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I’ve brough a suprise - Part 1/2

A long ovedue Ellen and Portia fanfiction.

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. didn’t participate in the following story. This story does not necessarily reflect my views or opinions on the characters and places mentioned. If someone is to find this story offensive, please reach out.

I woke up and the urge to puke came right away, I ran to the bathroom  before being even fully awoken.

What is it?

I heard Kerry say in a sleepy voice, surely my sprint woke her up. I couldn't respond. Actually, I couldn't even shut the door before I kneeled in front of the toilet and threw up. So there goes yesterday's dinner - I tought to myself as I flashed the toilet.

Honey, what's going on? Kerry and Bellamy both stood by the door with concerned looks.

Scandal was on a press tour and the girls and I ended up shearing a hotel room. I was looking foward to a slumber party, but we arrived late and tired and fell asleep right away. I stood up and begun cleaning myself.

Nothing, I'm fine.

Bellamy crossed her arms and looked at me with that "you are not fooling me" look. I looked at them holding back a smile. Gosh, they were so sweet and we had gotten close, and I really needed to share this with someone. But even Ellen didn't know and I knew she wouldn't like other people finding out before her.

Porsh, what is it? There was a hint of concern in Bellamy's voice as she walked towards me. She placed a hand on my shoulder - You know you can tell us anything. I sighed.

I think I'm pregnant.

What?! Kerry couldn't believe her ears.

You heard her sayed Bellamy.

Yeah, sure - she looked down, seemed a bit embarrased -  but I mean, how? Did you and Ellen took a treatment or something? If you don't mind me asking.

Well, kind of - I grabbed the sink while sitting down on the toilet cover, feeling a bit dizzy. We were so sure we didn't want kids, but then, this desire came out of nowhere. We tought it was too late, and when we asked the doctor if we could use our frozen embryos they agreed the chances where very slim, but it was up to us to try.

I gagged again and they both ran towards me. Before I knew they were holding my hair while I threw up again.

Come - said Bellamy - clean yourself up and we'll talk in the room.

I did so and seconds later we were sitting in a circle in one of the beds as Kerry carresed reasurrengly my tight. I thanked God for this girlfriends moment, it was actually a relief to have someone else knowing.

You were telling us you froze embryos - said Bellamy

We did - I said. Just in case we changed our minds. We decided to give it a go, once, if it worked, it worked, altough it was virtually impossible.

And yet it did - said Kerry, with a smile in her voice.

Well, it might. I'm not sure. Maybe is placebo. - I said.

Wait - said Bellamy. So you think you might be pregnant but you didn't take any tests

I nodded

And Ellen doesn't know?

I nodded again.

Porsh, you have to take a pregnancy test. You can't walk around being prengant and not know about it, it could be dangerous. Plus if it's not a pregnancy you should go to the E.R. and see what's wrong.

She had a point. And not like I hadn't thought about it before, but the symptoms begun once I left on the trip and I didn't want to take the test without Ellen.

I'm nervous - I spoke - and I think Ellen would like to be there for it.

I'm sure she would. But honey, you were projetile vomiting, you should know  exactly what's going on.

Bellamy what right, but I was just too nervous. We had done the incemination knowing there was a 5% chance, I don't think we ever seriously contemplated the possibility of it working.

Look, here's what we'll do. You take the test, we film it, and then you can show the clip to Ellen as a surprise. She can even use it for her show, you know she dies to show you off.

I smilled. Kerry was right. It was the best solution. I couldn't be "maybe pregnant" for a minute longer.

Ok. Now good luck to us getting the test - I said.

What do you mean? - Kerry looked a bit confused.

Well, if three actresses walk into a drugstore and buy a pregnancy test...we wouldn't exactly go unnoticed. And I don't carry those with me just like I don't carry condoms, I'm gay after all.

They both chuckled.

I might have one - said Bellamy - let me check.

A few minutes later we were all three in the bathroom, waiting fo the test to show the results. One of them was hughing me from each side and rubbing my arms and I think it had just drawn on us how big the whole thing actually was. Kerry's alarm went off.

It's time - she said, taking a deep breath and smiling. I don't know who was more nervous.

You girls do it - I said, bitting my nails.

Oh no, you should do it. You are the mommy to be! it's a once in a lifetime thing - said Bellamy.

The words "mommy to be" didn't help, but she had a point. I slowly moved forward, reaching out to the test. I can't!

C'mon girl! - I don't know if Kerry wanted to cheer me up or if she just couldn't contain herself any longer.

Ok, ok, fine.

The cellphone we placed on the sink was recording everything as I took a deep breath and turned the test arround. Two stripes. Pregnant. We had promissed ourselves to be subtle about this, no one else could know. But as soon as we saw it we all screemed in joy, then I covered my face with my hands and started crying.

Honey, it's ok - Kerry was rubbing my back.

You are going to be a mom and we are going to be aunties! - Bellamy was whiping a tear from her left eye.

Say something to your wife - said Kerry, gesturing towards the phone.

Baby - I said between sobs - I'm pregnant.

They both chuckled and hughed me once again.

The press day went well, Kerry and Bellamy where looking after me the whole time: if I ate, if I was tired or if I made too much of a physical effort. Bless them. I knew then that even if Ellen could be a bit upset that I didn't wait for her to take the test, she was going to be glad that I had those two looking after her wife and her baby, I couldn't thank them enough.

So, that was fun - said Kerry, throwing her purse on her bed when we entered the room. We were pretty messy, I hold it together for Ellen at home because she was a clean freek but these girls allowed my messy side to show.

How are you feeling, Porsh? Bellamy asked.

Good, I think other than morning sickness and missing period I don't have much synthomps, thank God.

Really? - said Kerry - No cravings or anything?

Well... - Now that I thought about it, I did have a few cravings. - I mean, a veggie burger won't hurt...-

They chucked.

Good, we needed to have dinner anyways - said Bellamy with a laugh. Kerry then grabbed the phone.

Hi, I would like to order room service

What are you doing? - I asked - I thought we might go out to grab food or something

Oh no. We all had a long day and you need to rest. We are having a girls night in.

Room service got there pretty fast and before I realized we were eating in bed in a circle much like we had done earlier in the day when they convinced me to take the test.

So...there has to be more to you and Ellen's life than inceminations. - said Kerry with a smirk, before bitting on her burger.

I don't know what you mean. - It's true, I didn't. For a second I tought the naughty face meant that she wanted to know our marital details, but I quicky ruled it out. Why would two straight women want to know what two lesbians did in the room? They would surely find it disgusting.

Yeah. We had kown you for some months now, give us the details! I'm sure that glow doesn't come just from eating your vegetables.

Ok, now Bellamy was smirking. Maybe I was right. I blushed.

You are turning red, you naughty!

I mean...what do you want to know? We have a pretty happy life...in all aspects.

They didn't answer, they just moved closer while keeping their eyes on me, they weren't giving up. I didn't know what to do, I hadn't had a slumber party in ages and I never shared the details of my sex life with anyone. Sure I wanted to, we all need advice, support, shearing or venting sometimes, but I just didn't have that people in my life.

You know marriage...if it's a happy one and you truly like eachother then they get the way around your body and it can be awesome. It kinda sucks to be away from her because I'm not used to this...abstinence.

They laughed, and after some crazy stories they share themselves I just couldn't not tell them about the little farewell party Ellen thew for me because of the days we were going to be away from eachother. They were a bit jealous but in a good way, aparently is not common to be that pleaced with a partner after such a long time.

So, mama to be, you are going to have to cut down a little bit on those wild nights you and your woman have. Bless her, it sounds like a constant blast. But for now it will be plenty of water and sleeping and nothing too crazy in bed. Try to be like a mortal for once.

There goes doctor Kerry - Bellamy said and I laughed

It's true, the woman is prengant!

I gluped. I was. Every time they said it out loud it became more real. What if Ellen wasn't that exited after all? What if she didn't like my pregnant body? They saw my concerned face and rushed to confort me as if they red my mind.

Gosh, I'm being such a baby, hormones started to kick already.

Look, the earlier she knows the better. I heard there was a change in the schedule and we are going back to L.A. before continuing our tour in Seattle, you should tell her then.

She is going to be so exited! - Bellamy clapped quickly, I think she was even more exited herself.

Please film everything - said Kerry - Along with the video we just made when you found out it will make a cute story, you can show it to your kid one day.