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It’s a damn shame KHR is a shounen which could never explore the cognitive dissonance between Tsuna “knowing” Reborn kills people for a living and actually knowing it. Having to confront it head on, that his tutor kills as easily as he breathes, and that Reborn is not, by any means, the only person in his life who is like that

The people around him are goofy, silly individuals

But they are also all soooo deadly

I think it should be Enma, as far as Tsuna’s regular contacts go, who is the first person to shock him with the reality that he’s surrounded by killers

Because he could never picture Enma doing that to someone

But it’s literally right in front of him, and Enma isn’t worried at all. He was born and raised in the mafia, after all.

Bloodshed is just… Second nature.

Tsuna really isn’t meant for this life.

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TW : NSFW sub! top mreader, 2019! captain mctavish, kind somnophilia ig, mentions of breeding

CAPTAIN MCTAVISH is not some pillow princess. sure he likes to be taken care of every now and then but he prefers having you tied to the bed while he bounces on your cock like a whore in heat. letting you lie almost useless while he takes what he needs from you.

he gets off to your pathetic whines, the calling of his title. he will make you beg for it, tell him exactly what you want he may give it to you. mctavish’s thighs work overtime, hole keeping a nice snug fit around your cock—your pelvis damn near bruising with every drop of his hips and he won’t stop until he’s full of your cum, full of you.

even of you were to pass out from the many orgasms he’s managed to pull, you’ll wake up with your cock in his mouth—those piecing blue eyes staring you down as he manages to grin with you nestled deep down his throat. johnny will pull off and jerk your spit soaked cock, letting his tonge drag along the sensitive veins.

“c’mon mate. we’re not done yet, you can keep goin’ for me can’t you?”

© ASTROKNOTT ™ 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 !

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Give me Shen Twins with a complicated relationship.

I wanna see Shen Twins that viscerally cannot stand the way that the other copes with the bad things that've happened to them.

Give me SY who pleads with SJ to "just behave" while cleaning his wounds because he's scared his brother is going to get into bigger trouble than they can handle. Because he can't understand SJ's refusal to make himself smaller, can't understand why his brother feels the need to fight the world even at the expense of his own wellbeing.

Give me SJ yelling and shaking SY because he can't stand the way the SY just seems to accept their situation. Because where SY's response to fear and uncertainty is to avoid and hide, SJ's is to fight.

I wanna see SJ resent that he's the Only person that SY will actually fight and I wanna see SY being hurt that his brother just won't listen to him when he's Just trying to help.

And then give be post-Qui Shen Twins who learn to understand. Let SJ learn that SY's anger was only safe with him. Let SY understand SJ's violent need to be seen as a real person. Let them both understand that they Both did their best to keep each other alive.

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Sadly the greatest evidence against the exitence of a beast peak in CQMS is that SQQ-Y does not make a friend of the peak lord by geeking out over cool monsters in canon.

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I feel like I should give a short advice if any of you would like to realistically give adopted kids to your KHR OTPs according to the Italian law system.

NOTE: should you wish to go on in an ideal Italy where all rights are guaranteed pls do, I would love to live in such a country.

According to the Italian law to be able to adopt a child you MUST be:

Heterosexual

Married

Able bodied

No mental health issues

Should you want to be a single parent you CANNOT. All you can have as a single parent is what it is called "Affido" (translated: custody). The child will only stay with you for a few years (1-3 if I remember correctly), then the child is sent back to the orphanage/care home/whatever.

LGBT+ couples CANNOT adopt. They are barely even recognized in a half-assed civil partnership, that's all they have.

Disabled people CAN adopt, BUT they have to demonstrate that they are ACTUALLY ABLE ENOUGH to care for the child and also they have to demonstrate that they have enough space to accomodate the child.

Surrogacy is ABSOLUTELY ILLEGAL in Italy. There have been countless cases of people who went to USA to have a child and then they cannot register their child as Italian because they have committed a felony punishable by jail time, but also they can't register the child as USAmerican because they are not actually USAmericans.

It's not just because of the Vatican. The clowns we have at the government are way too bigoted and they have too much money to actually worry about any law.

That said. I am now VERY SAD that I would like to give my OTP children, but now I have to like invent a plausible way. Or go the fantasy way with "magic gave them children to care for" and disregard a realistic approach.

Actually, I could have them like lavender marry someone and that would solve stuff. IDK.

*deep sigh*

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Recipe - Yandere!Sunday

Ingredients: A Fresh Sunday, Childhood Trauma, Crippling Anxiety, Bone-Crushing Loneliness, Political Power, Unpredictability, Intelligence, Empathy, Blessing of “Xipe”, A Darling, Salt

INSTRUCTIONS

First make sure that your Sunday is dry of any past romantic experiences. The moisture from romantic experience interferes with the frying process but, if you don't mind getting a few extra burns, feel free to keep it. Now, take a large bowl and start by putting a dash of Childhood Trauma. Close your eyes and pour as much Bone-Crushing Loneliness as you desire, add a good chunk of Unpredictability and Intelligence into the mix. Don't worry about the measurements, just use your feelings.

Now, put Political Power into the amalgam ; you can empty out the entire packet if you really like the feeling of powerlessness. Add the Blessing of “Xipe” for a twinge of spice and a healthy portion of Empathy so whenever your Sunday thinks of how wrong his actions are, he kills himself a little inside. Last but not least, a pinch of salt because no dish is complete without it. Mix everything evenly and regret not getting a bigger bowl.

So this time, get a sufficiently large pot and fill it to about halfway with Crippling Anxiety. Turn on the heat and bring it close to the boiling point. Take your Sunday and marinate him with the mixture, make sure there's no empty spot on his person. Now, gently throw him in the boiling pot of Crippling Anxiety and wait for about 10 minutes.

You might be questioning why we need to fry him in Crippling Anxiety out of everything? That is because hot Crippling Anxiety will convert Bone-Crushing Loneliness into Possessiveness. Which will then branch out to Jealousy upon meeting the necessary conditions, but trying to identify this Jealousy will be near-impossible due to Sunday's immaculate ability to act (this talent is a byproduct of adding too much Childhood Trauma and Bone-Crushing Loneliness, as such, you don't have to worry about getting it from the store). So, don't waste your time there. By now, some parts of Sunday's Childhood Trauma have probably transformed into Relationship linked Insecurities. Wait for five more minutes and your Yandere!Sunday is crisp and ready.

Feel free to serve him with A Darling anytime — yes, they're the sauce.

CAUTIONS

Be careful when you release Sunday into the boiling pot of Crippling Anxiety, you wouldn't want to splash yourself in that.

Don't be greedy and eat some of the Political Power when you're pouring it in the bowl, it tastes very, very bitter.

The Blessing of “Xipe” is a crucial ingredient because it'll give your Sunday that unsettling aura. Don't let the shadiness deter you and just buy it.

Don't be too generous with the Childhood Trauma, we don't want our Sunday to be way too dysfunctional.

Last Modified : May 9, 2024

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Idk, I just think mocking a submissive yandere for begging you to stop teasing them, or hurting them, or pleasuring them because it’s “too much” would be kind of fun. Where was their understanding for you when you asked them to stop stalking you, to stop scaring your friends away, to stop begging you to be their one and only forever? You’d given them what they wanted, you and all of you, the good and the bad, the sweet and the sadistic, and now they have the audacity to beg for less? But you’re still determined to be the better person, to respect their boundaries more than they’d ever respected yours.

“Shut up and fucking take it, or use your safeword. Unless you’ve already forgotten it, you stupid piece of shit. Need me to remind you what it is? All you have to do it say it. Fucking say it.”

“N-no… don’t— don’t stop… please! I’m sorry…”

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you know i have never heard a convincing arguement as to why AO3 should not moderate the content that is posted to their website and i think a lot of the arguement against moderation on AO3 boils down to, terminally online people thinks community moderation is the same as government censorship and personally sending the cops to someone’s house to arrest them irl/

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Love my fucked up son with zero redeeming qualities whatsoever sm.

Shen Jiu deserved better, didn’t get it, and decided to make that everyone’s problem. Iconic, honestly.

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The Four Discoursemen

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I actually don’t mind that “dead dove” has become conversational shorthand for “fics with heavy themes where you REALLY need to pay attention to the warnings”. such is the nature of language. what i do mind is when people tag their actual fics with dead dove and then give no indication of what they’re actually warning about. that is useless. that helps no one. that is completely against the spirit of the meme. i will not be reading that

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pov: you're listening to your shixiong ramble about something called a "poke...mon" (??)

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Ep. 203

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