where your relationship is going and if you guys have a future at all (basically exactly like in hidden)

honestly I do not know which one to pick but I think I’d actually go with subong bc I think I could get over my feelings at some point yk?

anyways let me know what you think, hope you have a great day babes 💋✌🏻

oof, personally i don’t think i’d be able to handle being in a situationship like that with subong. matter of fact, the moment i get ghosted once, i wouldn’t let it slide. and since i can’t be normal about anything, getting over my feelings wouldn’t be an option for me lmao😭 so i’d pick being in a secret relationship with seunghyun a thousand times over (even with all the downsides like in HIDDEN) rather than being in a toxic situationship with subong. i’d rather be loved, even if it’s in the dark, than used.

thank you for the question ml😽 hope you have an amazing day too!!

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no games no death just peace........

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do you perhaps also happen to have any thansu headcanons or interpretations of their dynamic

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I am so very sorry for the late response on this, I didn’t realize that you sent this on the 23rd and it’s now the 28th for me…. I never check tumblr much anymore so please forgive me raccoon anon…..

Thansu is one of those ships that I think could be interpreted many different ways, especially after s3 got released.

What we do know, canonically, is that Thanos genuinely cared for and wanted to protect Minsu. Whether or not he did it in the healthiest of ways is a separate conversation… lol…

I’ve always seen Thanos as being really overprotective with Minsu in terms of their relationship. Going out? Okay, Minsu has to tell him exactly where he’s going and how long he’s going to be gone for or else Thanos will crash the fuck out and nobody wants that. Minsu manages to make a new friend? Thanos is convinced that whoever it is secretly hates him and is plotting on his downfall; or worse, wants to steal Minsu away from him. Of course, he’s extremely touchy with Minsu, constantly holding onto him in some way, because awwwwwwwww he’s so adorable and it makes Subong literally want to crush him up into a little ball and eat him.

Minsu wants privacy every once in a while and sometimes hates being touched so often, but if he brings it up, it always manages to come down to being his fault—- why does he hate Thanos? Is it something personal? Does he even care at all? Can’t he see that it’s a love language? He’s always going to be babied.

Those are my very basic thoughts on them. Thansu was my first s2 ship and I love them dearly and I could go on and on about it but… I’m lazy.

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Bruh i only ever watched squid game s1 and yet somehow my friend got me so ill about thangyu. Fuck my stupid fujo life….

He also rec’d me this fic “windless nights, moonlit melts” by bittersweet_serendipity on ao3 (@gio-cosmo on here?) and OUGH. OUGH I ate that shit up in one night. I drew this scene from chapter 12 cuz reading it made me feel like i had couvid. This fic is so good ugh pls read it

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TOP’s ending song for the movie,

Nineteen

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Analyzing Jax's Spiral

1.) The prequel

Before Jax even started his self-destructive behavior, he was really off.

He summoned Caine to piss of Zooble and forgot the reason he did it to begin with.

He totally zoned out when Caine gave directions.

And when accused of some grand plan with Pomni...

...he had no idea what she was talking about.

I believe all of these above are examples of Jax's mask slipping. Jax let his guard down, and now we're starting to see that he's just some dopey guy that's barely reached adulthood.

Jax wants to look like a profound mastermind but he simply is not.

2.) He becomes self-aware

When Ragatha accuses him of getting close to Pomni to corrupt her, he loses it. Ragatha probably meant "I know that you're trying to get Pomni to partake in your antisocial and abusive bullying behavior," but Jax heard it as "You're choosing to get close to someone again to drag them to abstraction." This is where he becomes extra aware of his relationship with Pomni.

3.) He tries to play it cool but realizes he's getting Pomni hurt.

Jax really does try to keep opening up to Pomni. He revealed that his fear of corn is rooted in trypophobia, and when Pomni points out that she's getting to know him, he probably thinks back to what Ragatha said. I'm guessing his thoughts are along the lines of "Ragatha said I'm getting closer to Pomni to make her abstract like my past friends."

I'm going to come back to why it had to be Ragatha specifically to start his spiral.

With that on his mind, we get the shootout with Kinger in the dark room.

Although it was accidental, he hurt Pomni, and he apologized right away. He certainly felt bad.

They're both almost back to normal during the scene when they pursue Zooble to their room. After their duet, Jax gets the idea to break into Zooble's room with one of his many keys.

That caused Zooble to absolutely demolish them both and caused them to lose a life.

Zooble ran away and Pomni immediately went to pursue them.

Jax got afraid of Pomni taking on Zooble alone but he stayed behind to contemplate in the hallway.

He's super distressed over seeing Kaufmo's and Ribbit's doors. He just watched Pomni get hurt in this very hallway mere moments ago, so he connects it to the friends he failed to save. Jax made the connection that HE is the problem. His companionship is what causes people to get hurt, to abstract.

I believe this is the moment where Jax realizes he NEEDS to distance himself from Pomni.

And, in my opinion, that's why Jax reacted so strangely to Pomni's hug. He likes her and he enjoyed the hug but he's in too deep. He has to physically and metaphorically push her away.

I'm not entirely sure about his reaction here, but he keeps staring at the hand that pushed Pomni while Pomni has already moved on. He's touched her before, so what is it? Grief? Guilt? Regret? Love? You could make an argument for all of the above.

Either way, the last thing on Jax's mind is to hurt Pomni physically. He's wayyy too traumatized for that. Instead, he's hoping that Pomni will make it easy for him distance himself by shooting him. Physically, Jax would go to another room. Emotionally, Jax would have an excuse to push Pomni away. Instead, Pomni sussed him out and called him out on it.

Jax tried everything to get her to shoot him. He heckled her, claimed they weren't a team, and was an all around jerk to her uncharacteristically after what she thought was a wonderful day together. Again, he references Ragatha. I promise I'll get back to her.

Pomni picks up on exactly what Jax is doing. He wants to end their friendship. But why? That's why she tries to reason with him. She finally hit a nerve when she brought up abstraction.

He thinks she's blaming him for the abstraction of Ribbit, the friend that Pomni didn't even know. Once she sees his mask drop, she hones in on the abstraction conversation.

Jax claims that he'd move on and forget about her. For a moment, I actually think she believed him and considered turning the gun on herself before Jax backtracked and claimed it was a joke.

Pomni, being the incredibly emotionally mature and intelligent person she is, cracked the code. She knows that Jax is so afraid of her abstracting and that's why he won't hurt her physically. THAT is why Pomni fought him. She wanted to confirm her theory.

Jax pretty much admitted it himself. He tries HARD to mask again by going full villain and claiming that he's a some sort of sociopath that derives pleasure from the pain of others.

This is where I finally talk about Ragatha. Jax acts extremely mean to Ragatha. He's disproportionately cruel to her even though she's so kind. I think what Jax is doing here is exactly what he did to Ragatha, and she didn't pick up on the core of his insecurities like Pomni. Ragatha would never get physical like that. Ragatha DOES believe his villain persona is real.

To me, Ragatha admitting that she failed Jax is implying something deeper: she didn't always hate him; she once loved him. She probably still does in a way. And Jax? Ragatha knew Ribbit and Kaufmo. He's probably terrified of losing someone like Ragatha, so he pushed her away before she could abstract. To him, it's probably working since she's still around.

Back to Pomni- Jax finally fully cracks and shows that part of himself to Pomni.

Pomni did what nobody else would do and saw what nobody else could see. For whatever reason, Jax doesn't swear, but he did in front of Pomni. I think he was finally too tired to hide his real feelings, and honestly, I don't think he wanted to since he was aching over the very real pain he caused Pomni. Not to mention, he knew that Pomni saw through his behavior.

Jax's plea at the end was that of desperation. He knew he lost the battle but there's nothing more to say. He's begging Pomni to just pretend that his mask is the real and to not pursue him; to give up just like everyone else had.

But Pomni won't just give up on anyone like that. She watches him through the award show. She knows he's unwell because he's avoiding her and left mid show. Even better, she now has Ragatha by her side through it all.

Now Ragatha is also armed with the knowledge that Jax is a broken guy who uses his toxic behavior to "save" people from him. Trust me, this isn't the end of Jax. I think we're finally going to see Jax and Ragatha come together to fix their issues, and for Jax and Pomni to build a bond stronger than any other in the circus.

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In episode six of The Amazing Digital Circus — Jax gets too real!

In all seriousness, this was completely fantastic to watch. It was such a good depiction of self destructive behaviors and Michael Kovach was PHENOMENAL.

His instant reaction to pomni hugging him was super telling. He wants to get closer to her, his behaviors show that clearly, but he fears it as well.

His regret after the outburst is also extremely telling.

This did not go as planned. He did not expect to get so close to her and have to push her so suddenly away. He didn’t want to push her away, but felt in this moment that he needed to, at all costs.

As much as he wants everyone to believe his actions were planned, they were IMPULSIVE.

As insistent as he was on telling Pomni that he didn’t care, that it was stupid to think that he might, Pomni was right when she pointed out that Jax wasn’t fighting back. He DID care.

He never hurt Pomni for his own fun at any point in this episode. His actions directly contradict what he’s trying to make Pomni believe. He hurts the others, so she might believe him. But he didn’t want to hurt her. Not anymore. The only time he hurt her on purpose was when he felt like he needed to push her away. But otherwise? He has shown that he doesn’t see her as something to torment. Jax sees Pomni as an equal, a friend.

His words are hollow.

Even his reaction to Ragathas “accusing” him of making friends with Pomni was extreme. Initially his uncaring expression threw Ragatha off, but once she was eliminated you can see that this is the moment Jax realized he was going too far — far past even his own personal boundaries — in forming a bond with Pomni.

Jax was lying the whole time he tried to make Pomni believe he didn’t care. He used all his tricks. Deflected with jokes, brushed off the intensity of the situation, made fun of Pomnis attempts to befriend him, he even tried to make her push him away first with the traitor bit.

Actually, he seems to be obsessed with the whole bit thing, don’t you think? The archetypes.

He thinks that fitting into the role of the circus will help him survive.

As if trying to maintain humanity whilst being deprived of it causes abstraction.

So he picks the perfect role to extract himself of any sort of sincerity or responsibility.

The comedian.

He uses it as a shield even if it damages his relationship with Pomni. And he tries to use Pomni’s humorously chosen role to his advantage, to get her to leave.

Pomni’s prying would humanize him. He would be too open, too vulnerable, too human. He won’t be able to play his role anymore. Or use it to protect his sanity.

If he had nothing beneath his cruel exterior, he wouldn’t have to beg Pomni to stop looking.

Jax knows that if she keeps looking, if she helps him open up, if she pursues his friendship despite his protests, he WILL break, and he WILL show her who he really is. He can’t resist getting close with someone because he — like everybody else — needs a friend.

So he had to make her stop.

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i know i already made a post ab this scene but im making another one bc

the fact that they had 10 minutes to choose a team but thanos didn’t approach se-mi until more than halfway thru that time just makes me wonder…….. what was he doing for the first 5 minutes 😭😭 like genuinely im so curious i need to know……. obviously i assume nam-gyu was at his side right away and they teamed up immediately, but how long before gyeong-su joined them? were they just walking around until thanos found someone he deemed worthy to team up with (aka…… a girl he found attractive LOL)? did they try asking other ppl to be on their team and kept getting rejected (hilarious)? did other ppl try teaming up with them and THEY said no (im once again gonna assume that nam-gyu was probably picky ab who they brought onto their team based on his reaction to se-mi and min-su….)? had thanos already set his sights on se-mi and spent 5 minutes trying to find her? was thanos just so high he didn’t realize what they were doing? PLEEEEEASE I WANT TO KNOW SO BADLY WHAT WERE THEY DOING FOR 5 WHOLE MINS

my personal fav is that they kept getting rejected by other ppl bc everyone saw the way thanos and nam-gyu got their ass beat by inho and so no one wanted to team up with them LMAO

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was rewatching this scene and i couldn’t help but notice nam-gyu

and the way he quickly checks himself out in the mirror while he’s fixing his hair before following thanos to go intimidate myung-gi is just……… KILLING ME HES SO SILLY 😭😭 like yeah time to go once again bully mg coin BUT☝️ gotta make sure the bob looks good first 😌 god i love him so much i miss his divaness nam-gyu come back to me

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i keep watching this clip bc the way that thanos is smiling to himself and getting giddy as he’s walking up to se-mi like he’s so excited to talk to another girl,,, but then he forces the smile away and forces himself to look all cool and suave and serious and gets into his little pose before calling for se-mi’s attention IS SO FUNNY TO ME AAAAAHHHHH he’s such a loser and i love him so much

also do you think min-su could see him approach and was watching him do this and was thinking to himself wtf is this guy doing

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Miss me?

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geez I hate this art sm I spend 2 much time on it..

also follow me on X to interact w me more n decide about ma fate

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@lakesparkles

(L-R) @nirnrootaddict, @tysontomioka, @solarparfait + @/rokikso on af, @crosscalipso + @spaznem (hey that’s me), @/bunnyboy_ on af

SQUID GAME ART FIGHT ATTACK DUMP!!!!!

everyone’s characters were so cool and super fun to draw!!!! what a way to spend my first af ever :3

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its so fun showing her all the things she's never seen before

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ROOMMATES (smau!) pt.2 || Choi Subong (Thanos)

warning/this contains: 18+! female reader, roommate!subong au, random text messages, some typos, nsfw themes, petty banter, mentions of smoking (weed and cigs), period talk, suggestive texts, mention of plan b, subong being a horny mf and reader being a drama queen, nothing new.

a/n: since you guys seemed to love part 1, i might turn this into a series :) enjoy!

part 1 || part 2

more under the cut!

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okay i dont usually post my fics on here but i made this meme for this fic that is so funny to me for some reason and it only makes sense with this fic in context so

hot girl bummer (15368 words) by clementinecalls Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Squid Game (TV 2021) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Choi Subong | Thanos/Kim Junhee, Kim Junhee & Semi (Squid Game), Choi Subong | Thanos & Namgyu, Kim Junhee & Namgyu Characters: Kim Junhee (Squid Game), Choi Subong | Thanos, Lee Myunggi, Namgyu (Squid Game), Semi (Squid Game), Other(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - High School, Jealousy, Fake/Pretend Relationship, that turns into a secret third thing, idk thanos is just along for the ride lowkey, Developing Relationship, Making Out, Partying, Fighting, Denial of Feelings, american author apologizes for how deeply american she is, Family Issues, Vaping, Some Humor, Canon-Typical Misogyny, Title Is a blackbear Reference, Pet Names Summary:

“Alright.” He agrees almost immediately.

“Really?” Jun-hee asks without meaning to, “I mean— Sorry, I just assumed you were, like, gay.”

The guy's arms fall to his sides, his face almost offended, “What? Why?”

“‘Cause of your, y’know,” She motions vaguely behind him to the man with the greasy short hair who’s been staring at them this whole time, “your shadow.”

“What? He’s not—” He cuts himself off as he turns around to look at the other guy too. He sighs, turning back to Jun-hee, “No, yeah, that’s fair.”

Jun-hee snorts — maybe this guy is funny.

(In which Jun-hee and Thanos have a hobby in common: pissing off Myung-Gi)

pls enjoy

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