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confess your secrets to me and i'll tell you what you need to hear

► you are holy, you are divine

► [ you've eaten yourself alive long enough. it's time to pull yourself down from your cross. i promise you are good, you are pure. you do not have to be a martyr. ]

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some angst idk y’all i like crying

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight. 

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                           There’s a  burning  in my pride                            a [ nervous bleeding ] in my brain

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                                              there’s a place downtown,                                     where the - FREAKS - all come around.

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                                         when the dark of the night                                                               comes around.                                                     that’s the time,                                                             that the ANIMAL comes alive.

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sorry i tried to maul you i was just in a silly goofy mood

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why are you unlovable? ( based on things my exes told me )

you project your insecurities

( people want to love you, but you're so worried about if everyone hates you instead that you end up warding them off. you don't have to keep yourself so locked up, it's okay to let someone hold your hand man )

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Send in 🎧 and I’ll post 3 songs I think best fit my muse

Alternatively, send in 📻 and I’ll post 3 songs that I think best fit our muses relationship

(Remember to specify for multimuse blogs!)

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Force my Muse to Spill their Secrets

🌧- For a heavy, emotional secret

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs

🍏- For something they secretly wish didn’t exist

🍎- For something they secretly wish did exist

❤️- For a secret crush

📲- Talk about someone/something you dislike, but only pretend to like

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others

🏹- For a talent they wish they had

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone

☢️- For a controversy or scandal they have been able to keep mostly under wraps

🐇- For a secret item they keep (stuffed animal, comfort object, etc)

📒- For a secret journal/diary they keep (Bonus: Share an entry from it!)

📔- For a secret sketchbook they keep (Bonus: Share a sketch or doodle within it!)

🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

❓- Free Space! Ask them about a specific secret!

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♪  -  ❝ - Before. Mostly, only children spoke to me... never questioning my existence. Do you? Many would be frightened. ❞ Or laughed it off as highly advanced mechanics - perhaps, part of the grown up brain refused to believe anything sentient residing within the machine. ❝ - Yet, here you are. ❞

A pause. The arcade mechanic wasn't much for deeper conversations. As she speaks, he continues to work on her wiring. This had been a job that was taking several days of maintenance- and as Toby seemed to be doing a decent job of not getting mauled and not complaining about the animatronic being... unique - he just kept on being assigned to work on her.

It was a pretty good set-up, all in all. Toby would make little deals and broker some information, and in return, Ballora never snapped his fingers off while he worked. It was great. A win-win for everyone.

He'd be lying, though, if he said he wasn't surprised by just how chatty she could be. He'd taken her for the quiet, mysterious type: and while that seemed to still be mostly true, there were moments like these where she seemed to go out of her way to try to talk to him. Like she cared or something. And somehow, that was far more unsettling than the idea of a lost appendage.

It takes him a long moment to respond, and when he does, it's prefaced with a shrug that only he sees.

"I don't question much about the animatronics anymore. I think the questions I would ask you would have less to do with... I mean... If you were sentient: you are. That's not a question to be asked, really. All the Funtimes seem to be."

He idly tinkers, sorting through the back wires and beginning to organize them. The thick nature of the metal makes it difficult to work with: they're not very bendy, after all. But he makes do. He's been bringing in black wire binding, tucking away the wires neatly. Now, at least, people can access her actual hardware a bit easier.

"And, well. I have no reason not to treat you like a person. A friend of Funfred's is a friend of mine, as far as most are concerned. And he seems to like you. So you're cool in my books."

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“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

"Ouch. That all I am to you ? A table?"

Toby gives a dramatic huff- but does as he's asked anyway. Jeez, he shows up late once, and Jude's already elbow deep in one of the machines. It wasn't even past nine yet. He could probably poke a joystick and come away with still warm sweat clinging to his finger. Gross.

". . . What are you even doing? Some kids pour soda directly into the panel, or what ?"

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more random dialogue prompts ,

“why do you have that look on your face?”

“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”

“what have you done to yourself?”

“did you do something different with your hair?”

“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”

“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”

“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”

“there’s something wrong with me.”

“no, i don’t hate you.”

“hey stupid.”

“we’re aren’t them.”

“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”

“you know you’re wrong.”

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”

“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

“what makes me so special?”

“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”

“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”

“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”

"how about we don’t do that.”

“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”

“you’re the worst.”

“i don’t need you right now.”

“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”

“i thought you were supposed to call me.”

“take my hand.”

“i need you.”

“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”

“why won’t you tell me what happened?”

“you don’t know what this means to me.

“i know it doesn’t make sense.”

“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”

“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”

“your voice is putting me to sleep.”

“did you find what you were looking for?”

"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”

“well, i guess that’s broken.”

“i thought it was part of the act.”

“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”

“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”

“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”

“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”

“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”

“people think i’m weird.”

“i think i’m losing myself again.”

“you can’t be here.”

“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”

“do you know what today is?”

“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”

“i need to get out.”

“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”

“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”

“you gonna eat that?”

“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”

“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”

“we’ll never make it in time.”

“you’d be late for your own funeral.”

“you should have seen it coming.”

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

“why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”

“is this how you flirt with everyone?”

“how much longer till we’re there?”

“what have you done?”

“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”

“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”

“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”

“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”

“i never want to hear you say that again.”

“you’re all i have.”

“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”

“i was doing so well until you showed up.”

“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”

“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”

“how can you stand this place?”

“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”

“you need to stop.”

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

“is that seriously your password?”

“what’s your problem?”

“you had no right to use it without asking.”

“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”

“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”

“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”

“why do you want to help me?”

“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”

“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”

“hey, look what came in the mail!”

“do you want to get a drink or something?”

“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”

“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”

“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”

“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”

“you need to leave.”

“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”

“i do blame you.”

“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”

“you’re no longer useful to me.”

“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”

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@theauthorlives​ :

“As happy as I am to have you spending more time in our wonderful Funhouse, I’d rather you not do anything that stains our floors red?” The white fox gestured behind the pair. The large bag was seemingly not as clean as Toby had hope it would be. “That’s a health and safety hazard, and you know we’ll get in trouble if anyone slips!”

Toby was just taking the trash out. That’s all, really, really! No, please believe him! He stands there, frozen, as the fox speaks up- but when Funtime Foxy doesn’t immediately raise any alarms, he relaxes by the most tiny miniscule.

The body bag has dripped blood all the way back to that private little room in the back. His new lab. He looks behind him as the fox gestures, having the grace to look sheepish when he returns his gaze to the performer.

“Oh. Uh- right. Sorry. I- uh. Usually, Funfred disposes of the v- v-”

A twitch and he hisses quickly under his breath.

“They’re not victims.”

A cough- a clearing of his throat, before he continues.

“I’m- uh. I’m very sorry for the mess. I’ll get right on mopping it up before the kids get here.”

And when was that? He glances at his phone. Two hours. He had time. Thank God.

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POV you’re William Afton

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✉ You have (1) unread MESSAGE. Unknown

HEYYY there buddy~ ! It's been a while we've been in touch! How long has it been? Quite a while? I hope you haven't forgotten about me? MM? You wouldn't forget an old friend like me, WOULD YOU? Buddy, we were through a LOT! But wasn't that one blast of time! I'm glad I found you again... Have I missed you.... So, sO, SO much ~ !

Friend.

The moment Toby clicks open the message, his blood runs cold. His grip on his phone tightens, and he pauses his work on the arcade machine, taking a step back and straightening up. It had been two months since... everything.

His skin itches, a cold and clammy feeling.

It- it couldn't be him. No, no, this was- this was unrelated! This was just some prank, some- some spam email, not- not Him. It couldn't be Him.

He stares down at the phone screen blankly, even as his stomach lurches, making his teeth grit, his nostrils flaring. No. No. You don't get to waltz back in here and control my life again. I'm better without you.

His thumb hovers over the delete button. He hesitates just a moment- then taps it.

And don't come back.

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& .˚      found  family  prompts.      (   it is a very loved dynamic so here are some memes to go wild with it.  these are mainly fluff, supportive and some emotional ones.  to reverse the action prompts,  send ( prompt ) +  )

“   you’re not alone,  not anymore .   ”

“   i didn’t really have anyone before you guys .   ”

“   thank you for everything you’ve done for me .   ”

“   you’re my family .   ”

“   you’re my family,  screw what everyone else says .   ”

“   i now have a life i like living because of your support .   ”

“   you’re the best thing that ever happened to me .   ”

“   hey, i got you .   ”

“   let us take care of you .   ”

“   a fight doesn’t change anything between us .   ”

“   we still care about you .   ”

“   you know you can talk to me about anything, right ?   ”

“   if you need anything i’ll be there for you .   ”

“   you’ll always have a place with us .   ”

“   i’ve got your back .   ”

“   i love you .   ”

“   do you want a hug ?   ”

“   i’m here,  i promise .   ”

“   i’m not going anywhere .   ”

“   are you okay ?   ”

“   hey, [name].  tell me what’s wrong .   ”

“   i’m going to prank [name],  do you want to help me ?   ”

“   you’re one of us now .   ”

actions.

( hug )  -  for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse after an emotional moment .

( kiss )  -  for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse on the forehead, head, cheek, [insert where you want ] .

( bed )  -  for the sender’s muse to join the receiver’s muse on their bed and cuddle after a long day .

( food )  -  for our muses to cook together .

( tears ) - for the sender’s muse to wipe the receiver’s muse tears .

( blanket )  -  for the sender’s muse to place a blanket on top of the receiver’s muse after a hard day / after they’ve fallen asleep somewhere .

( help )  -  for the sender’s muse to patch the receiver’s muse up .

( reconciliation )  -  for our muse to make up after a fight .

( fun )  -  for our muses to spent the day doing fun activities together .

( protect )  -  for the sender’s muse to step between the receiver’s muse and a threat to protect them .

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Your body is mutating, growing anew. Take this quiz to see what kind of flower you'll bloom to be.

THISTLE

at first it doesn't seem like blooming at all. harsh unpleasant spikes doesn't seem like flowers at all. and you were so sure you would finally bloom. it would mean others can stop asking you. they could stop finding all those questions, the ones about future and change. the ones about finding use. the plans. the ideas. you have them! you have plans! you're sure you have plans! you're just still not ready to share them. you do not want to talk about them, still evolving, still finding yourself. and you will bloom. and this bloom, it will be different. and some will say: useless. and you will say: i'm ready. i bloom in my own way. i am me.