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“I’m always afraid others might talk about me. I’ve failed in everything. I didn’t dare think of being something; I didn’t even dream of thinking about being something, because even in my dreams - in my visionary state as a mere dreamer - I realized I was unfit for life. No feeling can lift my head from the pillow where I’ve let it sink in desperation, unable to deal with my body or even with the idea that I’m alive, or even with the abstract idea of life. I don’t speak the language of any reality, and I stagger among the things of life like a sick man who finally got up after being bedridden for months. Only in bed do I feel like part of normal life. It pleases me to get a fever, since it seems perfectly natural to my recumbent state. Like a flame in the wind I flutter and get dizzy. Only in the dead air of closed rooms do I breathe the normality of my life.”

— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

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How I painted Star Shower~ I really love painting transparent materials, there's just something so fun about the way light reflects and refracts ✨

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Art by Denis Istomin

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Black's faith strikes again.

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Alexandria

Jul, 25

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Warm sunrise 🌅 ✨️

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one thing I noticed from this chapter is that Black has been quite open to physical touch with other people other than White.

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everyone in the grey is manga has a best friend

except for Larissa and Ritta, we havent seen any best friends around them.

Maybe they're each others best friend ?

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he’s doing his best okay

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we're almost there

what doesss thaaattt meeeaan

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I didnt realize that the flowers covering Black in the book cover are also forget me not flowers.

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its the forget me not flowers!

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Winter Lace

Lawrence, Kansas

Instagram

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Days go by.