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CAUSE YOU DON'T REMEMBER KILLING IT . HELL YOU DON'T EVEN REMEMBER HOW IT GOT INTO YOUR BED - BUT IT SURE TASTED SWEET BETWEEN THE LIQUOR AND THE SMOKE. LIKE A DREAM FIXED ON REALITY. AND YOUR BODY IS HARD AGAIN - TIED UP ON THINGS IT SHOULDN'T HAVE NOTICED. DRIPPING ABOUT LIKE ICE CREAM ON FINGERS WAITING FOR A TONGUE TO COME. YOU KNOW ITS DEAD - BUT YOU'RE STILL WANTING IN AND SO YOU TRACE A FINGER ROUND THE WOUNDS.

FROM AN UPCOMING WORK ABOUT A PERSON AND A DEAD ANGEL . taglist : @kalonkakons @smidgen-of-hotboy @snickiebear ask to be tagged or removed.

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for @nosebleedclub's prompt for may 13th 2025 cheating . taglist : @smidgen-of-hotboy @snickiebear @kalonkakons asked to be added or removed. transcript

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for a prompt by @nosebleedclub / taglist @snickiebear , @smidgen-of-hotboy and @kalonkakons. ask to be tagged or removed .

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I am so thankful that most of my Palestinian family members have survived, but the fact that some of them didn't (one of whom was a child only fifteen when he died) will weigh on my soul forever. And even through that suffering I know I am fortunate, for many more people have lost their families entirely, and even more have been killed. There isn't anything I can say that hasn't been already said, but please keep Palestinians in your heart in the coming days, and in the years after. Don't forget what has happened.

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you hitch your teeth around god’s neck play acting the saint , but your hands scream red. and the stars keep track. god isn’t gonna welcome you - not for the death , nor for the words or the people you caged. no he’s gonna be clear on you all-right. see here is your history- lassos and nooses - and mismanaged beliefs. faked communities , and broken dreams . hell you even got guns coming out of your behind like a good ole case of diarrhea . and its spreading one illness and another but you ain’t healing cause you think your number one and you decide it all. what you are is a custom print of hellions - devil kissed and missing the point . a notion of self- prescribed divinity . but all that looks back at you is dishonesty and fear pocked people , itching their skin to bloodbaths , hoping you’d see you were becoming the very monsters you said you fought . oh jolly good - let's cut our tongues on the merry christmas fight - lets not see the mirror till god comes back to dim us out. how proud the founding-fathers must be to see us make kings out of fools.

@nosebleedclub's prompt americana / tagging @smidgen-of-hotboy @snickiebear @kalonkakons. ask to be added or removed.

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so this is a twin cinema poem ( you can read this poem as two separate poems on their own but also across . ) based around @nosebleedclub 's prompt around " our future together . " it plays on the idea of one part of the relationship wanting to devour the other , and the other wanting to make god out of them and so the the title of cannibal and worshipper . THIS WILL HOPEFULLY BE A APART OF THE ZINE I AM CURRENTLY MAKING - i hope you guys will be interested in it. :D transcript this was my first time doing one of these so hopefully it works lol

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for @nosebleedclub 's prompt dated january twelfth twenty-twenty-five . titled charismatic leader !! tagging : @smidgen-of-hotboy @kalonkakons @snickiebear ask to be tagged or removed.

transcript : " the performance of an individual who seeks to manipulate knowledge for the idea of miracles. "

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so since i made it back alive !!! here is something about the house . the house mirrors the desires of the boy when he takes on his "human body . " he play the parts of his first crush to his perfect man . the idea is that like it changes in shape as a building , it does the same as a man. his only goal is to entrap the boy- in belief that the boy was god in that he was the closest thing to perfection from birth. so he plays a hostage held by the house , sweet as can be and holding on to the boy as though he couldn't ever put an end to the horrors. he is a hostage that confuses the boy - that tells him every sort of way he got into the house and how he knew all these things about his parents but always clouding what he really is.

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IT FEELS OF FIRE -  OF AN OPEN SECRET SPILLING OUT AND INTO THE HANDS OF THE DEVIL  .  GROUPING ABOUT TO KISS THE DEADBEAT  INTO SOMETHING MORE BLOODTHIRSTY . AND YOU PICK AT IT , PICK TILL IT LOOKS LIKE A  SCOWLING MOTHER - TRYING TO GET YOU TO STOP BEFORE THE  FALL. 

BUT YOU DO NOT LISTEN .  AND YOU PEEL THE SKIN - THIN STRIPS OF BETRAYAL LAUGHING YOU INTO THE ABYSS . YOU SEE HER FACE , THE PLEADING AND THE ANGUISH AND  STILL YOU DO NOT STOP..  YOU WANT TO  BE SOMETHING GREATER AND SO YOU SELL HER OFF TO THE SEA. TO THE GASPING HANDS WANTING TO SEE HER IN A GRAVE . 

SHAMELESS - HEDONISM STUFFING YOU FULL OF  PIPE DREAMS. BLINDS YOU TO THE MAGGOT LINING OF WHAT YOU INHALE . YEARS OLD ROT CUTTING YOUR BREATH .  AND YOU PULL OUT OF YOUR SKIN , MANGLED BONES UNGUARDED BY FAITH BECOMING FENCE FOR FOUL NIGHTS . YOU LOST YOUR HUMANITY WITH A BLADE FOR A TONGUE AND SOON IT WILL TURN BACK  INSIDE .

YOU PICK SO DEEP BLOOD GRINS BACK AT YOU . KNOWING AND SEEING THE NIGHT DESCEND UPON YOU. IT DRIES OUT YOUR HUMANITY , KNOWING THE WANT OF  GLORY THAT ITCHED IN YOU WAS A BASTARD WAITING TO BEHEAD YOU.

FOR @nosebleedclub 'S PROMPT TITLTED ITCH

TAGLIST : @kalonkakons @snickiebear @smidgen-of-hotboy. ASKED TO BE TAGGED OR REMOVED

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ENTER ON  : an ornate room dressed in golds and reds .  with long mirrors that hold the eye and vixens eating out the hearts of those who did not win.  this is  the court of love - a sickly place overdressed in finery.  lacking a heart to hold itself.   here come men to shell out their morals . women hungering for the touch that would bring them back to life. a sweet lie to get you hooked.  not noticing that  it stinks of rose and death , of immolation and bone .   your grandmother told you to never  come here but alas here you are, striding along as though you’ve some chance of winning .  stopping by the dealers table to lay the coin of dional   as payment - shocking him and the roundabout of close attendees .

YOU :  “ i would like to see the king of this place -  LORD KINGSLEY  is how he goes about does he not.?  (the room  grows quite at your statement , buries its eyes onto the ground not breathing in fear that the stars would betray them to the lord of the house. ) “ oh do tell him to hurry please i haven’t all day. “  ( here a guard puts a blade to your chest . anger clouding her faces - as though her dignity was in that of her lords ) 

THE GUARD ;  “ speak like that again and i will take this spear and put it through your chest and out of  your mouth so that he can marvel at your death. “  ( she holds the spear tight - eyes seeing the coin but not allowing it to take her from her work.) “ you will not come into this court , no matter if the deity himself has given you his allyship.”

YOU:  ( laughter pools from your lips . cold and distasteful it reaches over - buzzing and grabbing all the way round ) “ oh sweetheart you’ve no idea what i’ve just done .”  ( you dazzle her a smile , a leering thing with a want to kill her in her spot.) “ you have no idea of how badly he is gonna want to collect what i am bringing around .”

THE GUARD : ( she shudders .  feels her insides turn on themselves. like a rabid dog chewing through its leg ) “ i shall not call for him.  i shan’t let you bring your mischief here .”

YOU :  “ oh how sweet - the little doll thinks she can protect him. “  ( you lunge forward and grab her neck. ) “ you all are filthy things - lying things .  infatuations and abuse . and  nothing of any of you is worth anything. “ ( your fingers grow into claws digging deep.  ready to rip the skin off , when he finally comes into vision.)

LORD KINGSLEY :  “  let her go, war .  do not think that whatever you bring will go unanswered.” ( he had smelt your venom - your strategies and the way death came to his dreams last night grinning of an upcoming feast.) “ whatever it is you bring , message or item, I will see it and deal with it  in place of this cort.’ ( he thinks over it for but a moment - what had war come to boast about?  what had you decided he needed to see that you’d traverse into the one place you hated.)  “ you take this human face and think my people would know you and bend but they do not know you as i do.”

YOU : ( dropping the girl you run right up to love . right up to his height and you pull the head from your pocket.)  “ here is what i bring -  KINGSLEY  here is what i offer .   ( you pull his hand forward and give the head to him. )  “ i told you didn’t i that if you turned me away and let the deity cast me out i would give you the one thing you’d hope to never see .”  ( you slip away - and watch him with the lion’s head.   the head of his lover beauty .  and you are so very proud of what you’ve done.) “ i give you this and will wait for whatever you will do next .”    ( you laugh again as you spill away from the place. loud and cruel it makes a mockery of his screams. ) 

for @nosebleedclub 's prompt your turn. tagging : @snickiebear @kalonkakons @smidgen-of-hotboy asked to be added or removed.

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you are put together by a thin attempt at self-determination . a retort on your rotting ties to a family that tried to eat you before you slipped out of the womb. leaving you threadbare with your stomach open to lodge their heavy hands. for what is a child if not a patchwork of what came before? hence you are a folded down person - put into shape by a father's creasing hand. tipping over fear to continue the ill begot traditions of a tyrant, and losing love like a open vein. and so you come to be the screeching gaze of death's demands. splitting yourself from your humanity for if anyone deserved to live it was you.

for @nosebleedclub prompt tapestry

tagging : @snickiebear @smidgen-of-hotboy @kalonkakons

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HE IS KEPT ON THE HIGHEST SHELF. NOT FOR THE CHILDREN TO TOUCH , NOR FOR TIME TO HOLD . AND YET HE IS MADE WELL . A PRETTY DOLL KEPT HANGING OVER A FAMILY AS A TOKEN OF GOOD LUCK. . PREYED UPON AND PRAYED TO AS THOUGH BOTH WERE A MEASURE OF WORSHIP. AND SO HE IS A DELIGHT MADE TO REST ON THE TONGUE . BROUGHT BETWEEN DREAMS BRINGING HEAVY HANDS TO PASS OVER STAGNANT LIMBS . AND WILD FANCIES OF GOD-PLAY PUSHING HANDS UP THE TORSO TO HOPE A HEART INSIDE THE UNDYING VENEER OF A CHERUB FACED ENDING.

MANY YEARS AGO FIRE BENT ITS KNEE BEFORE HIM. MAYBE IT DID NOT OR COULD NOT TAKE THE CHILD . AS THOUGH IT CARRIED LOVE FOR HIM. AND SO IN THE FLAMES THE CHILD SURVIVED. BURNT SKIN CLEARING BEFORE THE FIRST OUTSIDER TRIED SAVING HIS FAMILY. WORD GOT OUT ABOUT HIM , ABOUT THE CHILD WHO COMMANDED FIRE. TALL TALES NOT UNDERSTANDING - LEAVING THEM TO CUT INTO HIM TO SELL BLOOD IN PIPE DREAMS OF IMMORTALITY .

AND IT IS TWO YEARS - TWO YEARS OF MALNUTRITION AND A BODY UNSEAMED THAT HE IS FOUND BY A RICH OLD MAN , WHO CAN HEAR THE CALL OF GOD IN HIM . AND HE STEALS HIM - TAKING HIM FAR AWAY FROM THE CLAMORING MADNESS OF HIS LIFE AND BRINGS HIM BACK TO A SENSE OF HUMANITY.

AND HERE THE GOD LAYS A PLEDGE - BETWEEN A CHILD OF NO MORE THAN TWO AND A MAN OVER 70, SPEAKING IN COLD WORDS SEEKING TO HAVE . AND IT WENT " FOR YOUR GOOD WORK - I GIVE YOU MYSELF IN THE BODY . KNOW THAT I CAN BE USED AND BROUGHT BACK BUT AT THE END OF IT ALL YOU MUST TAKE THE JUDGMENT THAT IS GIVEN . "

AND HE STAYS GOOD TO THE CHILD - STAYS TRUE TO THE CHILD . GLAD TO SEE HIM GROW HE DOES WELL BY THEM BOTH. BROUGHT TO LAY WITH BLESSING TENFOLD IN RETURN . AND YET HE PASSES BUT SIX YEARS LATER. AND THE CHILD - THE MYTH IS PASSED AROUND . KNOW ONE SEEING WHAT HE REALLY IS. DISBELIEVING THEIR FATHER'S WILL . THEY CAGE THE BOY AND SEE JUST HOW MUCH IS TURE.

YEARS PASS AND THE BOY BECOMES A MAN , AND WHEN THEY SEE HE DOES NOT DIE, THEY USE HIM FOR ALL SORTS OF THINGS. ALL SORTS OF HORRORS - ENDING ONE LIFE FOR ANOTHER TO SEE WHAT AGE HE'D COME BACK . AND FOR THE FIRST TIME HE HATES HIMSELF. HATES HOW HE IS KEPT AWAY ON THE HIGHEST SHELF. A HEIRLOOM OF MESIRY - AN ANTIQUE OF ANGUISH .

HE IMAGINES OUT TO END HIS LIFE - BUT SOMEONE SLIPS IN . AND MAKES HIM SEE THE WORLD BEYOND. MAKING A GOD BELIEVE IN ANOTHER GOD . TYING THEM AS ONE FOR YEARS TO COME .

THE STORY OF THE NAMELESS BOY AS DOCUMENTED IN AN INHERITANCE OF SKINS BY WAY @NOSEBLEEDCLUB 'S PROMPT ANTIQUE DATED OCTOBER FOURTH TWENTY-TWENTY-FOUR TAGLIST : @snickiebear @kalonkakons @smidgen-of-hotboy PLEASE ASK TO BE ADDED OR REMOVED.

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Ahmad needs your help!

I know there are many people on tumblr in their 20s and going to college, and I hope because of that you can relate to Ahmad's story. Ahmad (@ahmadshamia ) is a 22 year old student of Al-Azhar University, who was in his 4th year of dental school. He was always seeking to learn more and achieved top of his class because of it. He has dreams to become a great dentist and was working hard to be able to pursue them.

Now, because of the war in Gaza, his dreams have been shattered, and his home has been destroyed. He is currently unable to continue his education, and his dreams and his future may slip through his fingers if he cannot continue it soon.

He is living with his family of 11 members in Rafah, in tents in terrible conditions. They have little access to food, water, and basic essentials. The temperatures are terrible and they are burning in the sun, while suffering from diseases due to the unclean conditions. Ahmad's family wants to escape to Egypt so they can seek treatment and their children can continue learning and building their futures in a safer place.

The longer Ahmad and his family are in Rafah, the more danger they are in. Israel does not and will not hesitate to attack civilians and refugee sites, we have seen them do it repeatedly before, and we have seen them do it again in Khan Younis. The situation grows more dire by the day. The time to act is now. Please donate to Ahmad's campaign and share it, by reblogging but also sending it to your friends and posting to other sites. This family needs your help. Ahmad needs your help. They are counting on you, do not let them down.

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the house believes itself to be god. believes that it can see into a person and " fix " their lives. and so it slips into people and steals their thoughts and feelings . manipulating the ways ones life plays out while demanding that a person falls into its favor. therefore it desires to be seen as someone who can see the truth and command it.

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the devil slips down your spine - playacting a neon feed stripper . with bare skinned amusement that turns you red . with a blistering tongue coughing out some wild worded desire into the pockets of your muscle. and here parade the toothy grinned fists of an imp , laughing as they cave bone into a badly shaped sense of you . you hurt and it giggles - layering your loss atop trembling emotions - exhausted as they bend and pick at the halves of you. here is the wondering - the panic and the horror. a bath of its hands reaching into every crevice to hold you in place. and the pain reaches round - from the heart to the back . leaving you a lumbering mass dragging yourself on the ground. for your story is of sin , and a sinner gives their back to sit the devil and it chews until you wish for the noose.

for @nosebleedclub 's prompt dated septemeber thirteenth back pain taglist : @smidgen-of-hotboy @snickiebear and @kalonkakons ask to be tagged or removed.

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@smidgen-of-hotboy. ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MALEVOLENT LIKE AS IN ARTHUR OF ARKHAM WHO HAS A THING CALLED JOHN IN HIM FROM THE DARK WORLD - THE ONE WITH THE I DO EVERYTHING WRONG ARTHUR ?

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Honestly rate my writing in scale 1-10

Bonus if you will say at least one perk and flaw.