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i deserve a gold star for being so sweet and nice and not killing

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ANTI-CAPITALIST AFFIRMATIONS

i am allowed to spend my time creating things, even if they are not beautiful.

there is no such thing as a "real job." all forms of work are real and valid.

there is nothing that i need to accomplish to be worthy. i am already worthy.

doing nothing is good for my soul.

i am not defined by what i produce.

my worth cannot be measured by my paycheck, my job title, or a list of professional or academic achievements.

i do not need to monetize my hobbies, it is enough to spend time doing something i love.

i will not let society decide what success looks like. i can define what successful life looks like for me.

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Made a Christmas skin for donar from dislyte :3 I'll probably post more

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the real question is are you mental breakdown or sensory overload

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“why would we make plans in front of you if you weren’t invited?” babe i was left out of everything growing up, i need 100% confirmation you want me there or i simply will not go

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I hate bright ass fucking LED headlights or whatever the hell they are

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I think if you send a message on anonymous you should sign it as if you're sending a letter to Dear Abby. "Your blog sucks -depressed english major in new jersey" stuff like that.

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Everyone look at my turtle lamp and weep for how precious he is

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— Karen Russell, “The Ghost Birds” in The New Yorker (2021)

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one day i will say “i am going home” and it will fill me up to my fingertips and it will fill me up to my core because my home will be more than a bed or a building. when i go out it will not feel like escaping. when i come back it is not a caging. the sigh of sheets and clean laundry and sipping jasmine tea. 

so lonely, i guess. to need to wait for happy.