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Is Henry Cavil on steroids or is his dick just that big?

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What I hate about writing is when I have to write so much before I finally get to the part I actually wanted to write.

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Don't mind me, just creating an angsty story bc I need some emotion in my life :)

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As a fic writer, i need every reader to know that:

I don’t care if your comment is coherent. I know what you mean and i love you

I don’t care if you ramble. I read every word and i love you

I don’t care if you leave a comment on a fic from four years ago or leave comments/kudos on like ten of my fics in one go. This isn’t IG, pls stalk my AO3. I love you

I don’t care if you mention the same thing in your comment that four other people have already mentioned. It’s actually really useful to know what resonated with people and I love everyone who takes the time to tell me they liked a particular turn of phrase

I don’t mind if your comment is super long or just a couple of sentences, i love them all

I love you

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What I hate about writing is when I have to write so much before I finally get to the part I actually wanted to write.

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Derek would actually lose his mind seeing Stiles with a mustache like this

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Almost done with part 1 of my Newtmas story

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saving and protecting each other since day one

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THE LAST OF US (2023 - )

S1E6: Kin

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Every Relationship Start With Trust-By DylanLetMeSyd on Ao3

The sky lit up for a split second, lighting flashing through the clouds. Rain pattered against Theo's window and the wind whipped around the trees hard. It was around 1 am and Theo was dead asleep, snoring softly. His muscles still ached from the practice he had that evening, still sore from the ball to the collar by Liam.

The buzzing of his phone awoke him, the electronic lighting up the dark room. Theo grabbed it, wincing at the brightness, before turning it down and reading the text that was sent to him. 

Liam

'I'm scared.'

Theo was on his feet instantly, already putting his shoes and jacket on. He didn't know what Liam meant by 'Scared', but it didn't seem good. He grabbed his skateboard, umbrella, and a blanket—making sure it was the one Liam always used whenever he slept over. He was out of the house, skating towards Liam's house quickly. The beta didn't live too far from Theo, just a few blocks down. 

Theo checked his phone for any new messages, sadly nothing. He had a gut feeling that Liam's text had something to do with the thunderstorms, since he was deathly afraid of them. But normally he would just blast music in his ears or sleep in his parents bed when that happened. So why was he texting Theo?

The silhouette of the beta's house approached and Theo skated just a tad faster. When he reached the front lawn he sprinted to the door, key in hand. Liam had given him his own key a while back, a way of saying he trusted Theo more than anyone else. The Chimera used that key, shoving the metal into the key lock with shaky hands. 

He unlocked and opened the door, now at home. His skateboard was propped up on the wall by the porch and the umbrella was hung somewhere on the coat rack. Theo took the stairs 2 steps at a time, making sure to avoid the noisy spots. When he reached Liam's room, he stood staring at the door. Small sobs were heard from the other side, along with some sniffles.

The horrible gut feeling only got worse for Theo. He felt invasive, like he was interrupting something he should've left alone. After a small pep talk in his mind, he pushed the door open. What he saw broke his heart.

Liam sat in his bed with his knees up to his chest, leaning against the headboard with the blanket covering him. He had his arms wrapped around his knees and his face was buried into his sleeves. That normally pissed off face was now flowing tears and fear covered it. When he heard the door open he stilled for a moment, before he saw Theo and returned to his crying.

Theo slowly walked over to Liam's bed, not wanting to scare the Beta. "Liam? You okay?" he asked.

Liam shook his head no, a broken sound leaving his throat. Deciding it was the best thing he could do for his friend, Theo crawled onto the bed and sat next to Liam, angled so he could see the boy. He wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close to his chest. Liam didn't even fight, which only broke Theo more. 

The boy continued crying, only this time harder. He then turned around and wrapped his arms tightly around the Chimera's torso. Even if it was a small action, it felt like Liam completely trusted Theo that he wasn't going to judge him in this state.

"Let it out Liam, let it all out." Theo cooed to the boy. He placed small kisses on the boy's head, a silent way of saying it was okay and that he was here. Then Theo leaned back so he could lay in Liam's bed with his head on his chest.

They stayed in that position until Liam's sobs turned into small sniffles and his uneven breathing turned into small sighs. When he finally calmed down, Theo asked: "Why'd you text me that?"

Liam didn't respond right away, but he finally replied after another long sigh. "I had a nightmare."

"A nightmare?" Theo repeated, now worried but also curious.

"About you—Well, us, technically."

"Tell me about it Li." Even if it was the dumbest or most gruesome thing Theo would ever hear, he would be glad that Liam could trust him enough to tell him.

"You left." Liam stated.

"Left from what?"

"Me, then Beacon Hills."

"Oh" was all that Theo could say to that. He knew it wasn't a dumb fear, but Liam has had some abandonment issues over the years and it got worse ever since Scott didn't help him. "Well you know I wouldn't actually leave, Liam, right?" He hoped this could lift Liam up even a little bit.

"Yeah I hope not. I don't want you to leave, ever." He played with Theo's shirt, tugging and twisting the fabric in his hands. "I know it's just a nightmare, but it feels so fucking real I—"

"Liam." Theo interrupted. He rolled over so he was above Liam, his arms on either side so the beta was trapped. "I'm not leaving, no matter what happens I will not leave you." 

It took that little for Liam's face to crinkle into hurt and tears to slip once again. Theo swiped the tears away with his thumb, a small smile on his face. "I feel so weak for thinking this. For believing it no less." the beta exclaimed in anger. 

Without thinking, Theo grabbed his friend's hand and placed it where he heart was. "Listen to my heartbeat when I speak Liam."

The beta closed his eyes, focusing on his heartbeat. It was steady at the moment, like it would continue to be.

"I love you too much to leave you. No girl—or boy—can charm me enough to leave your side. You're all I have, and that's more than enough for me." 

When Liam opened his eyes, Theo saw yellow with a hint of pink. 

Love.

"You love me?" Liam asked.

Theo grinned. "If you were a star, I would devote my life to being an astronomer so I could understand your beauty." It was risky, but Theo knew his next action wouldn't hurt either of them. He brought his lips to Liam's, kissing him softly.

Liam tasted of pumpkin pie and cinnamon, the hint of salt from his tears lingered on his lips. Theo had never wanted something—someone—so badly than he had with Liam. The boy was a drug that Theo would be okay taking. Liam stilled for a moment, but then he contributed to the kiss, their flavours of pumpkin and lemon mixing together. 

"Has anyone ever told you that you're a really good kisser?" Liam asked.

"That would make you the first." Theo replied with a laugh. 

Seriously, Liam tasted like actual heaven. If Theo could stay here and kiss Liam for the rest of his life he would, and he wouldn't have a single complaint. They kissed for what felt like hours but it was really only a few minutes. Hands began to roam bodies, and before they knew it so were their pants. 

The bed creaked against the floor as Theo praised Liam's body in many different ways. When they finished the heated session, Theo fell back on the bed, tired from all the energy he used. Liam was curled up against his side, drawing little shapes on his abs. 

"Can I ask you something?" Liam whispered, so quiet that Theo was surprised he even heard part of it.

"Anything."

Liam stayed quiet for a moment, before speaking so quiet that Theo had to use his Chimera hearing to get the sentence. 

"Will you stay with me during these storms, or when I feel like I'm going to have a nightmare."

The question broke Theo's heart into a million pieces. His face hurt from the grin he had, but he kissed Liam on the forehead and looked him in the eyes. "Whenever, wherever Li."

Liam smiled back at the Chimera, now content and no longer afraid. He knew Theo was important to him from the start, it was just the pull he felt towards the boy. But he didn't expect any of the kissing or sex to become involved—not that he was complaining, he'd take that stuff any day. All this stuff, the custom house keys, hand holding for reassurance, looks of trust, all meant the same thing. 

They had a bond that no one could break, even god himself. They would find each other anywhere, even in fear, even in death.