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Okay :3

Hey uh are any of my moots online i need to vent and im kinda panicking

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she would tell my grandma

I havent been eating much because im so fat (I was 310 pounds at the start of the year but now im 260) and all of my friends are skin and bones so im jelous so I got more extreme than I wanted to in the first place so I cant tell my hair dresser

Ive started taking vitamin supplements to try and help with my lack of nutrients but that'll take awhile to help

Ive heard the coconut oil thing before ill try that

Hey uh are any of my moots online i need to vent and im kinda panicking

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my hair is falling out and i dont know what to do and im scared and my grandma keeps telling me to brush my hair but every time I do a bunch comes out and i just brushed my hair and so much came out I dont know what to do im scared I cant stop what im doing thats causing this i want to cry school is starting soon and my grandma wants me to go get a hair cut and the hair dresser would notice and my aunt said my hair looks thinner the other day and I dont know what to do

Hey uh are any of my moots online i need to vent and im kinda panicking

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NONONKNINPJSID OH GOD FUCK NOOOOOO

Tw hair

THIS IS AFTER WASHING MY HAIR ONCE

i mean the 50 pounds was worth it but still NOOOOOOOOOOOO

;v;

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ahhhhhh I got my period back immediately after I started eating normally for a few days this suckssssssssss

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as a violent person I am shocked that I havent done anything to get me in trouble with the law yet

To be fair my family is known for getting away with violence

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Gonna try and eat a normal amount for a little while till I continue to lose weight

I at least lost 50 pounds so far so thats good

Havent been able to lose anymore than that for about a week now so why continue if its not doing anything

Ill continue once im over this hurdle

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other edgy blog ig

@i-am-a-cherry-macaron

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im disabled

my parents lost custody over me due to neglect

I sh

I struggle to eat over 700 caloires a day and my hair is falling out because of it and my breath smells like a rotting corpse

Im fat

I dont have any irl friends

I cant fucking function if I dont have an energy drink

Like just pick a fucking struggle god damn

Cant even put enough effort into being mentally ill and having one of those cute pastel ed and sh blogs nah I got the worlds most low effort shit

Im a god damn loser

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bro why the fuck did I have to tell on them I loved them and I was happy yet I was a fucking coward and told the fucking cops

They loved me they obsessed over me they made me feel needed they told me their creepy rape and kidnapping fantasies about me and here I am dealing with the consequences of it

Id never make that mistake again

Im older now so its less weird than it was when I was 12-14 anyways

I want a stalker again I want someone to send me their creepy fantasies about me i want to be wanted I want to be needed I want to be someone's moon and stars I want to give a "creep" the love they crave and deserve

I want to make all the freaks and losers feel safe and loved i want to be needed in return its not that bad of an exchange

I was young and stupid back then and I didn't understand the difficulty of finding someone like them ever again

I just want someone to want me as much as I want them

I want to make someone who feels like a disgusting loser with horrifying thoughts feel safe and loved

I want to be obsessively and terrifyingly loved

I need to find a "horrible" person like me again

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is it bad to get really jealous of other ppls cuts/scars cz they just look so cute on their legs and arms n mine just look.. weird

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im a horrible person and im too much of a coward to explain why to the people who say im not

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I fucking hate that I dont just close my fucking mouth because it is actively hurting my friends

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your suffering is valid no matter how much you scream its not

Does anyone know that thingy

Where it's like a person with a pricked finger crying saying "No one understands my pain"

And there's another person with like three axes and a dozen arrows in their back and they're like "Haha, of course" or something wait I forgot, it's supposed to be like "the person who is ACTUALLY hurt doesn't cry about it like a shithead" something something

I know it's not a very good picture

But can't help but think

I'm the loser with a pricked finger and everyone calling me valid is the other person

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fuuuuuuuuuck I have ana hair

And ana breath

Nooooooooooooooooooo

Damnit I thought i was eating enough

Guess I gotta take more multivitamins

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yea alot of edgy 12 year olds use that image trying to look cool lol

Dont take it too seriously its just a silly meme

Does anyone know that thingy

Where it's like a person with a pricked finger crying saying "No one understands my pain"

And there's another person with like three axes and a dozen arrows in their back and they're like "Haha, of course" or something wait I forgot, it's supposed to be like "the person who is ACTUALLY hurt doesn't cry about it like a shithead" something something

I know it's not a very good picture

But can't help but think

I'm the loser with a pricked finger and everyone calling me valid is the other person