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Today is all about you. Let's make it unforgettable.

To My Forever Best Friend and Sister by Heart

Happy birthday to the most amazing person I know! You’re not just my best friend; you’re the sister I never had, yet we’ve been inseparable since day one.

I cherish every memory we've made together, from our laughter-filled adventures to our heart-to-heart talks. You've been my constant source of support, my partner in crime, and my biggest cheerleader.

Today, I celebrate the incredible woman you’ve become. You're kind, compassionate, and effortlessly beautiful inside and out. May this year bring you even more joy, success, and love than the last.

Here's to many more years of friendship, laughter, and unforgettable moments. I'm truly blessed to have you in my life. Love you to the moon and back, kk Pujaap my lubly Summerz partner! <3

I hope you are always happy! Thank you for playing the role of Chaewon so well in this roleplayer. I love seeing you portray her just like the real Chaewon. Once again, happy birthday, my Summerz partner! Let's stay together until the end. 💟

Your Kazuha,

Yoyaw! 💟

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6월 1일, for my greatest love.

Hehehe, aku udah curahin semuanya disitu seperti biasa! Camat mikir password && camat membaca ayaaang. 😋🤎

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Please, open me! 💌

Hi, my Vivian! You sent it so early in the morning... did you intentionally want to make me emotional while reading it? I've read everything and.. I don't know what to say now. It feels like I want to read your Notion over and over again and cry happy tears every time. I also feel like my gratitude after reading everything isn’t enough with just one or two paragraphs. I.. I’m so incredibly grateful for what you’ve given, all the words you poured into that Notion.. I’m thankful.. no, nothing can compare to your wishes for me, nothing. Thank you for wanting to be my friend, even my best friend here, AND FAMILY. Yep, I consider you family. Maybe we haven't communicated much lately, but I will always be your Swannie.. & you will always be my Vivian forever. You’re really skilled at creating and expressing all those wishes.. seriously! I’m at a loss for words. I will keep your Notion forever! I felt so moved, and happy reading it.. everything all at once! Thank you so much again for everything there, okay? Not just there but for everything! I can't stop thanking you because you ended my birthday in such.. an incredibly touching way. I love you so much, and I always will. You are also an important person in my life here. Thank you for all the beautiful packaging you made for me.. I love you so much, always! 🥺🤍

Your Yoya!

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FEARNADA 2024 S/S - SEOUL.

The memories of Fearnada 2024 in Seoul day 1 and day 2 are unforgettable! From the moment we stepped on stage, we were met with an overwhelming wave of excitement and support from all of you. We performed many memorable songs that hold a special place in our hearts and even previewed some of our new unreleased tracks, which we hope you loved as much as we do.

Your energy was electric, and seeing everyone sing along and dance with us made these two days incredibly special. Each performance was filled with joy, passion, and a strong connection between us and our amazing audience. We could feel your love and support, which made us even more grateful to have such dedicated fans.

For us, Fearnada day 1 and day 2 are moments we'll always cherish. We are incredibly happy and appreciative of everyone who came out to have fun with us. Thank you for making it such a spectacular event! Your presence and enthusiasm truly made it a celebration to remember.

Your cheers and participation were electrifying! Day 2 continued the magic, with even more unforgettable moments. We could feel the connection and the bond we share growing stronger with each song. Until next time, let's hold on to these precious memories and look forward to more amazing moments together!

Kajhuha.

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보너스 녀석: My Forever.

It's just a bonus chapter. I have some poem for you. It's not fancy, but I hope you like my poem.

MY FOREVER

In the tapestry of time, where memories intertwine,

There lies a thread, a bond divine,

A love that knows no end, no measure,

A journey shared, a timeless treasure.

Through the seasons of life, through joy and strife,

Hand in hand, through every strife,

Together we walk, side by side,

In the dance of forever, our hearts abide.

Through laughter and tears, through hopes and fears,

We navigate the ebb and flow of years,

With each passing day, our love grows stronger,

A bond that will endure forever, and longer.

In the quiet moments, in the depths of night,

In the whispers of stars, in the soft moonlight,

Our souls entwine, our spirits soar,

Bound together forevermore.

For in the tapestry of time,

where memories intertwine,

There lies a thread, a love divine,

A love that knows no end, no measure,

For you and I, my forever, are forever.

mijn liefde voor hem

In the depths of my heart, a flame burns bright,

A love for him, an eternal light.

In every beat, in every sigh,

His presence fills my soul, reaching high.

With each passing day, my love grows strong,

A bond unbreakable, a lifelong song.

Through trials and triumphs, he stands by my side,

In his arms, my fears subside.

His laughter, a melody that fills the air,

His touch, a comfort beyond compare.

In his eyes, I find my home,

A love so pure, I'll never roam.

Through valleys low and mountains high,

His love sustains me, like the endless sky.

For he is my rock, my guiding star,

The one I'll love, no matter how far.

So here's to him, my love so true,

Forever and always, I'll cherish you.

In every moment, in every whim,

My heart belongs to him.

My Last.

You're the final thread,

My last love, my man, endlessly led.

In your embrace, I find my solace,

A love so deep, no words can harness.

With each passing day, my heart beats for you,

In your arms, every dream comes true.

You're the melody to my soul's song,

In your presence, I truly belong.

Your touch ignites a fire within,

A passion that burns, a love without sin.

You're my anchor in life's stormy sea,

My forever, my eternity.

In your eyes, I see my reflection,

A love so pure, it defies detection.

Together we stand, hand in hand,

Bound by love's unbreakable band.

So here's to us, my endlessly dear,

In your arms, I have nothing to fear.

For in your love, I've found my home,

My last love, my man, endlessly known.

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"In my head I know I've been in love before, but it doesn't feel like it. Being in love with you is better than the first time. It feels like the first time and the last time and the only time all at once."

WLEK! I LOVE YOU (AGAIN) MY BOMBI THE POOH. 😋

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PAGE CCCLXV: US.

Hey, my sweetest boy? You already meet again and again with my writing. It's a little different this time.. or maybe it'll be longer. We finally meet on the 1st day again, which is the culmination of our relationship (I can say so) because today is the exact day of the year that I am with you in a relationship that is full of love that has never been the slightest change. I was a little, just a little bit surprised that I could experience a year of relationships with a man who loved me so much with a ratio that never changed... even I feel that your sense of affection towards me increases with every second of it. I'll never forget to always say that I'm the luckiest girl right now.

In all my life I never dreamed Id actually find someone who fits so perfectly into every inch of my heart & life. You have completely stolen my heart & made me the happiest girl in the universe. Through every up & down, my love for you has never wavered. It's only grown stronger. You make my life so beautiful, so happy, so perfect. You still give me butterflies. You still make my heart race, my knees weak. Not a single soul compares to how amazing you are in my eyes. There is no person more perfect than you to be by side forever. Thank you for the past a year together. To have your love every day is all I need for the rest of my life. You are my prince charming. You are my forever & always. You are my soulmate. You are my favorite!! I love you so incredibly much, Bombi.

(curcol dikit): Aku seneng banget banget bisa ngerayain bulan ini sama kamu && pas banget kita setahun! Kaya apa yang aku bilang, setiap hari aku gak pernah ngerasain yang namanya feeling lonely, bete yang too much bete karena tingkah kamu.. gak pernah sekalipun. Kenapa ya kok bisa gitu? Bisa lah! Soalnya kamu bener-bener gak pernah mau bikin aku ngerasa sendiri, kamu selalu kasih waktu kamu buat aku even itu kamu lagi sibuk pun.. kamu gak pernah sama sekali yang bener-bener gak ngabarin seharian. Kamu selalu ngabarin aku.. tau sih itu bare minimum, tapi gak semua orang bisa ngelakuin itu. Eh, walaupun aku suka bete kicik karena kamu kebo BUANGET.. tapi disamping itu aku ngerti banget kalo kamu udah bangun pasti waktu kamu bisa dibilang buat aku semua.. gak jarang kamu selalu bilang “aku udah disini sama ayang”, “aku gak kemana mana, aku disini terus sayangku”, “sekarang aku udah disini, ayang mau apa?” SALBRUT DAH kalo kamu begitu. Makanya aku cuma bisa bete kecil sama kamu karena ya.. apasih? Kamu cuma kebo buanget aja, selain itu semuanya pasti buat aku (waktu). Aku seneng banget bisa kenal sama kamu seriusan, bisa pacalan sama kamu, bisa jadi cewek yang disayang sama kamu.. AKU SENENG BANGET. Mungkin emang jarang aku pamerinnya, tapi SUMPAH GUYS, PACARKU ADALAH SALAH SATU COWOK GREEN FLAG PALING GREEN FLAG YANG AKU KENAL.. TAPI PUNYAKU YA JANGAN ADA YANG PEGANG PEGANG. Aku gak pernah dibuat sendirian sama dia, dia selalu sama aku.. pokoknya kita berdua nempel banget TIAP HARI TIAP DETIK TIAP JAM.. gak nempelnya pasti lagi sama-sama merem atau pas dia lagi bobo aja sih muehehe.. sisanya? NEMPEL LAGI NEMPEL TERUS, AKU TEMPLOKIN TERUS. Jarang kayanya aku pake bahasa buat nulis semua ini.. tapi kali ini aku pengen aja karena ya.. UDAH SETAHUN IH AKU PENGEN MENGELUARKAN SEMUA UNEG UNEG BAHAGIAKU MANG NAPASI GABOLEH? YEU (tengil)

Udah deh ya, pokoknya hari ini adalah hari paling happy! Bulan Maretku diawali dengan kebahagiaan dan ditutup dengan kebahagiaan juga. Aku selalu mau menjalani bulan baru sama pacarku yang ganteng ini, Raveendra Arkamel. Hehehe.. sayang banget sama pacarku. Loh.. loh? Kok gak pake “aku?” cuma sayang banget gitu emang siapa yang sayang? GAUSAH NANYA NANYA YH YANG JELAS ITU AKU YANG SAYANG BANGET SAMA PACARKU WLEK. Sudah kita tutup perbahasaan ini dengan.. I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY CAYANGKU!

We've had so many countless moments of laughter and happiness, to the moments that weren't so happy. I just want you to know I wouldn't have it any other way. Anniversaries may seem like something not important to others, but to me it means so much more. I think of anniversaries as being another happy year spent with the love of my life, they re one step closer to spending the rest of my life with you. The love you have for me is what pushes me to be a better woman and girlfriend, and to be more confident and better person, and to continue being sassy self. You never fail to put a smile on my face as well.

Happy 365 days to us & cheers to infinity!

I love you,

Yours truly,

kajhuha.

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Let’s Blow the Candle, Bubun! 💟

Happy birthday to the most wonderful woman in the roleplayer world, my dear bubun!

I'm so glad I met you, Bubun! You're quite mature and very well-suited to play a Irene bae in this roleplayer world. May you be given strength through the days and may good always come to you as you deserve all the good in the world.

As we celebrate your special day, may you be surrounded by joy, laughter, and all the love you deserve. Here's to many more years of happiness, health, and unforgettable moments together. I love you to the moon and back, Bubun! 💟

Your lil girl,

Kajhuha.

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• 내 업데이트 내용들이야; Let’s not forget.

I, present a cascade of personal updates that beckon attention. Let us not allow these gems of revelation to slip into oblivion; instead, let us seize each one with fervor and unravel their intricacies one by one.

💌:

As the curtains closed on the final episode of EASY, I couldn't help but feel a wave of gratitude wash over me. I extend my deepest appreciation to each and every one of you, my cherished Fearnot, for standing by my side and supporting me until the very end. Thank you for always making us feel happy. Please look forward to it. 😉🤍

💌:

FEARNOT!

I can't believe we're done with our activities…!!! I think it's been a long time, but I think it's been 3 weeks. I was happiest when I was able to see FEARNOT often since this promotion started. It was so much fun to be able to show our various sides to the FEARNOT while doing music shows, and it felt even better to see the FEARNOT like it! Actually, for this promotion, we worked really hard on content and filming… Of course, the preparation process wasn't easy, but I was so proud that FEARNOT liked it and I was so thankful that they made me feel rewarded. At pre-recording, mini-fan meeting, performance, wherever we go, the presence of Bloom is so precious and I'm so happy to meet people who love us so much. Especially during this comeback period, the weather is cold, and the pre-recording continues at dawn. It's possible for FEARNOT to come to see us. I'm so thankful and thankful that I can't even say thank you when I think about the process until FEARNOT came to meet us.. As much as my FEARNOT comes to meet me, I think it would be great if we could meet all the FEARNOT around the world, but I think it's really sad and sorry to know that the people we can see are some of the many bloomers and that there are many FEARNOT who can't see even if they want to.. And actually, the time we can see is really short and we always want to see more, but I hope FEARNOT is really happy at the moment we meet! So we'll try our best to have a more fun and warm time with FEARNOT. You worked so hard on the FEARNOT for this promotion. We'll be back soon, so please wait until then. I love you always and FEARNOT is the best! 🤍

💌:

I found myself indulging in a spontaneous photo session, capturing hilarious moments of myself in all their blurry glory. Little did I know, these candid snapshots would soon take on a life of their own, morphing into a new meme that had everyone in stitches. And just like that, a new meme was born – one that encapsulated the quirky essence of my personality and brought joy to all who encountered it. 😶‍🌫️

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⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⿹͒ ⠀ ⠀06 ✿⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 天使 ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏— ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏Eyesㅤ 🪽⠀⠀⠀

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She moved through the space with the grace of a ballerina, her curls and ribbons twirling in a mesmerizing dance of elegance and whimsy.

Waltz III. | 그녀는 미인이고 항상 여성스럽다.

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ᨶᯃྀི✿  But  I  Promise  I  Love  You   ·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊  🌸  @y-vna

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 　 　　   ⪩　 bow symbols　 𑆪ིྀᩧ

　   ^᪲　  ིྀྀི　   ౨ৎ   ꣑𓍢 　  ❜୧　  ୨୧ 　  𐙚᭄

　   ^᪲᪲᪲　  ೀ　  ೨౿   ᠀𓏲　  ϑ𐑞 　 ꣑୧　  ︶ིྀᩧ

　  𐙚　  ೇ　  𑁥౿　 ꢾ𓍢ִ໋　  𐒘𝛠　  ϑℓ　  ၄၃

　　 ꔫ　  ^ྀི᪲　   ୭ৎ　 𝝑𓏲 　 𝝑𝝔　  𝝑𝑒　   ⪩⪨

　  ᤣ९　 ◌⃘ꔫ　  ໑᱖　 ୨𓏲̼　 𝟅𝟈　  𝝑୧　   ⃟͚ 𐙚

　　 𓍼　  ੭̲᱖　  ꪆৎ　 𑁥𓍢　  𝞋𝞎 　 𝜗𝜚　   ၇⃪⃖ꪆ୧

͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏

　 

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        ░⃜wings symbols 𐦍ᩤ᭔

     ʚ ɞ ᨳ ଓ  ᪗ ଓ ᨦ ദ  ઈઉ ཐིཋྀ 𑆪ིྀᩧദ ᪖ ྀི ᩤ᭔

     ʚ ᨩ ᨳ ꢆ ᪗ ꢆ ᨳ ઉ  છઉ ཐིཋ 𓆩 𓆪  ᪖ ༊

     εїз ᨳ ദ ᪗ ദ ᜊ ᜊ ਏਓ ཆིཆྀ 𓆰 𓆪 ᖭི ᖫྀ

     ᨦᨩ ᨳ ε ପ ଓ ꮚ ᜊ ਏઉ ਉl̈́ਉ 𑆪ઉཻུ ꒰ ͟͡ || ͟͡ ꒱

extra :  𓂋

      𓆩❦꫶𓆪

 

　 　 　 

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⋆ Bios for ig by: felqitia.

𓉳̸ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㆁ̴̶̷̤̀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ͟ ͟ ͟▓͟ ͟ ͟ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀🗡️

⠀ ⠀ܢ ♥︎ ⠀ ⠀ ⬚͒

⠀ ⠀ 🧷 ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥

⠀ ⠀ 🫙 ㅤ ͚⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ꫶

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ͟ ͟ ꫶ࣺ᭮᭰͟͟͟͟͟ ͟ ͟ ⠀ ⠀ ♥︎̼̻

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ #⃝나비 ⠀⠀ ✿⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀📂 ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ᳝᳜᳝᳜᳝᳜᳝᳜᳝᳜ᰯ

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– On Ballet, and Passion, and Pain

"The Ballerinas" by Rachel Kapelke-Dale // Kazuha for ELLE August 2022 // "The death of an artist" by The Michigan Daily // "Tiny Pretty Things" by Sona Charaipotra // “Suspiria” (2018) // "Tiny Pretty Things" by Sona Charaipotra // “Black Swan” (2010) // quote by Edgar Degas // "Ballet Rehearsal", 1873, by Edgar Degas // "Ballet and pain: Reflections on a risk-dance culture", 2011, by Krista McEwan and Kevin Young // "The Toll of Perfectionism" by Claire Angyal // “Pink" on Flickr // "Black Swan" by BTS (2020) // “To A Dancer” by Arthur Symons // “Swan song” definition via Wikipedia

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ུᩧ   dark/black dividers by me  ✧ㅤᩧ ♩