easilytoxiclove

[easilytoxiclove]

Easytoxiclove is my username "Love isn't easy it's harder then ever because you can fall in love with someone and it be the most Toxic person to be with. They bring you down use your energy suck it up like a parasite, know the signs love is easy to give hard to receive if you both aren't on positive energy and vibes. love can become Easily Toxic

[easilytoxiclove]

Worth

They tell me I am nothing

But I know im worth something

I'm worth gold

And I'm proud of that and accomplished

By any means necessary

I am worth more then pain

It's just a state of mind

Love me or leave me

Just don't waste my time

Tell me the truth

And spare me hurt

You at least owe me that because I know my worth

[easilytoxiclove]

Leading People On

I've liked girls that didn't like me back and I never knew why

I'm loyal

I'm funny

I'm fun to be around

I'm real

I'm true

I'm intelligent and wise

I won't lead anyone on

But then someone started to like me and I didn't like them back

We didn't vibe I was more uncomfortable then comfortable

I didn't feel a connection but she tried pursuing

And know I now that it drives people further away

I'll never lead her on if I know we not gonna be something

I realized I did that to someone as well

I'll accept my karma because it hurts

But I will learn from my mistakes and never do it again

[easilytoxiclove]

Hope

As I begin to Gain Hope I loose Hope

As she tells me she likes me I pray it stays

As time goes on I try to bond to make it strong

As I keep the Hope Alive it dies

As she looks in my eyes I hide

As I Hope she rides She flies

As my hope stay intact for me she leaves

As I wait for better or for worse it Hurts

Hope is my only bound

As much as I want it to stay I break down

My heart is pure and gold hurting gets old

As I guard myself I'm alone

I'd rather be alone then show the hurt that wants to be shown

Hope is All I have so I keep it locked and continue down my path

Hope hurts but it's for better or for worse

[easilytoxiclove]

Hope

As I begin to Gain Hope I loose Hope

As she tells me she likes me I pray it stays

As time goes on I try to bond to make it strong

As I keep the Hope Alive it dies

As she looks in my eyes I hide

As I Hope she rides She flies

As my hope stay intact for me she leaves

As I wait for better or for worse it Hurts

Hope is my only bound

As much as I want it to stay I break down

My heart is pure and gold hurting gets old

As I guard myself I'm alone

I'd rather be alone then show the hurt that wants to be shown

Hope is All I have so I keep it locked and continue down my path

Hope hurts but it's for better or for worse

[easilytoxiclove]

When it's over

When the lights go off

And the curtains close

Will you hold me in your arms

Will you be my home

When I'm struggling bad

And I can't feel no more

Will you be by my side

Until I fall asleep

[easilytoxiclove]

Heart to ❤️

Give me a moment to register my heart

I told her I like her from the start

She also liked me too and I felt these sparks

We talked all the time she put possibilities in my mind

I felt like she was the one

Until she got into a relationship now I'm done

We Vibed so well and she felt it to

This isn't the first time that I've seen this news

It happened once then I didn't know what to do

When I get strong feelings it's deep

But it hurt most when you just leave

They ghost and don't say a thing to me

Dry text me then it just made getting hurt easy

Each time I don't hurt that long now I'm closed off and I just Move

[easilytoxiclove]

Alone In The Dark

Sitting alone in the dark reading books, keeping the outside world out and the me inside, I'd rather be happy with the things I have then stress over things I can't control. "This is your world, take control of it" Claim your world and you will forever be happy and forever succeed in what you will go through nothing would ever break you again you will be to strong to let it

[easilytoxiclove]

Take Me With You

Been seeing this girl

Always joked around with her

But only for a few seconds before she drives off

And I got back to work

I’d always tell her to take me with her and take me from my job so we can just ride and drive all day

I quit that job though didn’t think I’d see her again

Now I’m working with her had other things going on

Never really paid much attention to her she never paid much attention to me

Then she looked me in my eyes one day

And I can’t get them out off my head

She’s beautiful

Gorgeous even

She’s a lousy texter

All I want to text is really only her

I got my feelings wound up with a Scorpio

And I want her to give me her soul

Idk I feel a spark it happened so fast and it’s above me I can’t control it

I can’t wait to see her though she’s hard to get to

All I wanna say is S just take me with you

[easilytoxiclove]

The kiss

When your half sleep and shes in your arms and she puts her finger on your lips then place her lips where her finger use to be and you unconsciously kiss back and fully wake up when your lips are pulled roughly between her teeth– Best wake up ever

[easilytoxiclove]

The lonely nights i cry the loving things i do its all because of you but you know i know i cant hide the emptiness inside

Me

[easilytoxiclove]

The worst feeling is being stuck in your mind with fear and anxiety and knowing your alone no one is here with you physically in person and fear and anxiety are just laughing at you while you drown

Me

[easilytoxiclove]

"If everyone thinks I'm Crazy then let them think because i am crazy... But only for you"

Me

[easilytoxiclove]

Will it be bad if tonight be the night i fall for you all over again girl? 😌😌🎶🎶

[easilytoxiclove]

Girl: I will never find the right person for me i’m just going to be forever alone.

Me: I almost just wanted to punch you in your face.. like do i not exist am i not sitting here next to you showing you that i can be here letting you know how much i love you secretly giving off hints that i want you just look at me notice me i can be more than just your friend i can be more then just support i can be your everything all in one. (Is what i want to say but never do.)

[easilytoxiclove]

HER

It’s about her smile, how well i can see the emotions in her eyes, how good it feels to laugh with her how swell it is just to see a real smile that i haven’t seen in a while It’s the true her and i’m fine with that.

[easilytoxiclove]

Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face When I said, "I'll never let you go." When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone," But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight Just close your eyes The sun is going down You'll be alright No one can hurt you now Come morning light You and I'll be safe and sound