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before you tell me that I'm "stuck in the past", look at yourself and understand how you lack uniqueness.

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hi everyone again!^^ to be honest, today was a very lazy and confusing day0_o I sat at my desk for five lessons (is quite a bit for me), wildly tired and dissatisfied with my appearance… the only thing that somehow cheered me up was talking with my best friend;-)

when I came home, I already had a new phone case on my table. father promised to pick it up from the post office yesterday. the case turned out to be very good:-P now I’m lying down, I still haven’t done my homework, but I’ve written a lot of drafts for Tumblr^-^

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I feel that in this academic year something in my life and perception of the world has changed. I stopped worrying a lot about my studies, I began to take care of my body, appearance and mental health, by the way, too. I think it was heavily influenced by two people, one of whom is still present in my life. I am glad that now I can stop suffering every time I go to school. I am glad that I have changed and I am ready to change further.

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my set for a good day is:

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Hi everyone!^^

my name is valerie, I’m from Russia . you can call me by my nickname - esoteric icon.

I am a creative person, and besides creating something new, I like to immerse myself in different times and subcultures.

I love the 2016 aesthetic and emocore. I have a lot of posts on my account about it.

in addition, every day I talk about my school days and small pleasant events, and also share my thoughts and experiences.

follow my page, maybe you will take something interesting from me ;-)

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it was not just a place for me, although now it no longer matters, because I did not meet there with the person in whom I put all of myself.

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hi everyone !^^ the weekend is only one day away, and today I got up a little later than usual, because I'm in a rather lazy mood.

In the morning I had a light breakfast, applied patches and a nourishing mask to my face. I was listening to the music. listening to certain music in the morning has become my regular habit. it makes me feel more alive and relieves bad mood. it is music that makes me realize that there are many more pleasant things in the world than those that I focus on. I usually put on makeup, do my hair, make the bed or clean the table to the music. I really really need this to get my brain in order.

the school day began with an introductory history test and, to my surprise, went by pretty quickly!!! after school, we walked with my classmate, with whom we have a rather complicated relationship. she seemed pretty nice to me today^^

also, my best friend gave me a cute kitten sticker that you can see in the first picture:-3 Now I'm thinking where I could stick it 0_o

now I have to start doing my homework again… I think I will try to devote more time to tumblr, and there will be many informative posts on my page;-)

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I took these cute 2016 style photos yesterday and I love them so much! I especially liked the makeup in this style and today I plan to repeat it

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HELLO EVERYONE AGAIN!^^

I noticed that during my absence I got several subscribers, and I am very happy about it! now I intend to tell about what happened to me all this time.

on the night from saturday to sunday I had a very strong fit and a panic attack. I was shaking, it was hard for me to breathe, I felt sick. I remind you that I still cannot understand why this is happening, so I did not know at all what to do. I went to the toilet, drank a lot of water and ventilated the room, but I didn't feel better. my mother gave me a sedative, and soon I was able to sleep, but in the morning I still did not feel very well.

to cheer me up, my mom took me to Burger King where we ate ice cream. later we bought me some new cosmetics and stationery for school.

the first day of school went very well. I put on beautiful makeup and met my besties ;-)

P. S. after what happened at night, I decided to seriously take care of my health. I bought vitamins and my mom made me a doctor's appointment^^

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so, I'm sharing the picture I made for my friend's new track! it shows me, but for anonymity with a hidden face. my friend's VKontakte musical group:

https://vk.com/club222346411

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today I was going for a walk and I thought that I look a bit like this dog from the second picture ;-D

I thought I would never drink a latte again in my life, which I wrote about earlier, but I decided to forget how bad I felt a few days ago and bought myself a latte and ice cream.. I have no idea what will happen to me next, but my body may not like it (0_o) my heart is already beating faster and I don't like it!!!

today I found out that my friend writes experimental music. I listened to his first track and was amazed at how many unusual sounds I heard! it's really so mesmerizing. just know that his pseudonym is “weøx” (you can find his group of the same name on vkontakte) and he is definitely talented in many ways. he is actively mastering photoshop and is also a photographer. I don't know a more unique person in my environment than him!

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right now the only thing i want is to smell my mom's coffee for as long as possible and not think that i will never be able to drink a latte again in my life:-(

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this is what i got o_0

надеюсь никто не будет против эстафет от меня

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О��новите Pinterest и покажите первое фото: ♡ котика

♡творчества

♡парочки

♡неба

передаю @milkisssssss @mauvaise-consequence @meowhopaw @merkkury @monoairis @anibiky @annygree @pathetic-boss @kavelisard @wind-and-flame @innerwordss @uannoym @book-phoenix

и всем желающим

Это моё

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оmg, I recently saw a photo of this cute girl on pinterest and I can't stop admiring her!(////) she has a cute appearance and beautiful hair, which she styled very neatly^^ I also liked her sweater and I would really like to know where I can order the same one.

I would like to buy iphone 3gs order to take photos in the same quality! it won't cost me much and I'll take a lot of photos with a nostalgic vibe ;-)

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today was such a busy day. I had no idea that the most ordinary things can take so much energy 0_о and this applies to most of the communication with people. I want to devote the next two days to replenishing my energy. besides, I have to prepare for the new school week, and it seems very tiring to me;-( but I'm glad that tomorrow will be a great day to buy a lot of new cosmetics to make a cute pink makeup. it matches the color of my nails ^^