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lowk highk moving jay to @bledthrus. i might eventually bring him back to his own blog, but for now, my muse for him is so low that im just gunna stick him on my multi ā„
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goĀ backĀ intoĀ a ʰįµĖ”ʸ ˢįµįµįµįµ,Ā Ā andĀ allĀ theĀ fireĀ isĀ goneĀ Ā āĀ Ā theĀ layersĀ youĀ shedĀ willĀ allĀ beĀ renewed.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āāĀ Ā Ā Ā #šš„šššš”š«š®š¬,Ā Ā anĀ indieĀ &Ā privateĀ multiĀ museĀ featuringĀ musesĀ fromĀ variousĀ horrorĀ relatedĀ mediaĀ &Ā originalĀ characters.Ā Ā 18Ā plusĀ only,Ā Ā asĀ adoredĀ byĀ sophieĀ Ā (Ā he/they.Ā )
#mostly here as of rn </3 i still love u jay i just have high muse for a lot of people on my multi#but once i have stuff fully set up over there i think ill settle in and be back here more#i just have a lot of stuff to work on over there still so its taking up a lot of my mind hehe#š¹ ā promo.
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goĀ backĀ intoĀ a ʰįµĖ”ʸ ˢįµįµįµįµ,Ā Ā andĀ allĀ theĀ fireĀ isĀ goneĀ Ā āĀ Ā theĀ layersĀ youĀ shedĀ willĀ allĀ beĀ renewed.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āāĀ Ā Ā Ā #šš„šššš”š«š®š¬,Ā Ā anĀ indieĀ &Ā privateĀ multiĀ museĀ featuringĀ musesĀ fromĀ variousĀ horrorĀ relatedĀ mediaĀ &Ā originalĀ characters.Ā Ā 18Ā plusĀ only,Ā Ā asĀ adoredĀ byĀ sophieĀ Ā (Ā he/they.Ā )
#tbh my multi#still gunna be here obvi but i have some fun guys and gals over here :)#š¹ ā promo.
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[Ā .Ā .Ā .Ā ]Ā Ā š£šš²Ā š¬š°ššš«š¬Ā thatĀ timĀ seemsĀ intentĀ onĀ fullyĀ killingĀ him. Ā ifĀ oneĀ wereĀ toĀ askĀ himĀ howĀ heĀ gotĀ here,Ā Ā heĀ doesn'tĀ thinkĀ he'dĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ comeĀ upĀ withĀ anĀ adequateĀ explanation. Ā here, Ā ofĀ course,Ā Ā beingĀ crowdedĀ upĀ againstĀ theĀ wallĀ ofĀ hisĀ andĀ tim'sĀ latestĀ hotel Ā ā Ā alwaysĀ onĀ theĀ move,Ā Ā going,Ā Ā going, Ā going. Ā he'sĀ crowdedĀ againstĀ theĀ wall, Ā tim'sĀ armsĀ aroundĀ himĀ andĀ hisĀ mouthĀ onĀ his,Ā Ā andĀ allĀ jayĀ canĀ seemĀ toĀ smellĀ orĀ tasteĀ orĀ seeĀ isĀ justĀ tim.Ā Ā theĀ scentĀ ofĀ cigarettesĀ alwaysĀ lingering,Ā Ā nowĀ evenĀ strongerĀ withĀ timĀ pressedĀ againstĀ himĀ theĀ wayĀ heĀ is. Ā heĀ thinksĀ heĀ mightĀ haveĀ thoughtĀ aboutĀ thisĀ before. Ā aboutĀ kissingĀ tim. Ā thatĀ heĀ mightĀ haveĀ dreamtĀ aboutĀ itĀ inĀ oneĀ ofĀ hisĀ fewĀ andĀ farĀ betweenĀ dreams. Ā theĀ onesĀ thatĀ don'tĀ leaveĀ himĀ shakingĀ andĀ wakingĀ upĀ inĀ aĀ coldĀ sweat.Ā whetherĀ orĀ notĀ heĀ hasĀ isĀ aĀ questionĀ forĀ anotherĀ day, Ā becauseĀ timĀ isĀ hereĀ andĀ he'sĀ real,Ā Ā andĀ he'sĀ kissingĀ jayĀ likeĀ aĀ manĀ starved. Ā (Ā andĀ jayĀ thinksĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ letĀ timĀ consumeĀ himĀ whollyĀ ifĀ heĀ wantedĀ to.Ā )
atĀ someĀ point, Ā theĀ shockĀ ofĀ beingĀ pressedĀ upĀ againstĀ wearsĀ off,Ā Ā andĀ jayĀ properlyĀ kissesĀ back. Ā hisĀ handsĀ fumbleĀ forĀ tim'sĀ sides,Ā Ā diggingĀ intoĀ theĀ wornĀ fabricĀ ofĀ hisĀ tĀ -Ā shirtĀ andĀ keepingĀ timĀ firmlyĀ tetheredĀ toĀ hisĀ front.Ā Ā heĀ gruntsĀ intoĀ it,Ā Ā desperatelyĀ tryingĀ toĀ breatheĀ throughĀ hisĀ noseĀ soĀ thatĀ heĀ doesn'tĀ haveĀ toĀ pullĀ awayĀ andĀ riskĀ ruiningĀ theĀ moment.Ā heĀ thanksĀ whoever'sĀ outĀ thereĀ listeningĀ whenĀ timĀ doesĀ itĀ forĀ him.Ā Ā heĀ takesĀ anĀ eagerĀ gaspĀ ofĀ air, Ā watchingĀ withĀ pupilsĀ blownĀ wideĀ asĀ timĀ stepsĀ back. Ā jayĀ usesĀ hisĀ gripĀ stillĀ onĀ tim'sĀ shirtĀ toĀ tugĀ himĀ backĀ closer, Ā pressingĀ tim'sĀ frontĀ entirelyĀ againstĀ his.Ā Ā theĀ onlyĀ spaceĀ betweenĀ themĀ beingĀ thatĀ betweenĀ theirĀ mouths.Ā heĀ takesĀ inĀ tim'sĀ face Ā ā Ā cheeksĀ flushedĀ andĀ mouthĀ kissĀ -Ā swollen,Ā Ā andĀ jayĀ thinksĀ forĀ oneĀ terriblyĀ cornyĀ momentĀ thatĀ heĀ looksĀ beautiful.Ā Ā heĀ clearsĀ hisĀ throat, Ā andĀ afterĀ aĀ momentĀ ofĀ staringĀ dumbly, Ā heĀ finallyĀ speaks. Ā āĀ whatĀ wasĀ allĀ that ?Ā āĀ Ā heĀ knowsĀ byĀ asking, Ā heĀ runsĀ theĀ riskĀ ofĀ timĀ comingĀ backĀ toĀ himself Ā ā Ā pullingĀ awayĀ altogetherĀ andĀ pretendingĀ theĀ momentĀ neverĀ happened.Ā Ā butĀ jayĀ wantsĀ toĀ know.Ā Ā no,Ā Ā heĀ needsĀ toĀ knowĀ whatĀ itĀ isĀ heĀ didĀ toĀ warrantĀ allĀ this.
@entry5 asked:Ā Ā Ā ā TANGLE : receiverās fingers twist in sender's hair as they kiss. ā ļ¹ accepting.
ROUGH HANDS GRASP JAY'S FACE, DRIVING THEIR LIPS TOGETHER.Ā sloppy, untender ļ¹ selfishly wanting.Ā all teeth and the frantic pull of breath, childish in his desires, desperate for another livingĀ bodyĀ against his own,Ā aĀ hungerĀ onlyĀ worsened Ā by Ā jayĀ entwining Ā their Ā livesĀ together, Ā once Ā unwelcome,Ā nowĀ .Ā .Ā .Ā timĀ cant Ā imagine Ā aĀ lifeĀ withoutĀ jayāsĀ meddling. Ā when Ā didĀ he Ā get Ā soĀ [ .Ā .Ā .Ā ]Ā fucking Ā deprivedĀ ? Ā onlyĀ aĀ sliver Ā of Ā connection, Ā a Ā brief Ā few Ā monthsĀ ofĀ livingĀ hisĀ life Ā alongsideĀ someoneĀ other Ā thanĀ himself,Ā andĀ yearning Ā hasĀ morphed Ā andĀ contortedĀ into Ā this Ā desperate, Ā famished, Ā all Ā consumingĀ want.Ā hisĀ fingers Ā CURLĀ andĀ TWIST,Ā gripping Ā jays shirt,Ā asĀ ifĀ sheerĀ forceĀ ļ¹ Ā will Ā aloneĀ could Ā keepĀ jayĀ anchoredĀ here.Ā TIMS HANDS TUCK BENEATH JAYS SHIRT, Ā trailing over Ā fever-hot skin. Ā his Ā nails Ā scrape Ā along Ā jayās Ā ribsĀ , Ā raking Ā a Ā path Ā of Ā redĀ upĀ hisĀ back, Ā his nails Ā dragging Ā up ā higher, Ā higher ā Ā his Ā fingers Ā curlĀ andĀ tugĀ atĀ jayāsĀ hair,Ā jerking himĀ back.Ā timĀ takesĀ inĀ jay,Ā lips Ā parted,Ā cheeksĀ flushed, Ā neckĀ dampĀ fromĀ sweat.Ā surging Ā forward, Ā TIM CROWDS HIM AGAINST THE WALL, Ā closing Ā the Ā distance Ā betweenĀ themĀ driving Ā jayĀ back,Ā Ā his Ā shoulders Ā hit Ā the Ā wall Ā with Ā a Ā dull Ā thud.Ā Ā
SWEAT CLINGS TO THE BACK OF TIMS NECKĀ , Ā damp Ā strands Ā of Ā hair Ā sticking Ā to Ā his skin Ā as Ā his Ā pulse Ā thrums Ā loud Ā in Ā his Ā ears,Ā desireĀ coils Ā tight Ā in Ā his Ā chest, Ā raw and Ā starved. Ā Ā heĀ tugs Ā and Ā pulls, Ā desperate, Ā needy, Ā like Ā if Ā heĀ bringsĀ themĀ closeĀ enough,Ā jayĀ couldĀ makeĀ aĀ homeĀ outĀ ofĀ hisĀ body. Ā hisĀ palm Ā drags Ā along Ā jayās Ā scruff, rough Ā against Ā his Ā skin, Ā fingers Ā pressing Ā firm Ā on Ā either Ā side Ā of Ā his Ā jaw. TIM'S LUNGS BURN, Ā aching Ā from Ā the Ā lack Ā of Ā air. Ā his Ā body Ā betrays Ā him. hisĀ chest Ā TWITCHES, SPASMS, Ā DEMANDS AIR.Ā Ā heĀ rips Ā himself Ā away Ā with Ā a Ā sharp Ā inhale, Ā stumbling Ā back a Ā step, vision Ā swimming Ā with Ā heat. a Ā dazed Ā exhale Ā shudders Ā past Ā his Ā lips Ā as Ā his thumb Ā drags Ā absently Ā over Ā them, Ā swollen Ā and Ā tingling,Ā Ā
#yyyyyeah i know thats right. get into it#š¹ ā in character.#š¹ ā Ź³įµ: 2009-2014 verse.#š¹ šŖ š¢ššøš¢šŗš“ šøš¢šÆšµ šŗš°š¶ šøš©š¦šÆ šŖ'š® š§šŖšÆš¢šššŗ š§šŖšÆš¦. and rosswood2005.
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go on pinterest and search " [ character name ] core aesthetic " and create a moodboard using nine images.
ššš š šš šš²: stole from @.grote5querie ! ššš š š¢š§š : @rosswood2005 and whoever wants to steal from me ā„
#hard to find pics that werent just Of jay#cuz i wanted to do something diff from that tbh#š¹ ā aesthetic.#š¹ ā graphic.
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Ā» Ā āā Ā SABRINA CARPENTER ā EMAILS I CANāT SEND ā SENTENCE MEMES.
lyrics Ā pulled Ā fromĀ sabrinaĀ carpenterāsĀ albumĀ Ā āĀ emailsĀ iĀ canātĀ send.Ā āĀ pleaseĀ amendĀ pronounsĀ whereĀ necessary.Ā nsfwĀ contentĀ present.Ā
EMAILSĀ IĀ CANāTĀ SEND.
āĀ itāsĀ timesĀ likeĀ theseĀ iĀ wishĀ iĀ hadĀ aĀ timeĀ machine.Ā ā
āĀ wereĀ youĀ reallyĀ sleepingĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ wereĀ youĀ lyingĀ toĀ meĀ andĀ theĀ familyĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ noĀ usĀ inĀ usĀ whenĀ iāmĀ lackingĀ trust.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ discussĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ youĀ disgustĀ me.Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ makeĀ meĀ cussĀ youĀ out.Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ didĀ youĀ letĀ meĀ downĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ sayĀ sorryĀ now.Ā ā
āĀ thanksĀ toĀ you,Ā iĀ canātĀ loveĀ right.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ getĀ niceĀ guysĀ andĀ villainiseĀ them.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ readĀ theirĀ textsĀ likeĀ theyāreĀ havingĀ sexĀ rightĀ now.Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ scaredĀ iāllĀ findĀ outĀ thatĀ itāsĀ true.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ blameĀ youĀ forĀ everyĀ worstĀ iĀ assume.Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ thinkĀ iāllĀ findĀ forgivenessĀ asĀ fastĀ asĀ momĀ did.Ā ā
āĀ godĀ iĀ loveĀ you,Ā butĀ youāreĀ suchĀ aĀ dipshit.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ wereĀ allĀ iĀ lookedĀ upĀ to,Ā nowĀ iĀ canātĀ evenĀ lookĀ atĀ you.Ā ā
VICIOUS.
āĀ itĀ wasĀ dressedĀ upĀ inĀ heatedĀ emotion.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ triedĀ toĀ lookĀ forĀ theĀ bestĀ inĀ theĀ worst.Ā ā
āĀ fuckĀ me,Ā thatĀ causedĀ aĀ commotion.Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ luckyĀ iāmĀ aĀ privateĀ person.Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ quietlyĀ carriedĀ yourĀ burden.Ā ā
āĀ everyoneĀ thinksĀ youāreĀ anĀ angelĀ butĀ shit,Ā iĀ wouldĀ probablyĀ useĀ differentĀ wording.Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ soĀ vicious.Ā ā
āĀ loveĀ meĀ andĀ thenĀ pretendĀ youĀ didnāt.Ā ā
āĀ crushĀ myĀ heartĀ andĀ wreckĀ myĀ image.Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ youĀ gottaĀ beĀ soĀ viciousĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ youĀ justĀ runĀ toĀ whoeverĀ isĀ winning.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ saidĀ itĀ wasĀ meĀ andĀ youĀ forĀ lifeĀ andĀ nowĀ youāreĀ kindaĀ actingĀ likeĀ iĀ died.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ feelĀ remorse.Ā youĀ donātĀ feelĀ theĀ effects.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ thinkĀ youĀ hurtĀ meĀ ifĀ youĀ wishĀ meĀ theĀ best.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ shouldĀ haveĀ knownĀ allĀ alongĀ iĀ wasĀ onlyĀ theĀ nextĀ oneĀ toĀ takeĀ yourĀ loveĀ songsĀ asĀ aĀ promise.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ lovedĀ you,Ā butĀ iĀ wishĀ iĀ didnāt.Ā ā
READĀ YOURĀ MIND.
āĀ iĀ canātĀ readĀ yourĀ mind.Ā āĀ
āĀ youĀ sayĀ thatĀ youĀ needĀ toĀ beĀ alone,Ā butĀ nightĀ andĀ dayĀ youĀ wantĀ meĀ atĀ yourĀ beckĀ andĀ call.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ sayĀ youĀ knowĀ thatĀ youĀ mightĀ beĀ crossingĀ aĀ line..Ā ā
āĀ toĀ thinkĀ weĀ couldĀ everĀ beĀ casual.Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ notĀ myĀ friend.Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ theĀ fussĀ ?Ā ifĀ youĀ sayĀ youĀ wannaĀ beĀ mineĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ tellĀ me,Ā whatāsĀ goingĀ toĀ happenĀ whenĀ itāsĀ youĀ andĀ meĀ inĀ aĀ roomĀ butĀ youĀ knowĀ youĀ canātĀ haveĀ itĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ didĀ iĀ getĀ theĀ messageĀ inĀ theĀ wayĀ youĀ intendedĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ tellĀ meĀ thatĀ youĀ needĀ meĀ inĀ yourĀ life.Ā ā
BECAUSEĀ IĀ LIKEDĀ AĀ BOY.
āĀ youĀ showedĀ upĀ withĀ aĀ boombox.Ā ā
āĀ whoĀ knewĀ cuddlingĀ onĀ trampolinesĀ couldĀ beĀ soĀ recklessĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ weĀ bondedĀ overĀ blackĀ eyedĀ peasĀ andĀ complicatedĀ exes.Ā ā
āĀ itĀ wasĀ allĀ soĀ innocent.Ā ā
āĀ nowĀ iāmĀ aĀ homewrecker,Ā iāmĀ aĀ slut.Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ deathĀ threatsĀ fillingĀ upĀ semitrucks.Ā ā
āĀ tellĀ meĀ whoĀ iĀ am.Ā ā
āĀ guessĀ iĀ donātĀ haveĀ aĀ choice.Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ theĀ hotĀ topicĀ onĀ yourĀ tongue.Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ aĀ reboundĀ gettingĀ aroundĀ stealingĀ fromĀ theĀ young.Ā ā
āĀ everythingāsĀ derailing.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasĀ onlyĀ tryingĀ toĀ holdĀ youĀ close.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ saidĀ iāmĀ tooĀ lateĀ toĀ beĀ yourĀ firstĀ loveĀ butĀ iāllĀ alwaysĀ beĀ yourĀ favourite.Ā ā
āĀ andĀ allĀ ofĀ thisĀ forĀ whatĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ whenĀ everythingĀ wentĀ down,Ā weādĀ alreadyĀ brokenĀ upĀ !Ā ā
ALREADYĀ OVER.
āĀ weāveĀ beenĀ talkingĀ forĀ hoursĀ aboutĀ howĀ weĀ shouldnātĀ talkĀ forĀ hoursĀ onĀ end.Ā ā
āĀ weādĀ probablyĀ beĀ betterĀ offĀ asĀ friends.Ā ā
āĀ sameĀ timeĀ hereĀ nextĀ weekendĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ sayĀ weĀ wonātĀ doĀ thisĀ again.Ā ā
āĀ howĀ amĀ iĀ supposedĀ toĀ closeĀ theĀ doorĀ whenĀ iĀ stillĀ needĀ theĀ closure ?Ā ā
āĀ howĀ amĀ iĀ supposedĀ toĀ leaveĀ youĀ nowĀ ?Ā ā
āĀ selfishly,Ā iĀ donātĀ wantĀ toĀ giveĀ youĀ timeĀ toĀ beĀ onĀ someoneĀ elseāsĀ lips.Ā ā
āĀ afterĀ theĀ aftermath,Ā iĀ knowĀ youāllĀ beĀ comingĀ back.Ā ā
HOWĀ MANYĀ THINGS.
āĀ thereāsĀ noĀ hidingĀ fromĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ us.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ gotĀ waysĀ toĀ findĀ youĀ anywhere.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ considerĀ you,Ā iāmĀ notĀ tryingĀ to.Ā ā
āĀ itĀ doesnātĀ matterĀ whetherĀ orĀ notĀ iĀ wantĀ to,Ā iĀ canātĀ helpĀ it.Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ aĀ habit.Ā ā
āĀ yourĀ cornerĀ inĀ myĀ mindĀ isĀ wellĀ established.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wonderĀ howĀ manyĀ thingsĀ youĀ thinkĀ aboutĀ beforeĀ youĀ getĀ toĀ me.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ feelĀ myselfĀ fallingĀ furtherĀ downĀ yourĀ priorities.Ā ā
āĀ iĀ stillĀ makeĀ excusesĀ forĀ youĀ constantly.Ā ā
āĀ rememberĀ whenĀ youĀ leftĀ onceĀ ?Ā thatĀ neverĀ madeĀ tooĀ muchĀ senseĀ toĀ me.Ā ā
āĀ itĀ hurtĀ youĀ soĀ badĀ hurtingĀ me.Ā ā
āĀ youĀ reallyĀ cameĀ toĀ meĀ forĀ sympathy.Ā ā
āĀ amĀ iĀ notĀ evenĀ aĀ secondĀ thoughtĀ ?Ā ā
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āŖĀ Ā Ā š“š¼šŗš°šŖ į¶ įµŹ³ įµŹ°įµ šŗš¶š¼š³ . Ā Ā ( Ā a Ā collection Ā of Ā various unsorted lyric starters . Ā adjust Ā phrasing Ā as Ā necessary . Ā will be updated frequently . Ā )
iām not sticking around to watch you go down .
i hope that you donāt suffer ,Ā but take the pain .
the truth is , iāve never seen a mouth that i would kill to kiss .
we will be everything that weād ever need .
you only listen to your fucking friends .
you made a few mistakes .Ā itās alright ,Ā itās okay .
iām trying to get better , but i canāt do that when everything is about you .
i can name a couple ways this shit might go .
can you feel my heartbeat fuckinā kickin ?
you were my everything and all you did was make me fuckin sad .
itās kind of tripping me up , iāve got it bad for you .
iām on my own , i had some space to deal with it .
iāve got it too good to cry .
i donāt know where i am or where iāve been .
donāt treat me like some situation that needs to be handled .
finish up the bottle , then weāll go .
this room is so suffocating .
motherfucker , donāt play with me .
thereās no doubt in my mind that if you could ,Ā then you would try .
iām not the type to be out past dawn .
itās been a long time since i felt this good on my own .
i really wish that i could say it to your face .
i kinda like it when you talk to me the way you do .
iāve got something up my sleeve , i walk my talk .
i love you , but i know iāve gotta let you go .
itās getting hard to find a silver lining .
of course it hurt , of course it fucking hurt .
i know that youāre hiding something from me .
i donāt need to be loved by you .
trying to ignore it is fucking boring .
i tried to pretend ,Ā but it just doesnāt feel right .
i just canāt take it anymore .
iām not trying to change your mind .
living in the city isnāt where itās at .
donāt waste the time i donāt have ,Ā donāt try to make me feel bad .
i almost did it ⦠glad that i didnāt .
you better run , you better do what you can .
yeah , i donāt really wanna be here .
pretty things should be seen and not heard .
canāt you bother someone else ?
now iām sitting here wondering , when did this all start ?
iām terrified but i canāt resist .
is there someone else or not ?
iāve been around long enough now to know that good things never last .
iād rather be the girl that got away than be under your thumb .
it aināt so bad if i wanna make a few mistakes .
wish i could get some fuckinā sleep without wasting all my weed .
you scared me to death ,Ā but iām wasting my breath .
i feel like a kid again .
you were always taught to believe that everything you think is the truth .
nothing comes without a consequence or cost .
i donāt deserve someone loyal to me .
thought you were headed somewhere new .
touch me like tonight weāre gonna die .
can we go back to the world we had ?Ā
you should know right now that i never stay in one place .
iād suffers hell if youād tell me what youād do to me tonight .
the games you played were never fun .
you said youād stay , but then you ran .
if i canāt hold you like a lover , i wonāt hold you at all .
you and i have history ,Ā or donāt you remember ?
iāll be the one to deliver the news .
iām better than this ,Ā i know my worth .
thereās something tragic about you .
you donāt know what itās like , waiting up all night .
thank you for teaching me how i could live without you .
tell me what it is you wanna know .
youāre not a monster ,Ā youāre just human .
maybe i need better friends . or maybe i need a wake up call .
thereās so much to do , iāll never have the wherewithal to do it .
i know iād miss you ,Ā if i left right now .
i donāt like anyone better than you .
they told me once nothing grows when a house isnāt a home .
what makes you sure youāre all i need ?
i know you feel the way i do .
forever never really felt so right .
i overcommunicate and feel too much .
you say youāve changed and youāre sorry ,Ā but i donāt wanna know .
i know iāve got friends ,Ā i still get so lonely .
iāve been doing greater good for a long time .
iām no hero ,Ā but i can take a punch .
i thought it would all be great when i was older .
i used to be the one that was lying .
i canāt stand your condescending tone when you talk to me .
weāre still going cause weāre not quite dead .
i wanna scream ,Ā but whatās the use ?
i know whatās going on in your head .
you know ,Ā i never wanted to hurt you .
i donāt want to be a prisoner to who i used to be .
if we could stay this way forever , would it be enough ?
canāt you see that iām getting bored ?
i hope you donāt think that shitās fair .
i never knew you had such a dirty mind .
sometimes i donāt have a filter .
iām the worst mistake that god has ever made .
you know i love you , but iām still learning to love myself .
darling , youāre sick in the head .
am i someone you canāt live without ?
if you donāt come back , at least iāve got nothing to lose .
did you think that i should listen to you ?
the meds arenāt working for me anymore .
goodbye to my good side ,Ā it only ever got me hurt .
you know ,Ā youāve got a real smart mouth .
i know iām where i belong .Ā deep down inside ,Ā iāve known all along .
iāve been putting myself on the sideline .
i was worth something , and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food .
i know i took the path that you would never want for me .
my tongueās gotten real tired of me biting it .
youāre acting like your deadbeat dad .Ā youāre better than that .
i swear i changed my ways for the better .
i hate it when dudes try to chase me .
when youāre in love ,Ā you get so cruel .
sorry , but i guess iāve gotta let you down again .
just fucking leave me alone .
i walk through this world just trying to be nice .
i canāt be your savior ,Ā i donāt have the power .
will heaven step in ?Ā will it save us from our sin ?
follow my lead ,Ā take my hand .
you shouldāve made some plans with me ,Ā you knew that i was free .
there are things that weāll never say , but we know .
the only way you can know is to give it all you have .
iām not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain .
you get me through every dark night .
i know that iāve done some wrong ,Ā but iām trying to make it right .
now youāre over there ,Ā and iām way over here , what are we gonna do ?
think about what you believe in .
if i keep my eyes closed ,Ā he looks just like you .
i donāt wanna feel better .Ā no oneās ever gonna love me like that again .
there are things that you say ,Ā and you donāt say .
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew .
bless your soul ,Ā youāve got your head in the clouds .
what did you say ?Ā youāre breaking up on me .
if you adore me ,Ā Ā why do you ignore me ?
youāre not as brave as you were at the start .
it was a bad idea ,Ā calling you up .
i see it on your face ,Ā youāve had a bad day .
people are so fake ,Ā this world is a cruel place .
iād rather be hunter than the prey .
someoneās gonna hate ,Ā itās never gonna change .
you used to be so kind .
never gonna be easy ,Ā was it ?
every dayās another shot but all i do is fuck it up .
i can take the hate and all the pain .
it doesnāt matter whoās wrong or right .
tell your baby that iām your baby .
theyāll kick you and theyāll beat you ,Ā and theyāll tell you itās fair .
i wanted to pretend that this time was the end .
no one around me knows who i am or what iāve done .
i wouldāve gave it all for you .
i wonāt run ,Ā iām not afraid .
same way that they come ,Ā thatās the way they go .
somehow ,Ā i just want you more .
i never regretted the day that i called you mine .
i donāt want to get over you .
take it out on me .Ā i donāt mind if we fight if you make me bleed .
you look better in that dress than i do .
i know i let you down ,Ā didnāt i ?
itās a cruel ,Ā cruel world .
i know i donāt want to live without you .
iām always tired ,Ā i just canāt fight it .
iām too consumed with my own life .
you didnāt think itād be so much fun .
i wonāt let you go ,Ā so donāt let go of me .
darling , youāre so pretty it hurts .
howād i ever get so off my rocks ?
tell me where i went wrong .
whatās a king to a god ?Ā whatās a god to a non-believer ?
theyāre out to get you ,Ā better leave while you can .
i know iāll never know just what to say .
goddamn it ,Ā i was worth something .
we donāt need to be enemies .
shouldāve kept my ass in bed .
i tried to love you ,Ā but youāre not my type .
thereās something here that i just canāt explain .
baby ,Ā is that really what you want ?
iām not good at making friends .
i keep a close watch on this heart of mine .
iām obsessed ,Ā iāve never met someone like you .
canāt you see that youāre lost without me ?
when iām like this , youāre the one i trust .
i was born into this , wonāt hesitate to use my fists .
i always get my revenge .
the world thinks iām a mess .
thereās something wrong with me ,Ā cause all i wanna do is get high .
itās been a long time since i gave a shit .
sometimes i have these thoughts , they leave me all confused .
when i said take me home ,Ā that wasnāt what i meant .
oh my god ,Ā why are you sad again ?
you have to show them that youāre really not scared .
i donāt have many friends .Ā most of them are pretend .
i had my cake ,Ā and i ate it too .
iām too afraid about the things i might say .
shit wasnāt real ,Ā it was all in my head .
itās too late to apologize .
i know my disposition gets confusing .
youāve gotta be so cold to make it in this world .
satisfaction is a distant memory .
no one can ever know .
thereās you in everything i do .
i wish i could say that iām sorry ,Ā but iām over that now .
youāre playing with your life ,Ā this aināt no truth or dare .
fool me twice ,Ā and i know thatās all i need .
i hope if everyone leaves ,Ā you choose to stay .
i was afraid to leave you on your own .
where along the line did we stop seeing eye to eye ?
if they laugh ,Ā then fuck them all .
iām sick and tired of everyone in this place .
i miss the way you made me feel .
heāll never stay . they never do .
take a dose of something to forget .
arenāt we too young for this ?
iām not the type to admit iām wrong .
i shouldnāt think the things iām thinking .
i donāt wanna know where youāve been ,Ā or where you go .
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YUPPPPPP I KNOW THATS RIGHT, CARRD FINALLY DONEEEEE
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YUPPPPPP I KNOW THATS RIGHT, CARRD FINALLY DONEEEEE
#i might spruce it up at a later date and add more graphics but for now. its done and im satisfied OMFG#please peruse at ur leisure ā„#i expanded on my rules just a tad bit as well ^_^#š¹ ā out of character.
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girls when all thats standing between them and posting their carrd is formatting the bio properly...........
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ZOMG finally finished writing the whole bio.... had such a hard time at the end there but its finally done. gunna go over it tomorrow, do some formatting, and then its just verses info (of which i have 3 simple ones and 1 more detailed one) and then im DONEEEEEE
#thank u gawd. i cant wait to start writing actual ic stuff again SAVE ME#š¹ ā out of character.
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Itās because youāre always out in those damn woods
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The Ritual (2017) dir. David Bruckner
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eeeep! ok, im settling in for the evening, but im at a rly good place with my carrd info! i feel fairly confident that im gunna finish up with everything and have it posted by this time tomorrow! thank u all for being patient with me re: replies and starters ā„ very eager to have this all done so u may all really get to know jay!!
#im so excited im glad i rewrote it the way i ended up doing cuz i feel like its a lot easier to write than it was before#like tbh i couldve kept going with the groove i was in but... work in the morning... gotta settle in whether i like it or not lol#but im cheesed!#š¹ ā out of character.
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"dog as a symbol or metaphor is overrated and boring" WRONG.
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies (thank you hozier)
devoted as a dog
hunted down like a dog with rabies
how a dog loves
I can be a good dog. I can be good
like a good good dog
I want to be your dog
bad dog gets punished
loyal like a dog
a wounded dog will bite anything
I'm not a violent dog. I don't know why I bite
a dogās trust
chained up like a dog
I could go on and on. like Iām sorry you canāt see the beauty of using dog as a symbol/metaphor. sorry you can only see shallowness in the depth of rawness. anyway MORE DOG AS A SYMBOL AND MORE DOG AS A METAPHOR
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i am extremely well-adjusted and mentally healthy as long as nothing goes wrong ever at all even a little bit
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