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Louis Howard- Admire

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Hello! This will be my first piece of writing I post on Tumblr. It’s been a while since I’ve written something so it is quite short----and a lot of mistakes. (I need more practice) This fic is inspired by ‘Be My Valentine’ that’s happening now. Anyways, happy reading!

Rays of sunshine beamed into the room through the opened window. Sounds of crisp snipping and bird chirping could be heard. It was a calming combination that lured Louis to stop whatever he was doing at the moment and glanced out the window.

Louis was never the one to be distracted often. Guess he could blame it on you.

You were totally immersed in your work. Trimming the trees and flowers in the garden, snipping carefully so everything was in perfection. Louis’ blue eyes scanned your figure and a smile found its way to his lips.

Your face was covered in dirt due to the gardening you did but the determination painted on your face did not falter. Louis loved that about you. Every time he saw you working diligently in the mansion, he was reminded of the girl from his past. Louis had silently wished that both you and the girl are the same person. After all those years, the memory he fond off had embroiled itself at the back of his mind. Your dedication resembled the girl’s and he could not help but to hold onto the hope.

Someone might ask him the reason he opened the window in a cold weather and he would shrug it off. Louis just knew the answer very well.

He wanted to admire you. You had piqued his interest on the very first day you worked as his maid and mere interest had bloomed into a beautiful love. He was fond of you. He loved the way you smiled so warmly every time you greet him or the way your cheeks flushed when he complimented you for your hard work. The voice he would never get tired listening to and laughter that could chased away every shadow in his life.

Your small actions might seemed insignificant in others’ eyes. But they lead his mind into frenzy and butterflies in his stomach.

“Gosh, the things you do to me…” Louis whispered slowly, eyes not leaving you a second.

Suddenly, your shoulder tensed and your hands quickly flew to your mouth. He raised his eyebrow and-----

“Achoo!”

Louis could see you shivering and huffed in annoyance at the cold. He chuckled and called out to you.

“Hey.”

You whipped your head to direction of the sound and your eyes widened. You’re in no state to face your crush---- master! You were sure your hair was a mess and you looked hideous with dirt covering you from head to toe. And it hit you, for how long did Louis watched you? You cheeks starting to burn from the possibility that Louis had seen you sneezing and found you in a pretty messy state.

Louis tilted his head slightly when he heard no response from you when the truth was you were too flustered to say anything. “Come in and have a cup of tea. You might catch a cold if you stay outside any longer.” Ah, he was worried about you. It worried him even more when he say your flushed cheeks. “ E-eh sir, I’m fine!” Your mouth opened and closed like fish gaping for air when you’re trying to find more excuses.

Seeing your flustered reply, Louis smiled and ushered you to go in. “Come in. I don’t want you to be sick when we have an outing tomorrow.” At this, you quickly nodded and practically ran into the mansion. Louis laughed a little at your actions and he knew the butterflies he was having would not settle down anytime soon.

He did not mind if you were not the girl in his memory. Because he knew who he had fallen for and he would love to let her know someday.

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When it’s a good day and you gotta

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“Hold the fuck up.” I say. I am the fuck up. Please hold me.

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be·nev·o·lence

/bəˈnevələns/

noun desire to do good to others

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For everyone

1.      Stop spending so much money at the vending machine, it adds up to more than you think

2.      If you’re hungry, eat. Don’t look around at other people, don’t wait for them not to be looking, just eat.

3.      Don’t hold your pee for that long, no one is talking about you for going to the bathroom, just go.

4.      Laugh when it’s funny, your laugh is beautiful and unique, let others hear it.

5.      Your mom is more than likely right, that person is being fake.

6.      Don’t be afraid to reject a guy if you don’t like him; think of yourself first.

7.      Don’t think that your bothering others, unless they say it, don’t think it.

8.      Your mind is your biggest prison, and I know that it’s hard to escape it…but at least try. Fight to get out, don’t let those thoughts and doubts overwhelm you.

9.      You’re funny, someone finds you funny, and that’s because you are.

10.  Your voice is beautiful, speak and sing your heart out.

11.  Your hair isn’t ugly, don’t be insecure of it.

12.  You’re not too skinny/fat…you’re the way you are because it’s perfect just for you.

13.  Eat all you want, stop starving your beautiful self.

14.  People that matter care…people that don’t matter don’t.

15.  When they ask you what’s wrong, that means they care…say something.

16.  Don’t hold it back, don’t keep it in, don’t tell yourself that you’ll get over it, don’t tell yourself that you’ll be bothering others, don’t tell yourself that nobody cares, SAY SOMETHING.

17.  Crying is alright, no one thinks less of you for it.

18.  Stop covering yourself so much, it’s unhealthy both mentally, emotionally, and physically.

19.  Get out of your room more, even if you are depressed, staying in there won’t help you at all.

20.  Take a moment to pause everything, everything, and just breathe… You made it.

21.  At the end of the day, you worked hard, pat yourself on the shoulder, think about what you did well and the mistakes you won’t need to do again, then call it a day.

22.  Say I’m sorry

23.  Forgive, but don’t be so naïve to let your heart get trampled on again.

24.  If they hurt you once, okay…twice, don’t bring them back as if nothing happened.

25.  Learn to go with your gut, believe me, sometimes it’s right.

26.  Just because is five for $4 doesn’t mean you should buy 20…buy what you need.

27.  Think about others before yourself, it helps lessen the anxiety too.

28.  Write…and if you’re not good at writing, paint. It doesn’t need to be a masterpiece, it just needs to be you…

29.  Grades do not define you. Give your all to your grades, but if you still don’t pass, it’s not your fault, it’s not YOU.

30.  Mistakes happen, learn, but don’t let them chain you up and drag you down. It’s not YOU.

31.  Sleep, just one hour more of sleep can change everything.

32.  Take a warm shower, it helps.

33.  Drink more water, it’ll help with the headaches.

34.  I love saying this – “Live until you laugh, laugh until it hurts, hurt until you cry, cry until you Heal”…please, never hold it in.

35.  What people say about you doesn’t define you, what you say about yourself does.

36.  Let it out, but don’t let everyone know every single detail about your life, keep somethings private.

37.  Call your mom, tell her you love her.

38.  Listen to your grandmother, even when she starts to rant.

39.  You can’t please everyone because some people just don’t want to be pleased, erase them from your life.

40.  Pray. If you believe in God, even prayer helps you so much when you’re hurting, trust me.

41.  Say thank you, even for another day of life that went terribly.

42.  Don’t procrastinate, even if you write one word/sentence a day since the assignment was given…do that.

43.  Don’t eat out all the time

44.  Remember the good days when times go bad, appreciate the lessons learned when days are good.

45.  You don’t NEED to go to prom, you don’t NEED to go to homecomings or parties, you won’t miss things if you don’t.

46.  Being an introvert isn’t a curse, love yourself whether you’re outgoing or not.

47.  They don’t need to tell you that you’re beautiful for you to be beautiful, it was already a fact before they stated it.

48.  You don’t NEED a boyfriend, no matter how many of your friends or peers have one. Don’t rush into a relationship just because you’re the odd one out.

49.  Keep your virginity, and it you lose it, don’t end your life or future because of it.

50.  Love others freely. And yourself too.

51.  Organize yourself, nothing sucks worse than getting a zero on a paper because you couldn’t find it, not because you didn’t do it.

52.  Learn to let go if it hurts you, don’t hang on to something/someone that brings you pain.

53.  Keep in touch with teachers who were there for you.

54.  Someone loves you, someone will miss you when you’re gone…remember that.

55.  You’re not a burden.

56.  You worked hard.

57.  Think of that future someone for you and smile.

58.  If things don’t go on as plan, don’t be afraid to throw everything out the window and start all over again…breathe, and do it.

59.  You’ll survive without them, even if it hurts now, you already are.

60.  Worry more about what you do than how you look. Character lasts, looks don’t.

I saw something like this and wanted to do my own version for this…

I love you all

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Skeleton Flower. It's a lesson.

Everyone reblog this with your favorite Jonghyun solo song and why. Lets try and focus on the positive effect he had on all of us.

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yes24 gangnam olympus hall fansign ♡ 170426 translation: iheartshinee_ apparently a shawol (or shawols) bought a section of land on the moon under jonghyun’s name. when they showed jonghyun both him and his manager were shocked. jonghyun asked: “what is this? are you saying this is my land? my land? this is all mine?”

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Welcome to Blue Night Letters.

I am your host Admin Panda and I have created this blog to honor the beloved Kim Jonghyun.

This blog is a place of love and I hope a place of support to those like myself who are deeply mourning his passing. As a Shawol I ask that hurtful words and slander against his name go elsewhere. He does not deserve that nor does his family. He never did. No “idol” does.

This blog will also serve as a home to those who would like to write to Jonghyun and express their grief, their love, and their appreciation for Kim Jonghyun. You can tell him anything you like. You can vent your frustration and heartbreak. You can tell him how your day went. And most importantly, you can tell him he did well.

Thank you to all who have reblogged and shared the idea. I can’t wait to meet you all. 💙🙏

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I never knew it would be so difficult to accept that you're gone. The melody of your song---Skeleton Flower, still beautifully haunting. Who thought a song that I found lovely and pleasing to listen to would be a life long lesson? True, Jonghyun, I've never known the pain you went through was so deep, it cut through you and your will to fight.

I woke up with puffy eyes today, hoping that it will be better. But after bumping into dividers for who knows how many times today, I knew it wasn't easy. Jonghyun-ah, did you find your peace? Did you rest well?

The dream you once had somehow became your nightmare.

I'm sorry, Jonghyun. I'm still sad. Everyone is still sad. We lost a beautiful, beautiful soul and it's saddening. But we would stand strong, for you. Don't worry, we just need time.

Rest well, prince.

You did well, Jonghyun-ah.

Fellow Shawols, stay safe and cry if you may. It's better than bottling it up. Drink some water after you cry, stay hydrated. Rest, it could be exhausting. Remember, we got this together.

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Calming masterpost:

crisis/urgent support lines and sites

hotlines/crisis lines for depression, domestic abuse, alcohol and drug abuse, teens, pregnancy, lgbt and more

mental support community - a forum where you can post that you are in a crisis right now and need peer support as soon as possible

imalive crisis chat - online one-on-one chat for if you’re in at risk of hurting yourself etc

self harm alternatives

si urges alternatives

relaxation/anxiety relief

do nothing for two minutes

interactive silk art

guided relaxation

watch a dream

100,000 stars

thisissand - create sandscapes on your screen with your mouse

calming gif

the quiet place project

the quiet place - find some quiet

the thoughts room - a super calm page to unburden yourself from bad thoughts

the comfort spot - a place for anonymous venting with out anybody judging you for who you are

the dawn room - my personal favourite, especially good for when you feel alone

know that it will be okay - when a moment is too hard for you - come here.

music and sounds

my anxiety relief playlist - on 8tracks

my positivity/recovery playlist - on 8tracks

‘stay strong’ playlists - on 8tracks

coffee shop sounds

rain sounds

calmsound - nature sounds

rainycafe

comfort food

one minute cookie in a mug

brownie in a mug

several cookie recipes

25 hot chocolate recipes

loads and loads of snacks - 533 quick and easy recipes for a range of snacks on studentrecipe

lots of different in-a-mug recipes

chocolate pudding in a mug - my personal fave (lil tip: add mini marshmallows for extra gooey yumminess)

advice and tips

how to be okay with yourself

25 resolutions

life hacks

more life hacks

a hella ton more life hacks - so many life hacks dude soon ur gonna never have a day-to-day stress again

school masterpost - school sucks so bad but hopefully this can help ease the stress

how to love yourself

how to bypass restricted wifi omg

alleviate menstrual cramps

boost your confidence

love yourself!

self help after anxiety

stop biting your nails

stop procrastinating

stop skipping breakfast

videos and movies

cure to sadness (video)

the movie blog - a blog dedicated to movie masterposts you will never be without a movie to watch again

cute roulette - THE BEST PLACE ON THE INTERNET ITS LITERALLY JUST A HUGE ROULETTE OF VIDEOS OF CUTE ANIMALS WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT FROM LIFE

random acts of kindness caught on film

disney movies

movies for angsty teens

distractions etc

rice questions - answer simple questions and donate free rice to people in poverty!!

click to give - just click a button to donate (it costs nothing) food to animals shelters, people in poverty and homeless veterans; mammograms to fight breast cancer; therapy for people on the autism spectrum; alzheimer’s and diabetes research; a book to a child; protect wildlife habitat

break something - good for anger

loads of cute games

how to make a blanket nest

learn something new - a masterpost of hobbies

exercise like a superhero

nice words

things to do when your sad

slap a bald guy with an eel - this is ridiculously entertaining

watch a dog lick your screen - it loops, so you could literally watch for hours if you want

calmingmanatee

daily puppy

how to make a comfort box

download free books

extras

emergency compliment!

lots of compliments - they even include ur name aw

huge list of bloggers who have put themselves forward as willing to listen/chat without judgement

getting anon hate?

:) tag - all the posts that i’ve tagged for making me happy

7cupsoftea - free, anonymous, confidential talks with trained listeners

get a hug

Calming songs, playlists and instrumentals:

Sing Me to Sleep

The Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Boost your Mood (peppier and happy songs)

The Driving Mixtape

Study

Summer Nights

It’s Going to be Fine

Calm & Collected

Once Upon a December - Piano (song)

Clair de Lune (song)

The Moon is a Harsh Mistress (song)

Calming/distracting Websites

The Quiet Place

Rainymood.com

Calm.com

Soundrown.com - calming sounds to mix and match

A website to distract yourself

A recovery masterpost

A post of interesting things

Ungruntle yourself

Press a magic button and fix everything

Play cute games

Almost every movie your little heart desires (i suggest you use with adblocker)

How to love yourself

A website that compliments you

Crafts and activities, easy and fun DYI projects

Glitter calm jars

A list of things to do to curb anxiety

Make a blanket nest

Silky summer legs

Lots of food recipes; mostly desserts  

For bad days masterpost

Make some microwave snacks

Five minute fudge

Make a phone case

A bunch of hobbies!

Self care list!

Pretty gold-dipped feathers (for decorating or anything)

What to do when:

You’ve been triggered

You’re having an anxiety attack

You’re having a panic attack

Your face is red and puffy after crying

You just had a fight

You hate yourself

You want to avoid being stressed

You want to get over your ex

Meditation and breathing

Guided Meditations

Do Nothing for 2 Minutes

Calm Down

Meditation Tips

90 second relaxation exercise

Simple things

Pretty Tree

When You Feel You Have Lost Everything

See Some BLOOD

Press a Button to Make Everything OK

Calming Manatee

Calming Gif

Make Something!

Jump into a Sofa Fort!

Make a Comfort Box

Glitter Jar Or This One

Other Nice Things

A Page To Help You Recover!!!

Coping Skills & Distractions

The Quiet Place. Shhhhh

For When You’re Upset

The Nicest Place on the Internet

Player 2

10 Most Relaxing Online Games

Talk To Someone That Will Listen

Not Having a Good Day?

How-to Love Yourself

Ground Yourself X X  X

Mood Chart

Do Nothing For Two Minutes

Rainymood

The Comfort Spot

Weave Silk

Seed Plant Breeder

This Is Sand

C.A.L.M

Calming/Relaxing Music:

Soft Piano: x, x, x, x, x

The Sound of Waves: x

The Sound of a Storm + Waves: x

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The notes on my update post don’t stop increasing.

At first, it was only by a minuscule amount. One. three. five on occasion. now it exceeds by the tens. I blink a few times and it already goes onto the next hundredth. by the time I post this particular textpost, it must’ve exceeded 1k. well over if the news has really spread.

And I will still never be able to get over what has just happened.

At first, I could barely compose myself to make the post. I could barely compose the post itself, though you may find the original floating around here or there. With every update I could find, I updated the post. I needed to know. I needed others to know. I had even considered messaging people who reblogged the initial post to check my update, but then there were too many people. And I could hardly bring myself to discuss the matters with anyone who contacted me personally. Even the asks I got (which also helped my update the post) were a challenge to answer.

I can barely take a glance at my dashboard. It’s only about him. I only see notifications from the update post, or a few other posts by other thoughtful people that have been reblogged by equally as thoughtful others.

I want to stop. I want to log off, go to sleep, and pretend even just for a moment that this isn’t happening. But I can’t. If Jonghyun was strong enough to keep up with his life despite all the hardships he faced, then I should be able to carry on and mourn for him.

Everything that has happened within this current situation… it made me realize just how quickly things can happen in a single moment.

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I hope you finally found your place, where you can live freely, without regrets, dread, anxiety and hatred. Hope you found a place, where you can finally peacefully breathe and be the person you couldn’t have been here. And I hope there, where you are now, there aren’t ugly, selfish and bad people, who stole you away from us.

You will be forever loved and adored, rest in peace, our prince.

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ne·fe·li·ba·ta

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noun a cloud walker; an individual who lives in the “clouds” of her own imagination or dreams. 

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why is this so cute

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I still remember seeing images of you and us, Vividly as if it really happened —but it didn’t.

Daydreamer // stories behind wet pillows #25 (via fueledbysadnesss)

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make sure you’re taking care of yourself, first. you know when you’re in an airplane, they always play some video telling you that, in the event of a crash, always put your air mask on first before helping those around you. and i always think, what if there is a child? shouldn’t i help the child first? they need me to put their mask on for them, they can’t do it by themselves. but the thing is, you can only help someone else get their mask on if you’re conscious. if you don’t put your mask on first, you might pass out helping them get on theirs. then, they wont be able to help you. or worse, you could faint before they have it on right and now you’re both screwed. now, imagine this mask is mental health. you have to make sure you’re okay before helping everyone else around you.

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