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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Getou Suguru/Gojo Satoru Characters: Gojo Satoru, Getou Suguru, Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Kugisaki Nobara, Ieiri Shoko Additional Tags: POV Gojo Satoru, Pining, Idiots in Love, First Kiss, Making Out, Implied Sexual Content, pre-hidden inventory arc, Post-Hidden Inventory Arc, Canonical Character Death, Light Angst Summary:

“Gojo-sensei, are you married?”

The answer is a bit complicated.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Fushiguro Megumi/Itadori Yuuji Characters: Fushiguro Megumi, Itadori Yuuji Additional Tags: POV Fushiguro Megumi, Confessions, First Kiss, Itadori Yuuji Needs a Hug Series: Part 2 of cemetery gates Summary:

Itadori’s execution is something they never talk about. It’s like an unspoken rule between them. Losing him once was brutal, something he can’t stand the thought of going through again. He can’t imagine Itadori feels any better about the idea than he does. So they don’t talk about it. It’s a mutually beneficial avoidance. It works out for them. It did, anyway.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang Characters: Cheng Xiaoshi, Lu Guang (Link Click) Additional Tags: tw: animal death, typical Lu Guang yearning, Canon Compliant, mostly - Freeform, I'm Bad At Tagging, Lu Guang Vs. the Concept of Moving On (Link Click), Cheng Xiaoshi Needs a Hug, Light Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort Summary:

"He looks down at the animal, now completely still. What would have happened to it had Cheng Xiaoshi not been there? Would someone on the road have gotten out of their car to help? Would another bystander run in like Cheng Xiaoshi had? Would any of them have sat with the poor thing while it took its last breath? Maybe it would’ve died alone in the rain. Or maybe it wouldn’t have died at all. Maybe the driver got distracted by the two of them, or maybe the dog was crossing the street to get to them. It doesn’t matter, Lu Guang supposes. There���s no changing the choices each of them made. The past must remain untouched. With one exception. The only exception."

I was listening to Abstract (Psychopomp) by Hozier for the millionth time and realized the subject of the song is very Cheng Xiaoshi-coded so I wrote a one shot about it

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Do not fucking even try the argument "but Akutagawa hates Atsushi" with me

I will only respond with these panels. And probably an entire essay on their entire relationship but still

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gay

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Shiguang Manhuacaps [2/?]

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Chapters: 6/? Fandom: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang Characters: Lu Guang (Link Click), Cheng Xiaoshi, Qiao Ling (Link Click) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Lu Guang-centric (Link Click), Pining, Lu Guang has a master's degree in yearning, Soft Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang, Lu Guang Needs a Hug (Link Click), Cheng Xiaoshi Has Nightmares, Touch-Starved Lu Guang, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cheng Xiaoshi Needs a Hug, Affectionate Cheng Xiaoshi, Oblivious Cheng Xiaoshi, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Jealous Cheng Xiaoshi, Light Angst, Not Beta Read, Drinking, Drunkenness, Love Confessions, Idiots in Love, Boys Kissing, First Kiss Summary:

Lu Guang had chosen to live for Cheng Xiaoshi a long time ago. It was the first time he’d seen him die. Maybe even before that. If you think about it too long, living for someone else's sake is a pretty foolish thing to do, but it's a little more complicated than that. Living for someone else is both a selfish and selfless act. Selfless in that you put the safety and wellbeing of that other person above your own. Selfish in the fact that you can’t live without them.

Just a little something to feed my Shiguang obsession.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Getou Suguru/Gojo Satoru Characters: Getou Suguru, Gojo Satoru Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Gratuitous Smut, Frottage, thigh riding, Come Eating, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, I'm Bad At Tagging Summary:

“So, are you here to kill me?”

Satoru tries to swallow down the lump in his throat.

“That’s right,” he says, trying desperately to sound like he means it.

I like the HC that Satoru and Suguru met up for secret trysts over the ten years they were apart, so this is how I think the first time might go.

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satosugu is just cherik for anime lovers tbh

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang Characters: Cheng Xiaoshi, Lu Guang (Link Click) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Grief/Mourning, Established Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang, Lu Guang Dies Instead of Cheng Xiaoshi, Cheng Xiaoshi Vs. the Concept of Moving On, Soft Cheng Xiaoshi/Lu Guang, Porn with Feelings, ...a lot of feelings, Top Cheng Xiaoshi/Bottom Lu Guang, Aftercare, Hurt No Comfort, Cuddling & Snuggling, Non-Sexual Intimacy, I cried while writing this Summary:

For some reason, Cheng Xiaoshi thinks back to when he’d made the dive to the night of that earthquake. Lu Guang had told him that all those people were already dead, and what he was seeing was just a small piece of the past. If Lu Guang was with him on this dive, he would probably say the same of himself. But he’s here, isn’t he? Cheng Xiaoshi can feel the warmth of his hand as he leads him upstairs, the softness of his lips as he kisses him. He hears the tenderness in his voice when he says Cheng Xiaoshi’s name. He sees the look of utter adoration in his eyes as he watches him. He’s real. And at this moment, he’s alive. If Cheng Xiaoshi wants to believe that’s true, just for a little while, what’s so wrong with that?

Or

How Cheng Xiaoshi might cope if Lu Guang died in his place

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i can’t believe we have canon i would die for you/ i would kill for you shiguang

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bruh no way

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i just think a Cherry Magic IvanTill au would hilarious thank you very much

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this scene will have a special place in my heart REGARDLESS of what is about to unfold, even after the end of Link Click

Lu Guang's genuine happy smile slowly breaks as he looks at silly Cheng Xiaoshi.

it's not just a small smile we usually see

it's a smile that takes over the looming gloominess we have seen for the entire 3 seasons

this smile is DIFFERENT. The pleasant warm forest background along with the young green leaves falling on them, it is one of the most beautiful framings of shiguang I have ever seen. If the leaves were yellow/orange, it would have made me cry like a howling hyena because that signifies 'the autumn of life', death is not far away. But it's green and young! it symbolises young and pure love. The warmth of the forest really holds them like a blanket. This scene is vibrant with youthfulness and lively spirit, and the focus of the scene is THEM.

You know what is interesting, why is Yingdu so special? We had multiple opportunities in S1 and S2 to see Shiguang framed like this but they deliberately avoided it. for example take this scene,

the focus is on their hands, which is of course very symbolic and it just looks like Cheng Xiaoshi just asked,

"Would you like to be my life partner?"

- "yes"

but they didn't show their faces.

But I am not here just to talk about Shiguang. It's him

there is something in his expressions that pleasantly sends shivers to my heart.

He is genuinely happy to cross paths with them, probably in another life, he would not meet them as a spy. In another timeline, he would have enough agency upon his life to choose to befriend them of his own volition. Link Click is so agonisingly beautiful to portray the often ignored yet deep yearning of the human mind, the yearning to meet people who make you believe in 'found family', even if it's for a fleeting moment, you are grateful to be able to form human bondings, with people who feel to be 'your people'. You know when Beckett said that the fundamental condition of human existence is being enveloped by loneliness and that's why they are constantly in search of the 'others'...he was painfully truthful.

Whatever transpires (even if it's Xia Fei who actually kills Cheng Xiaoshi and wants to kill Lu Guang) this scene will not lose its value. On the contrary, the emotions will be more profound. In a world where destiny had not designed such a heinous survival game, we will be alive and happy together.

Another thing (apart from their friendship) he realises is that...how Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang are so deeply in love. (Listen, Ik the dialogues may add a whole different meaning altogether but I wanna write it cuz it makes me happy hmph!) He recognises it, and kind of wishes something of that in his own life too. I would not be surprised if he actually views shiguang as the model lovers he kind of pines for in his own life too ( probably with Vein-)

whatever, this scene is PRICELESS!

edit : this.

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need to see a Lu Guang edit to Figure 8 by Paramore STAT please the lyrics fit him so well

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just thought abt making a satosugu phantom of the opera au and got so hard i feel nauseous..

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