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Goddess looked angry ... no, reallllly pissed. She never hides her feelings from me.

Goddess: "slave, hop onto my new toy ... your feet go into those 2 holes ... now bend over and put your hands in those holes. Good ...

She pulled a lever, and instantly, I felt pressure at my ankles and wrists ... I realized I was instantly trapped ... ohhh, I sensed severe punishment was coming.

She picked up her wood spoon ... a very good tool for intense spankings ...

"Goddess, I am so sorry!" But for what, I had no idea!

Goddess was not impressed with my blanket apology. In fact, she never is. I always offer one as a reflex when I know i am about to receive a painful punishment ... but this usually has the opposite effect ... pissing off Goddess even more.

"So slave, I checked your tumblr today. You deleted all past messages from goddesses and mistresses as I commanded. But you are still receiving new messages from goddesses ... this is unacceptable. I am going to impress upon you how vital it is that this stops immediately."

My heart was racing, I began sweating, and I was breathing loudly ... I was ... distressed. Partly because I was going to receive a beating, and I was now incredibly vulnerable. And partly because I knew that she knew that I could not control incoming messages ... but this did not matter to her.

I made the mistake of blurting out another. "I am sorry, Goddess!" I realized my mistake before I finished saying it ...

"Slave, are you that stupid that you think saying sorry is going to magically get you out of this predicament??? Or perhaps you think your Goddess is stupid enough to just say, 'ok?' No, slave. You must pay a price for forgiveness ... it is not so cheap or free."

I had already prepared myself for a severe beating with her wood spoon ... when i felt her hand reach between my legs, grabbing and pulling my balls behind my legs my ... squeezing them ... making me scream in agony. She repositioned her hand at the base of my balls ... and announced, "first 50 hard smacks with my wood spoon to your balls followed by 50 lashes to your buttocks with my cane ... should make my point very clear to you!"

I almost begged her, "NOOO!" ... But i knew she would double the punishment if I did.

I realized, before she even began that I had begun to audibly sob and cry ... I could not stop it ...

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As a submissive male, once I submit and give myself to a dominant female ... I would fully expect her to take full advantage of my submission ... my gift ... and dominate me fully ... completely.

There is not a struggle or a fight for dominance. It is given freely to her. Mind, body, soul.

I initiate by stripping naked ... because I am not worthy of clothing nor modesty. She is fully clothed ... perhaps sitting on her "throne."

I await her command ... maybe it is a hand signal to fall to my knees and crawl to her ... I follow her command willingly. Before her, she points to her feet, and I eagerly obey ... bowing low to her feet to kiss without stopping until another command is given.

All the signals indicate a positive D/s dynamic connection. She has dominated me, and I have happily submitted.

I am hers to dominate!!! 🙏🔥🖤 This is the beauty of it all ... I could resist, but instead I give myself to her.

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Goddess: "SLAVE, you know the rules ... never ever cover your pathetic cock and balls in some false and irrelevant attempt at modesty. You neither deserve nor are entitled to modesty. Besides, I own them, slave!

For making Goddess repeat myself, cock and ball torture seems the best way to teach you a most painful lesson.

Now ... assume the 'inspection position' as I taught you ... hands behind your head ... legs spread ... perfect ... now just stand there while Goddess considers your punishment."

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Ohhhh owwww. Brutal! But they do belong to Goddess ... her play things ... to do with as she pleases.

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CF/nm and command to worship Goddess can be declared anytime ... anyplace Goddess chooses! As her slave, i must obey her command and immediately strip bare naked immediately and bow to her feet to worship her. And never ever disobey her command under penalty of extreme severe punishment.

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Saturday is typically play day/night. I am not being punished. But we are exploring and testing our limits.

Goddess has strapped me to Her X-Cross ... i am naked and afraid ... correction ... terrified. So vulnerable ... my fate is sealed.

She whispers in my ear ... i feel Her warm breath ... "are you afraid, my slave?"

Trembling, i struggle to reply, "ohhh Goddess, I am terrified!"

"Slave, I so want to share this moment with you. Once I begin, I do not plan on stopping. Are you prepared ... are you ready?"

"Yes Goddess ... I am prepared and ready"

"Very good, boi ... Goddess is so excited to share this experience with you!"

ohhh ... it is coming ... and I can do nothing but wait for it. Hearing Her power in her voice ... and the whip dragging on the floor ... I am trying to prepare to feel Her power.

As long as I can feel Her breath behind me ... feel Her claws digging into my back ... i am waiting for Her to begin.

I sense Her moving away from me ... creating the proper distance between Goddess and Her slave ... my wait is about to end. I have never been whipped ... only fantasized about it so many times ... that is all about to change.

I am soooo terrified in this moment ... and have never felt this alive.

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"Wait right here, my sissy bitch ... Goddess must set up to video this and post it everywhere."

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So true ... so true. As a submissive "male," i firmly believe in CF/nm ... clothed Female/naked male.

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The Dominant Female has the right, privilege, power to be clothed. I, the submissive "male" am simply not worthy to be clothed in modesty. To be stripped naked shows my obedience and submission to Her authority and dominance over me, my body, and what i may wear and when.

The humiliation and embarrassment and vulnerability are ... intensely exquisite

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For violating our friendship and being "flirtatious" with her coworkers, the terms of our relationship have been drastically ... amended.

Since our old friendship is no longer valid, she will be "taking charge" going forward and will lead our new Female Led Relationship.

I must now address her as Goddess Tammy when appropriate and Miss Tammy when appropriate.

I will fill the role of submissive slave ... but she is considering other roles such as forced feminized sissy.

To earn her forgiveness, I must always be submissive to her. I must do as she tells me without question, discussion, or hesitation ... period!

I must also submit to her punishment. Any and all punishments. She declared my punishment for my past offenses to be 1000 "strokes" to be administered however she wants and over time as she wants.

And for each month this punishment is not completed, she will add a penalty punishment of her choosing to my punishment.

As you can see, Goddess Tammy has learned quickly!!!

Whenever I enter her designated room, if she is on her "throne" ... I must without prompting, strip naked, crawl to her, bow to her feet to kiss, greet, submit until further commands are given.

In her presence, i am not worthy of clothing. Goddess Tammy will enforce a strict CF/nm rule ... and there will be many more rules that will be strictly enforced under the pain of punishment.

Stay tuned for more ... updates.

Mistress Katie Nu-West Leda

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If Anna Kendrick was my Goddess ... my Mistress ... and I HER slave ...

I would hope for daily CF/nm facesittings ... HER skirt or dress like a tent over my head filled with HER divine aroma ... as SHE orgasms repeatedly ... filling my mouth with HER precious nectar.

Even in this moment ... wanting to feel the sting of HER flogger across my back and buttocks ...

Wanting HER to bind me helplessly so SHE can blissfully torture me ... to HER delight and pleasure ... as I can only groan and scream with my own ... ummm painful pleasure ...

HER nails digging sharply into my flesh ... striping my body ... my excitement builds ...

SHE turns her attention to my ... errr ... HER cock and balls ... she painfully reminds me that SHE owns them ... they are HERS to torture as SHE grabs my balls ... squeezing tighter and tighter ... somehow I beg HER for MORRRRRE ...

Hoping each day brings a new chapter to our BDSM journey!

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The "promised 69 for good behavior" with Goddess cannot be called "vanilla" ... oh noooo. As Goddess decided to grab and pound my cock and balls since i do not deserve to feel my cock entering her glorious mouth ... she sits on my face ... submissive slave is a good boi, licking and kissing and devouring her divine pussy ... while feeling each brutal painful punch ... her nectar flows freely into my mouth. My muffled screams excite Goddess!!!

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Such a beautiful time shared between Goddess and her submissive slave. Goddess facesitting her slave while spanking my balls excites her tremendously as revealed by her multiple wet orgasms. Slave must learn to multitask for Goddess ... and is rewarded with benefits as well ... extremely painful ball spanking followed by sore balls for days ... and pleasuring Goddess' superior Vagina yielding lots of Goddess' nectar ... nourishing me, and not a drop wasted despite my muffled screams of pain. Times like this are seared forever in my memories!

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Goddess ties up her naked, submissive slave and fucks me with the strap-on of her choosing ... whenever she chooses ... she is the Dominant, superior Female. It does not matter whether or not i want it or not ... not at all relevant. She is the penetrator, and i am the penetrated. She fucks, and i am fucked. There really is no point in discussing. It is often a "willing rape" and to resist would result in severe, painful punishments ... followed by her pentrating me anyway. I will never have the privilege of pentrating her with my pathetic cock which she locks in a chastity cage eliminating any thought I might have of acting out as a selfish, dominant male. So, she fucks me until she is done. Often, it is a violent act ...

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While Goddess or Goddesses are clothed, slave is virtually always humiliated and dominated and stripped naked ... it is her dominance and my submission. While Goddess drinks fine wine, I serve and please her, and I drink her precious nectars that can never be wasted. Perfect, natural symbiosis.

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Strip him, invade him, dominate him, penetrate him, do not accept "no" from him, chastity cage him then fuck him, feminized him, make him beg to cum ... mmmmmm now replace "HIM" with "ME" please 🙏🖤🩷

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When terror and excitement collide ... I truly never felt so alive. I wanted this ... Goddess made me beg for it. She warned me one time, "be careful what you beg for there will be no turning back!" I could feel her power and control like never before. When she rhetorically asked, "Shall we begin!?!" ... before i could reply, she grabbed my balls and instantly began to apply pressure. I gasped loudly as she declared, "These are mine, slave ... you are all mine now!!!" And in that moment despite my pain and fear ... I surrendered all to her ...

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Crawling to greet Domme ... kissing her feet to greet, worship, submit ... until I receive a new command ... NEW COMMAND ... "worship my superior Pussy while Domme relaxes" Sitting on her chair, she spreads her legs revealing her superior beauty to me. Instinctively, my lips meet her "lips" and i worship her ... as I receive her yummmmy nectar ... perfect Domme/submissive symbiosis. I hope this moment never ends!

Mmm if this isn't how you are helping me end the day, I don't want you.