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seulgi :: bad boy photoshoot

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   “Can you take this spike?”

                                   “Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless night time sky?”

   “I’ll never let them hurt you, I promise.”

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@yonggukmi​

       —⌖|| "If there’s the potential of a new face in the game, they need to be stopped. I know a confrontation between the major gangs is inevitable at some point, but if someone new is clawing their way out of a ditch then we all run the risk of them taking advantage of the chaos and getting a foothold into any territory. While I’m none too thrilled at warning a supposed “enemy”, I’m also not a bastard that would just sit by and let something like this go just to see people I’m familiar with end up dead if it could be prevented. There’s a sense of respect and honor that most of the gangs don’t seem to recognize anymore that I think needs to be brought back.”

                  The entire situation was a mess, but with Kang at least he wasn’t getting the sense that she was covering for someone; they were both trained to hide their intentions, but…she was professional. It was easy to cover up their own involvement. It was harder to hide genuine concern.

                   “Think of me what you will, but I respect you, Kang-ssi. I wouldn’t have contacted you otherwise. These people, they managed to catch me while I was infiltrating their ranks. Tortured me for over a month. Left me to starve. Stupid enough to leave one guard outside the basement they’d chained me up in…one guard that is no longer breathing. Their people are organized, follow orders to the letter, but they are not fully trained for combat. And if they were? Then it was a shitty job. They react with anger, enthusiasm, but they’re clumsy in a fight. And they had no branding on them whatsoever. Whoever they are…we need to be ready for them. The higher-ups won’t see them as a threat until they’re kicking in the door, and by then it’ll be too late. For all I know, these people are already infiltrating the ranks of the known gangs to find weak spots. I’m only warning you because I’d rather not find out you were killed when I could have helped prevent it…”

                  “You have my respect. I couldn’t tell you the last time I had an exchange like this with someone outside of my regular associations, nor someone being willing to be so open with vital information like this. That’s honorable.  Especially with tensions high both within and between the gangs...” Eris pauses, carefully thinking over the information that he’s shared with her, and careful to decide on what she wants to say next — for a second she almost wants to give her full trust to this arrangement, but...respect and honor were one thing, but trust was another. Honesty, however, was something that she could give. Something she should give.

                “They sound sloppy, but...given what they have, and if they were so willing to draw out the torture of an enemy...they shouldn’t be underestimated. And this makes me wonder if a new face is even more likely of an option? I feel as though any of the major gangs wouldn’t have taken so long, or trusted starvation to finish you off. Some of the actions on their end sound like absolute rookie mistakes, if you ask me. And, thinking about it...now would be a good window of opportunity for them to try and infiltrate the ranks of the bigger names. I’ve heard whispers down the grapevine of gossip pointing to some gangs being more locked down, but some looking more so for recruits to strengthen their ranks and influence. It’d be risky with tensions, stupid even, but they could easily make it work in their favor if they played their cards right and kept low and obedient to the higher-ups of whatever gang they could weasel their way into. ” 

                   With another pause, Eris moves to take out a small slip of paper and a pen, carefully writing out a number before she gently slides the paper over to his side of the table.

                “This is the current way to directly get in touch with me. It sounds like you’ve gone through quite the trouble so far, so, I would like to offer further help outside of this meeting. After all, this sounds to be a potential common threat, so it hopefully wouldn’t kill me to add onto the information you already have..”

【 —⌖|| ᴮᵉʰᶦⁿᵈ ᴱⁿᵉᵐʸ ᴸᶦⁿᵉˢ】

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she’s not willing to let you live

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Anonymously ask me, "Would you..."

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invented mirrors, selfies, and mirror selfies

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hello friends! so it’s been about a month since my last update, and I just wanted to do some catching up, as well as just to say hi and that I am very much still here!

So the last time I had updated, I had just finished my summer courses, well...as of August 21st I’ve started the fall semester and while I only go two days per week, I’m still going as a full time student and I am feeling it, Mr. Krabs. 

My Tuesday/Thursdays start before sunrise and essentially last all day, and I’m still adjusting to that. These past couple weeks have been busy socially as well, but things should be calming down after this week SO I’m going to try my best to get some replies around next week! I just wanted to let you guys know that I am still here and still interested in keeping things going.

And with that being said, please know that you all are more than welcome to add me on any additional media/messaging. I enjoy short rp via messaging, so if anyone is interested in doing any of that, please feel free to hit me up for that! I have kkt/discord/twitter/LINE (although line I don’t have downloaded on mobile, but I can easily fix that, if needed) just let me know ;u;

I hope you all are doing well and things are going okay for everyone! And I hope you all have a lovely week ahead.

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“Would it be weird if I kissed you right now?”

@mixhyoyeon (this was from a very past sentence starter but I couldn’t resist an excuse for the cute girls, plus I missed them)

“If you’re okay with kissing my bare, sweaty face, then I’m okay with it.” there’s a small chuckle that escapes her lips, the hint of a smile curling up at the corner of her lips as her hands fidget with the towel draped around her neck and over her shoulders for a moment, before she moves to rest her hands on Hyoyeon’s waist, pulling her in just a little closer. A past Seulgi would have been likely to try and slide herself out of the situation, embarrassed or uncomfortable with the sweat stained tank top she wore and the mess of her appearance in general — but this was Hyoyeon, after all, one person who had seen her in so many different conditions; injured, sick, sore and aching with a shorter temper than usual, the list went on — and she had still accepted her all the same. Seulgi would give her all the kisses she wanted, no matter how worn out and worked out — no matter what.   

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cookie jar 🌼💛

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hello, friends! So, I was planning on making an update post tonight, and I suppose now would be a good time to do so, which I will include all of that below the read more! Since it’s been a while and I plan to include tracking lists for all of my muses, be warned it’s probably gonna be wordy.

Alrighty, to begin my little update I wanted to report that, as of this past Sunday, I’m 100% done with summer courses, so that means I have about 2 weeks free before the next semester — which means I’ll be doing my best to get up to date on everything. Sadly I’m going to be a bit busy this weekend because I’m going camping ??? I guess ??? If so, that’ll only be for Friday night, however. (pls wish this city kid good luck) The rest of the weekend is sort of up in the air, since my birthday is this upcoming Monday (but as of right now I don’t have any plans, so catch my little gremlin self napping probably), but either way, I do plan on getting to replies as I can! Please let me know if I’ve missed anything, or if there’s any concerns over particular threads. I’m also definitely up for plotting, I can most easily be reached via discord ( captaincho #4872 ) and twitter ( baddestdracula ) since I have those on mobile.

I think that’s about it, so now here’s for the tracking lists:

SEULGI;

behind enemy lines w/ @yonggukmi 

starlight, moonlight w/ @mixhyoyeon

free of me w/ @jisukjinxmi

hard times w/ @wonwoomi

20 dollar nose bleed w/ @mingyuxmi

tea texts w/ @mixdoyoung

suspicions w/ @michaeeun (i’ll probably reply in a new post)

two steps behind w/ @sejeongxmi

HIMCHAN;

we all burn in the dark & sleepless w/ @yonggukmi

high society & a reply to this w/ @jinxmi

+ quite a few inbox memes

GEUNSUK; 

untitled & any buyer’s remorse? w/ @sirenxmi

untitled & an official introduction w/ @yonggukmi

field of innocence w/ @jihyoxmi

spotlight w/ @mixdoyoung

a reply to this w/ @jinxmi

+ inbox memes

+ might do a birthday solo ???

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seulgi’s ‘power up’ teaser photos

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Which of your loyalties is stronger; that to Black Lotus, or that to your friends of other affiliations? Would you sacrifice a friend for Black Lotus or vice versa?

“Ultimately…my loyalty to Black Lotus is what has to take priority in business. I might be higher in the ranks, but they could crush me in an instant if they found reason to, or simply if they would be pleased to do so. I’ve earned my place from sweat, tears, and blood, and that’s not something I want to jeopardize so easily. But…between you and I, depending on the friend, I would absolutely try to pull whatever strings I could to keep them from harm, and, if it came down to it…I would sacrifice myself for them. I can only hope that those lines crossing is something I won’t have to face anytime too soon.”

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@jinxmi​

“I never believed you to be anyone’s sweetheart,” he says, “only I’m confused as to why you wouldn’t expect me to think low of you.” Of course, Jin doesn’t have the same amount of loathing for Eris that comes for some of the other Black Lotus members. He knows that she is a killer and that she has put in a lot of work to protect the organisation he hates so much, and that is enough reason for him to keep away from her. But she never exhibited the same cruelty that others did in Lotus, at least not to him. Sure, Kwon and his underlings were awful, but many others were cruel simply on the basis that he ranked under them, and Eris was never that level of petty. She never caused him any harm. Except right now, he feels anxiety rip through his body. She’s going to turn him into Kwon and his cronies and if he ends up back in their hands—well. He doesn’t think he’d be lucky enough to be killed. Not immediately, at the very least. 

It’s the stuff of nightmares threatening to become reality, but he has no guarantee that even if he gives her what she wants she wont through him to the dogs. He can’t help the way his eyes flicker around the room, seeking out the familiar face.  “A surprise visit? Very well. A lot can happen in a little time. Maybe I would like to catch up with them too.” Only if it means putting a bullet through Kwon’s forehead. Now that is a meeting he would enjoy. “Of course I wouldn’t expect you to give up here. But I do believe this task could be made a lot more difficult for you.” He shrugs, pulling out his phone, tapping the screen with a manicured fingernail. “Wouldn’t it be a shame if your target was tipped off that a certain organisation wanted his head? His security detail is already impressive, and if he increased it further…I’d imagine you would have quite a difficult time.” 

The name is in his contacts. Seokjin loathes the man, but right now he’s clutching at straws, desperately needing something to create a barrier between himself and Black Lotus. “Alternatively, you could walk away now. I wouldn’t have any old catch-up, and you won’t have any unforeseen tip-offs. It might be the better option.” Seokjin doesn’t beg for anyone (not anymore) but this is as close as he gets. “I’ve never underestimated you,” he adds quietly, “that doesn’t mean you aren’t overestimating yourself.” 

“I never expected you to think highly of me. Especially not now.” The excitement and anticipation of having him in a position that would be helpful to her was tapering off into something more...bitter. She wasn’t one to throw a fit when she didn’t get something she wanted, but she wasn’t willing to lower herself to achieve that, either. Eris thought that perhaps, her lack of hostility in the past might have been in favor for her here, but she realizes now that that is not the case — not when she’s so terribly dedicated to an entity that he wants no part of. One that she was threatening to hand him over to herself, an attempt to corner him seeming to slowly backfire.

She could only hope that she could talk her way into something more suitable, preferably for her case, but one that won’t necessarily be an empty promise for him, either.

“It would be quite the shame. Might turn into a suicide mission, even.” The words fall from her lips without missing a beat, she isn’t trying to pull guilt into this (especially not when she knows it would be of no use coming from someone that was, by definition, an enemy), but she didn’t want to play it off as if she would have no trouble at all. She wanted to recognize that he did, in fact, have a bit of an upper-hand now in the situation, something against her. She could admire that, but she wasn’t going to bow to it.

“It’s good to know he has a high security system that could be increased, if threatened. But isn’t there the possibility that it could make you look suspicious? You’d have to come up with something reasonable as to how you found the information...and even then, you’re not the only face of interest within his associates I found in my research.” Eris mimics the shrug he had made moments ago, slipping her phone out to hold in her hand. She wanted to counter and question him, try to convince him to reconsider. “Associates probably more susceptible to bribes or fear...ones that might believe any twisted tales they hear. But if we’re being honest, I really don’t want your name to be mixed with the Lotus name again. I don’t want you to be involved.”

Her phone is put away, eyes raising to meet his. The fire of determination in her gaze is nothing but a quiet simmering flame. Even as much as she enjoyed the adrenaline of creating chaos in her wake, she didn’t want war. Not now.

“And while your suggestion might sound like a better option, if I do walk away, there’s no promise of either of us not going back on our word. You could still tip him off, and I could still tip off the Lotus. But you don’t exist in their world anymore, and it could stay that way. It would be considered a violation for me to retain knowledge like this, should any issues come up...but, what if I don’t know, either? I found your name easily, but I can get rid of it just as easily, if not easier. And...as a club ace bartender, I might also be able to give you current whereabouts of your old friends. I personally can’t give you any secrets, but there might be some certain loose tongues around, too. Ones that I’m sure you wouldn’t have trouble charming something useful out of.”

Maybe she was offering too much, maybe she was beginning to sound desperate...but she wanted this to work. She needed this to work — especially with the risk of her hit being put out into the open.

“And...if I was truly overestimating myself, there would be blood by now and everything would be compromised. But, if you still want us to part ways, then I will. We may leave with uncertainty, but personally, all my efforts are towards Jang Wooshin. He will die, regardless, even if that means someone else has to take all the prior information I have and finish the job in the end.”

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“I came as soon as you called. How are you feeling?”

Sentence Starters — expired

@wonwoomi

“Like absolute shit, if I’m being honest. Fantastic, to be dishonest.” She’s exhausted, but she still manages to keep up her usual act, a small smirk placed on her lips. She can’t remember the last time she’s slept — it hasn’t been too long, surely, but it’s become a concern with more consecutive, lengthier shifts than usual,  and the aching that’s crept into her muscles…and the nagging feeling that something is out for her. She regrets having walked to work, knowing full well she would have been on her own to walk back home in the early morning hours of a dark, unpredictable city, vulnerable and her defenses weakened…and she regrets having called Wonwoo at such a late hour, feeling guilty for possibly taking away from his rest. Yet…she still found comfort in the fact that he did show up, and so quickly at that. 

“I just need a minute to wrap up and clock out, and I’ll be ready to go. I’m sorry for asking you to come out so late, but…I’m glad you’re here. I feel much better having your scary face around.” 

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seulgi -ˏˋ bad boy ˎˊ- era for  @0506th

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