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Nam TV zone sessions (at Donkerhoek, Windhoek) https://www.instagram.com/p/CauxkVXMUMn/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The kid is too fresh. (at Donkerhoek, Windhoek) https://www.instagram.com/p/CakbZbrMIXz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Somewhere In 🇳🇦 (at Opuwa, Kunene, Namibia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Caf0ZhZs1OQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Yuniiversal - SoundCloud

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05/02/22

I recently met with paulah, very beautiful girl, grounded, genuine, loving, caring and humble. I like her a lot yahmsayin. We good and all that. We connect on a deep level, she's cool man I like how she takes care of her self. Happy to have met such a beautiful soul.

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Initiative

Spoke to quite a number of people today, nande, alushe, Paula 'very unusual' but ya, feels good getting out of your comfort zone. Nande seems to have a lot of worry on his mind, I hope God answers that young man's prayers.

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Zali

I am happy to be finally returning to my senses, I have been in a lost state for a while especially with the one special person I owe a lot to, my mother! It is like I detached myself emotionally and mentally due to substance abuse, I am not ashamed to admit it because it happened. The one person who never turned her back on me is the one i abandoned recently and I am ashamed to say it because she does not deserve it. My goal from this point on-wards is to ensure that she is well taken care of no matter the circumstance. I will allow suffering on her part.

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-Be Stronger

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27 Jan

My life situation is falling into place, I don’t have to talk about it but I see proof everyday. The minute I step out of my house I see proof from God. This tells me that I am on the right path and every little thing I am doing is exactly it. I am grateful!

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Tulimeke

Ever since meke packed her relationship bag and up and left about a year ago now I will be the first to admit that I never thought i would ever hear from her again, which is weird because this is a person i shared intimacy with and for her to pull a move like that one was totally uncalled for. I concluded that it was karma that dealt me that hand because i have been a douche bag at times during experiences such as those but i have no regret about my past actions because I learned from it, which for me is the most important thing. It was only until yesterday that she actually had the courage to give me a call me just to inform me about her recent achievements which is not a bad thing but I just wished she could have handled my situation with her in a better way. I will not hold it against perhaps she felt the need to pursue that path, bygones!

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The Weekend

It was such a hassle for me to garner up courage just to en quire from my boss about a damn projector which i so badly need for this weekend, It is the only thing that can keep boredom and stray thoughts up out from my mind. Since I made a decision to become selfish with my time I will look for any every and anything just to spend time with me. I am so glad I got it, at least now the excitement levels are up just a notch. Thank you!

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21 January 2022

My energy levels are way too low, It seems that I am in a state of unhappiness of some sort that I am unable to explain at this point. I think i am starting to feel the effects of being alone. It is the worst feeling of all but that is where I am at right now. I hope my situation alters soon rather than later other wise ill loose my mind, well I hope I do not but that is where I am at currently.

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Day one of my new faith, I woke up with conviction today, I went for a jog, cleaned up my room, washed a few clothes.. After that was done I had to go to the office so I can finish up the asset list and even though I didn't get to finish I atleast did some work, I left around 16h44 just to make a turn here by the zali, once I leave here I will go back home, go for a jog, I already ate so it's just tmrw again, Allah said one meal a day, read two units of msg to the black man, meditate and go to sleep.

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I just realized that I don't give myself enough love and my focus has been too outwardly lately, here's what will happen: I will practice self discipline by doing the following :I will be neater and hygienic, I will exercise every morning at 06h00am, I will read up on spiritual livity, I will be in my lane, no longer pursuing music, I will only eat healthy, no smoking, no alcohol, no soda, meditate every morning and evening, read a unit a day, removing myself from the matrix, l will preserve my semen, no more TV watching, no more youtube, no more music,

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I came to my mom thinking I have the answer/solution, but damn was I wrong? She convinced me otherwise.. I actually feel really down right now.. What a bummer.. My sister just got her first kid today, like 2 hours ago or something... I'm super glad the process went well, anything can happen when you go through that. I feel a bit down for some reason, I don't know why.. Please God can you help me...

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Last night was lit, slept in Havana for the first time over at my cousin.. I wonder how she felt about it... Shit happened but ya that's what it is

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Fresh Saturday morning, just wrapped up with a couple of clothes, can't wash everything at once.. Now is to freshen up, get a cut and go visit mom dukes..