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[eliotwoah]

SO, after a lot of thought (and horrible activity), I’ve decided to move my muses to onemulti-muse blog. This will include Eliot !! If we were doing any threads or plots here that you’d like to continue, just let me know over on the new blog (though it’s been a while so I’d be just as happy to start over on something too)!! This is where you’ll be able to find me now :)

[eliotwoah]

SO, after a lot of thought (and horrible activity), I’ve decided to move my muses to onemulti-muse blog. This will include Eliot !! If we were doing any threads or plots here that you’d like to continue, just let me know over on the new blog (though it’s been a while so I’d be just as happy to start over on something too)!! This is where you’ll be able to find me now :)

[eliotwoah]

soooo -- my eliot muse is kinda not here/feeling discouraged. i’ve been trying to focus my mind and figure out if there’s another muse yelling at me (hence the jump back at my roman blog lmao). so while my eliot muse figures out his identity crisis, i’m going to be working on revamping my gale blog. :3 

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tag yourself i’m the distressingly scenic background

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a smol update here: i have muse for eliot, but it’s slow coming and fairly particular. memes are a great place, and pretty much anything is up for grabs. however, i’ll also be hanging out over here ! :)

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                              hungry for the kill                                          but this h u n g e r,                                                          it isn’t you.

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i made eliot a rainbow for pride bc i’m cool too ;)

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ok but honestly what if i did make a blog for owen grady... ... ...

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aimovoriia ; rabastan

Rabastan moves across from Eliot and presses his back to the other side of the alley, arms crossed over his chest. He feels more solid, and less like the world is being ripped out from under him. “Yes,” he answers. He scrubs one of his hands over his face and takes several deep breaths. “If you’re an imitation, why change it? My brother’s English, and if someone wanted to make a copy of Rodolphus, why make it so unbelievable?” But of course, that only leads to the conclusion that something else is going on. “And it sounds fucking weird. It’s his voice, his face, but it’s just…wrong.”

He shakes his head. “I don’t care about your life story, Eliot. I just want to know how old you are and where you’re from. If you’re my brother’s age… Look, there’s a lot that plays in to this.” He sighs and shakes his head. “I get like this all the time. It’s….people. Crowds especially. It makes me sick.” He didn’t usually just say it like that, but it’s one of those times he can’t bring himself to care about admitting it. “I can’t handle being touched. But with you it doesn’t bother me, just like it doesn’t with him. That makes four people in the whole world who can touch me at all. There’s magic involved, has to be.” He can’t think what else would be capable of this.

He still feels dizzy, so he leans down and puts his head in his hands, elbows resting on his thighs. “What do you care?” he asks, though not maliciously. He simply doesn’t understand. “You’re not him. I’m nothing to you, as you’ve said. Why bother with niceties?”

        Eliot shakes his head, beginning to find the irritation with this whole situation. “Because I’m not an imitation.” He takes a breath, an attempt at patience again. He’s not trying to be curt with Rabastan anyway -- it’s clearly not his fault in any regard (unless it is in fact some asshole prank, in which case, fuck him). He frowns, sighs again, and shrugs. It’s hardly going to hurt him to tell someone he’s never met? He supposes not. “I’m from Indiana.” As usual, he seems to have some kind of trouble admitting this aloud and pauses. “I currently live in New York. Been there since I finished school. I’m twenty-three now. Anything clicking for you?”         He frowns, one bit of personal information in exchange for another. “Huh...” He slides his tongue across his bottom lip, imagining for a moment. Eliot would hardly categorize himself as good at comforting others, but when it happens, his typical method is based on touch. Quentin, he’s noticed, is also not exactly a fan of physical contact, but not nearly to the point of becoming ill over a crowded space. “Well that kind of fucking sucks.” He shuts his own brain up before it can start to wonder about how he gets laid.          Eliot shrugs, crossing his arms over his chest. True, he hardly has any reason to be kind. More often than not, he’d be telling this stranger to go fuck himself. “Why not, I guess. It’s a weird as fuck situation. You’re not exactly nothing anymore, are you? Besides, all I’ve got to do is go back to school and drink myself into oblivion.” 

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High King Eliot • The spectacular

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q 

       For a moment it feels like the entire rest of the world stops spinning. Eliot isn’t shoving him away ( after all, Q seems to always be the one to do the shoving ), and they’re still – they’re still kissing even when he thinks the world is going to bitch slap him in the face like it always seems to. Eliot’s nimble fingers tug at his waist and Gods this is literally the closest to Heaven his undeserving ass is ever going to get.

        And then it stops again. He should have REALIZED it would stop, but somewhere inside of him he thought that maybe this was where the real world stopped and the dream world began, so Eliot Waugh wouldn’t stop kissing Quentin Coldwater. ( then again, he’s the first to remind them ALL that fairytales are no longer a good thing to desire for reality. ) They’re back on the bed and this is a GOOD thing, his head spinning as he tries for a moment to go back in for a third time.

                     He’s almost successful when Eliot speaks again.

         Did you actually want to do that? Jesus Eliot can be an IDIOT sometimes. Their hands are still intertwined together, enough so that Quentin thinks maybe he can tug Eliot’s hand back around his waist. To forget the world that’s trying to kill them. Eliot wants to think of what’s important – Quentin just wants to forget.

         He keeps talking, and every word makes Quentin’s heart crack a little more. It’s not shattered – the thoughts of if and maybe still floating there between them. But it is enough to make him swallow back the words his desperate dream world wants to shout and let his hands let go and settle back in his lap. Now his eyes are lowered, flickering to the fidget of his fingertips as they trace circles into his own jeans.

                        “ I’ll go get us some coffee, ” he chokes on the words, “ and a couple of books. ”

         How can he focus on anything else when each breath he takes is a reminder of what he almost lost? What he might have once had -- he won’t go there. The last thing he wants to do is to shatter Quentin like this anyway. While teasing has been a fun game in the past, Eliot hardly wants to string Q along for any sort of entertainment. He wants to run, to forget that everything else exists. Damn the fucking Beast to hell if it takes this from him.         Eliot nods and takes a deep breath, in and out, attempting to put on a face that represents some sense of normalcy. Like he didn’t see their universes colliding. His gaze wanders to the table drawer beside the bed, knowing there’s at least four different substances that could fuck him up enough to forget his pain and perhaps even let him fall back into those incredible visions. But what good are visions when he can have the real thing?         They kissed, that had happened. Quentin did perhaps want him -- whether it was real or just a subconscious need. His thoughts are interrupted before he can even stretch his fingers to pry open that drawer, hearing Quentin’s promised return.          Few words are shared, the only noise the turning of pages between sips of coffee. It doesn’t scream of success, and before he’s even finished his cup, Eliot’s mind has drifted again and he’s lost focus. Maybe he should have grabbed some fucking Adderall. “Oh, fuck this...” he shakes his head and shoves the book aside with a long sigh, looking back up at Quentin.         “Look, you know I’m the last person to make a big deal out of anything like that. Even with you. But while I was out...” He pauses, dropping his gaze, lips parted. “I had these... visions?” Well don’t you just sound perfectly normal, Eliot... “Of you and I... It was fucking beautiful. And before I sound any more insane, I just ... You didn’t have anything like that, too... did you? Because if that’s why you wanted to kiss me then, fuck -- we can definitely... continue that.” 

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*kiss* You have the kissing disease. Pass it along to the first ten people on your dash

THANKS!!

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aureavenator replied to your post: SORRY – we were at a convention this weekend and...

Firstly, Happy Birthday. Second. That sounds like fun. I hope you enjoyed your convention!

Haha thank you :)