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Turbo charged BPD

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Reminder

Credit to artist @_alyadadumb_ on Instagram. Sorry about not including it earlier.

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sorry, i tried not existing but it didn't work so now, you have to put up with me. it sucks, doesn't it?

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when I'm trying so hard to put kindness into the world and be there for others but no one is there to put me back together whenever I inevitably fall appart makes me lose the will to be a part of this world

at this point i dont know what im doing here because i’ve been screaming nonstop for like a year now and no one in my life, least of all any of you, seem to be concerned about my increasingly suicidal behavior no matter where i go or what i do or say

It’s all “just reach out to people!” i’ve done that. and everyone still ignores me. you want to ‘help’ suicidal people until we’re actively begging you for help and suddenly it’s all “i’m sure someone will help you, not me though!” you do not care as much as you think you do. youre going to get people killed. and then youll say it’s such a tragedy and move on because it doesnt impact you personally.

this world is doomed. you’ll reblog (or retweet, or post, it’s all the same) about situations in the name of “raising awareness” and sit there doing fucking nothing about it because you think someone else will do it instead. bystander effect at its fucking finest

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at this point i dont know what im doing here because i’ve been screaming nonstop for like a year now and no one in my life, least of all any of you, seem to be concerned about my increasingly suicidal behavior no matter where i go or what i do or say

It’s all “just reach out to people!” i’ve done that. and everyone still ignores me. you want to ‘help’ suicidal people until we’re actively begging you for help and suddenly it’s all “i’m sure someone will help you, not me though!” you do not care as much as you think you do. youre going to get people killed. and then youll say it’s such a tragedy and move on because it doesnt impact you personally.

this world is doomed. you’ll reblog (or retweet, or post, it’s all the same) about situations in the name of “raising awareness” and sit there doing fucking nothing about it because you think someone else will do it instead. bystander effect at its fucking finest

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what's the cheat code for turning my bpd off, i need to know like rn

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The feminine urge to not be like your mother

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mmmm space donut

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Tommy Devoid

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Reblog if this would work on you

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Sis, I shaved them yesterday

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btw the biggest lie you will ever be told about being trans is that transitioning will make you ugly. that could not be further from the truth: i never got compliments on my appearance ever, but after i transitioned, began dressing like myself, wore my hair the way i wanted to, and especially started T, i have gotten more compliments than i ever have before in my life. people can tell when you look like yourself, like who you're meant to be. it's beautiful, attractive, and sexy. transition will not make you "ugly". it will make you yourself, and that's inherently beautiful

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tech twitter : if u aren't a billionaire by 30 u are not gonna make it, if u aren't working for FAANG by 20 u aren't a real programmer, if u don't know everything that goes on in the computer don't even follow me

tech tumblr : oh u don't understand the "hello world" code? DM me I will personally guide u. yes here are some resources. im not a genius bcs I knew everything when I was 6...... everyone starts somewhere don't worry. 🥰

in conclusion I was shocked when I came here

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