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A Scorpion's Diary
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esghscorpion-blog · 7 years ago
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Save you
''Sometimes i wish i could save you, and there are so many things that i want you to know.''
I hope someday really has someone says to me...
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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#wildlifephotograohy #unilife
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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日志
心欲动而身不动 只能憋在心里受
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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#wildlifephotography #unilife
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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University Life
No expectation, No disappointed No hope, No fail But no try, never know
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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Diary 030317
I know how precious is the life, i know how suffer is the life, but until now dont know how happy is the life... Try so hard to continue, but no outcome until now... Body already not under control, is the way still long...?
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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Death Note 1
Feeling dying always. Head hurt cant stop. No cure for head. Heart empty no fill. No cure for heart... But my body, although so weak and keep sick, at least havent stop function.
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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Friday mood
Should i ignore what a scorpio's person feel? Always feel sad and bad when someone u know well ignore u... I just stand in front but why u guys didnt notice me b4 the others lol... WHAT A WEIRD AND HATED FEELING!
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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A diary after a week of new semester
After a long break, i thought i really found the new way of life or something i need, but really nope, until now cannot find something that i favourite or aim to get. This style of life really boring. I am getting hard to find the happiness. I am getting out, but somehow not really free as i think. Hope this semester will get something interested, not a lover but a friend who really know me..
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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My Coming Out's Story 2
After studying Form 6, i always felt stress and hated to school until i met a girl who changed the whole life of me. The girl was a junior who same age with my sister. I met her on stairs, she passed by me when i was talking with a friend, the moment is so wonderful, i suddenly shocked and smelt a fragrance, which let me still remember until now. That day changed me thoroughly. I was really fell in love and this idea scared me. Then i searched online and found out this called GAYS or LESBIAN more accurate. I did not shocked too much but felt awesome because i found the real me, which i kept secretly inside. Although that girl got boyfriend, i still cannot ignored my feeling to her. But i just kept an eyes on her, without harass her, until i graduated. After that, i started to admire girls and enjoy watching beauty. I ever told my dad, he had no way out, then accepted the truth, but hoped i can still single until he passed away. I promised not to find one, but if someone find me, then i will go with her. I also thought that if really have a guy who does not matter this, still willing to marry me without having sex, then i will marry to him. Until now, i still single, and no courage to open it to the other, but i do not matter the others because this is the real me, i proud of myself, proud of my identity, if someone cannot accept, then please keep away from me...
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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My coming out story 1
Firstly, i always thought i am straight. I once liked a boy, i thought. I quite cared for that boy, and always played with him and other friends. After that, my friend who also interested in him, tried to ask who he liked. After knowing the true one he liked, i lost my interest in him. After a long time then, i heard that he met a road accident and passed away. I was not so sad as the others, just calmly felt that he should not so rush during driving. So i thought i was not so fancied him, just felt interesting because he was one of my friends who can so near to me… I knew i always interested girls but that time i thought i was just curious about them.
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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I am always changing myself, to be a better person, but sometimes I feel so lost...
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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Plan always changes.
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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Sometimes I am lazy, until lazy to breathe. But I am always lazy~
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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We are not always the one who dominate the world, sometimes we have to put our feet into others shoes to feel how they feel, and sometimes have to do our best for what we could, at least not regret for what we did. Although no one know about the real me, I will always try to be who I am, at least I feel more happy with the real soul. #ChineseNewYear2017 #NothappyNotsad
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esghscorpion-blog · 8 years ago
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