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Something about Oranges and love 🍊

— I peel an orange, and I give you half. In the time it took to separate it, I fell in love with you again.

Excerpt Sources:

Golden Girl by Frank Ocean • Oranges on a plate • The Orange by Wendy Cope • Tumblr post • Oranges by Jean Little • Clementines • I love you • Tumblr Post • The Side Effects of Eating Too Many Clementines by Alessia Di Cesare

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As someone who lives in deer country, if your car is smaller than a large SUV then fuckin brake. the deer will total your car or end up in there with you.

Deer season is upon us.

1.) Wear your seatbelt.

2.) If your choice is swerve at high speed or hit the deer you plow Bambis mom like you’re an IT specialist with a secret Twitter account and it’s anthrocon weekend.

Deer are softer than trees. Deer are softer than rolling your car 8 times.

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Update:

They think I have late stage Addison’s disease.

I have more testing I have to do.

I’m without words. This is terrifying.

I can’t even let myself grieve or relax because I don’t even have enough money to be diagnosed properly OR treated.

So please, please. If you have anything to spare.. I need it now more than ever ..

I appreciate any and ALL HELP!!!

If you’d like to immediately help me my PayPal is

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

I don’t want to die because I can’t afford to get treatment. I’ve come this far.. I’m desperate. I need my community now more than ever. Please don’t let me be forgotten

BOOST THIS

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Do you think this is a pretty sight? This is the reality of having anorexia for 12+ years. The reality of what eating disorders can do to your body.

When I was in high school and then in college getting my bachelors degree, I spent more time in hospitals and treatment centers than I did out of them.

And then I found out

My organs failed. Permanently.

Last year, I needed major surgery that took about 4 HOURS, and after that I was admitted to the hospital for a week on heavy pain medications, being wheeled around because I couldn’t walk.

I had tubes everywhere.

I had to medically withdraw from graduate school because I had to spend that time in doctors offices, infusion centers for IVs, in the ER, or admitted into the hospital.

Now I have a 6 inch scar across my abdomen and will be on medications for the rest of my life to help my heart and stomach function enough to keep me alive.

I’ve nearly died multiple times from the ED, but I had never believed that my organs could shut down and leave me to deal with that reality for the rest of my life.

That is not a way anyone should have to live life.

This is what an eating disorder looks like. Not the “thinspo” everyone sees on the Internet. This is what you don’t see behind those pictures and it’s not pretty.

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Feel free to reblog Big Steppy. Help him go as far as possible!

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dreamy asks

1. what is your favourite plant?

2. do you believe in aliens?

3. name three artists ( musical or art ) that have inspired you or impacted you.

4. who are your favourite people in the world?

5. talk about your crush or someone you love.

6. what is your favourite dog breed?

7. write a short story or poem about what your favourite season feels like to you.

8. what are your favourite names?

9. do you enjoy reptiles as pets? why or why not?

10. how does art or music make you feel?

11. do you prefer the beach or the mountains?

12. indoor gardens or outside gardens?

13. do you like long hair or short hair?

14. what is your favourite childhood memory?

15. what is the dreamiest/most surreal thing that has ever happened to you?

16. where do you feel time stop?

17. what is your favourite breed of cat?

18. are you pro freckle?

19. what is your favourite thing right now?

20. what is your hidden talent? (example: memory, double joints, etc. )

21. what is the best dream you’ve ever had?

22. are you a good plant owner?

23. what is your favourite article of clothing?

24. how many languages do you know?

25. what is your dream vacation?

26. do you believe in zodiacs/horoscopes?

27. if you could have any superpower, what would it be?

28. who is the most unproblematic person you know?

29. do you know how beautiful you are?

30. what is your favourite feeling?

31. what is your favourite cold drink?

32. what is your favourite hot drink?

33. what has been the highlight of your week?

34. who are your favourite tumblrs?

35. what are your favourite sounds?

36. what is your aesthetic of choice?

37. if you could spend a day with anyone, who would it be?

38. do you like anons? why or why not?

39. what is the nicest thing someone has ever said about you?

40. list the top five things you love about yourself or your life.

41. have you ever seen the ocean?

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Trigger warning: Suicide

Ok guys, I know you’ve all seen like a million of these tumblr posts but

Please

Please

Please

Like and reblog this post as much as possible.

My friend is contemplating suicide and we’ve agreed that for every note this gets, she lives another day.

So please, please like, reblog and comment on this post

I don’t know what I’d do without her

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• 𝐑 𝐄 𝐓 𝐔 𝐑 𝐍 •

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Me, who is too old to trick or treat but too young to drink the alcomahals: THIS IS HALLOWEEN! THIS IS HALLOWEEN! THIS IS HALLOWEEN! HALLOWEEN, HALLOWEEN, HALLOWEEN

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If this post get to 200,000 notes by my 18th birthday (November 3rd 2020) I'll get my profile pic tattoo...

I'll get that little guy tattoo

Edit: at people wondering if I really do want this tattoo...I do it's cute and has good memories

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