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fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

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ugh

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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You are as far from me as memory

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I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.

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tumblr is for putting your stuff somewhere that's not secret but also not for anyone particular to see so it's true neutral in a really nice way

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FREE MY ETHNIC GIRLIES FROM RHINOPLASTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR NOSE BUMP IN FINE LEAVE IT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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immediately smiling when zen enters the room <3

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obizen quotes that change my brain chemistry

master is always gracious and awfully forgiving of my blunt ways 🤝

🤝 let's just say i'm so nervous i resorted to bringing you along

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It finally happened , no one touch me IT FINALLY HAPPENED!

He shared his feelings with both Zen and Shirayuki, I could cry 🥹

Look how happy he is!!!

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this panel is so so so important as a marker of Obi’s growth.

he starts by saying he wants to support Zen and Shirayuki. in his past he only ever focused on survival, but now he’s found people who make life genuinely worth living, and he wants to use his abilities to work towards a sustainable future with them.

he then adds on that he wants to do this for his own sake. Shirayuki and Zen both have impressed upon him that his desires and needs matter. he’s still working on accepting that at this point, but he can see how his wellbeing is important to them, and treats caring for himself as an extension of supporting Zen and Shirayuki.

finally he expresses his wish to stay, asks Shirayuki if that is also something she wants. up until now he has spoken on his previous inclination to flee once he feels like he’s being tied down to one place or people. however, now he feels lighter! this is because Zen and Shirayuki are allowing him this choice to stay, and supporting him through that decision. this is something he actually wants and isn’t doing so out of obligation or to get a paycheck. but he’s also keeping in mind what Shirayuki desires too; it’s only fair, and she and Zen have provided him the safety and space to explore his own autonomy without confinement or reproach. Zen has already shown that he wants for Obi to be with Shirayuki during her endeavor to make a place and name for herself in this career, and he even allowed room for Obi to choose this for himself.

seeing the way Shirayuki, Zen, and Obi support one another through their transitionary periods in life is so very heartwarming

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huh? huh. huh.

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Akagami no Shirayuki-hime by Sorata Akizuki

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Do not separate

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I've currently been rewatching Snow White with the Red Hair and OH MY GOD

THE PASSION

I have seen many romance series' in my day, but very few pairings come close to the insane amount of chemistry that Zen and Shirayuki have! I've been fangirling all day watching them lol!!! 8(>ᗜ<)8

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i didnt know you were allowed to do things for the sake of wanting to do things. i thought you were just supposed to keep that locked inside your ribcage and let it rot you inside out until youre limping around as the desiccated corpse of who you could have been