dream0favalon

[dream0favalon]

i can’t i can’t i can’t I JUST CANT STOP ASKING ME TO MAKE BAD ART STOP ASKING ME TO SUBMIT MYSELF TO THAT SHAME AND EMBARASSMENT YOU FUCNING FREAKS STOP STOP STOP STOP WHYYYY DO YOU ESNT TO EMBARASS ME SO FUCNING BAD. WHY. WHY WOUKD YOU WANT TO SEE THAT ??? THERES NO FUCNING POINT ITHER THAN TO LAUGH AT ME. THERES NOTHING THERES NOTHING THERES NOTHING TBERES NTIHING GGG I HATE YOU I JATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

[dream0favalon]

i hate him. i hate him so fucking much. he doesn’t deserve to touch you. he doesn’t deserve to be with you. he’s nothing. nothing compared to you. he’s hurt you before. i’d never do that. i’d never make the same mistakes he did why can’t you choose me. fuck i’m insane this is insane

[dream0favalon]

i can’t even ask what he has that i don’t because i know. he’s right there. he can be there for you whenever he wants to, whenever you need it. don’t you know if i could i’d do the same ? if we were closer i’d sacrifice so much just to be by your side. i’d drop everything just to come to your aid. i’d do anything for you. why can’t that be me. why why why why why why why why why

[dream0favalon]

what am i even still doing here. what is the point. none of you want me around.

[dream0favalon]

thinking too hard about the mistreatment i’ve endured for the sake of being loved.

[dream0favalon]

don’t pretend to care now. just go spend time with your boyfriend. i’m not important enough for you to worry about and that’s fine.

[dream0favalon]

[dream0favalon]

[dream0favalon]

Mfs when a trauma response makes someone an asshole and isn't just some cute uwu quirky part of their personality

[dream0favalon]

the feeling when you remember you don't mean to them as much as they mean to you

[dream0favalon]

don’t you see if do anything for you ? don’t you know how much i love you ? why am i not good enough ?

[dream0favalon]

i wish you loved me the way i love you

[dream0favalon]

I have a disease called I want to text you so much but I have no idea what I would even write

[dream0favalon]

I feel your rejection so strongly, your evasion towards me.

[dream0favalon]

i can tell you’re bored of me

[dream0favalon]

it‘s always been best when I kept my mouth shut

it‘s always been best when I kept my mouth shut

it‘s always been best when I kept my mouth shut

it‘s always been best when I kept my mouth shut

[dream0favalon]

I wish I meant the same to other people as they mean to me