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all good things are worth waiting for

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“What says he who is sung? O whatever good lies beneath the heavens! You have occupied my heart and stolen my glances. To you belong the most beautiful melodies!”

—al-Mutanabbī.

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emptiness.

oh, that. Well it's become a part of me now:/

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That's very sad. I am sure many of us share the same experience. Life keeps moving and yet we find ourselves stuck at the same place over and over again.

what is sad?

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Even when I talk to people now, I notice how empty it feels. I don't try to make the conversation go anywhere. I don't expect connections, I don't imagine futures. It's like l've quietly surrendered to the idea that love isn't for me. And in that surrender, joy has started to slip away too. I crave it, but I can't trust it. I want it, but I can't hold it. And maybe that's the saddest part not losing love, but losing the part of myself that still believed in it.

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on love arriving unannounced

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Questioning something doesn't equate to admissioning.

but why would you question it if you don't care about it?

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I don't crave being missed.

Your question says the opposite;)

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I meant in a general context.

i meant in a specific context, do you have an anon nickname?

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Not missing is a blessing. No?

who is this? i may miss you a little but you have to tell me who you are :/

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The saddest part about choosing silence is realizing that even after the anger fades, even though you want to explain what really hurts you, they still don't understand. In the end, you're still the one who is wrong, bc you didn't say the problem right away. They don't even try to listen, bc in their eyes, you weren't right to begin with. And so, little by little, you stop speaking not because you have nothing to say, but because the pain of being unheard hurts more than the silence itself!

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أيامي تُلاعِبُني والله فعلًا "❤️‍🩹

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Did you miss me?

who is you?