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caspicns:

“ someone has to. ” caspian looks at the table beneath his fingertips now, traces the curves of the grain as estelle speaks. the prospect of augustus toying with their lives was not one that hadn’t passed through the male’s mind before, but then again, part of him assumed the ex circle member to have a backbone weaker then a twig. head is shaken, snort given in response. “ voicenotes ? that’s not too bad of an idea actually. then i can really portray how much i loath when the rest of them decide to ignore my directions. ” eyes follow the waitress who swings by with two steaming cinnamon rolls in hand, the clatter of the dishes hitting the table causing him to sit up straight once more. “ you are always the one with the clear head huh. makes you a threat. ” caspian teases as he pulls his plate toward him, grabbing a fork to begin tearing the treat apart. “ you aren’t coming for my spot are you ? ”

"so what? you're calling me stupid? is that it caspian?" she unwrapped her fork from the decorated napkin and jabbed it in his direction before placing it back down and grabbing herself a roll. her eyes followed the steam rising from the cinnamon buns, unsure of why that amused her so much. she pulled herself out of her smokey daze as he spoke up again, "loath.." she mimicked before taking a careful bite of the fresh treat. "i think it's even sexier when you can ignore those voice notes," she halfheartedly teased before taking a sip of her latte, her lips carefully curving up in a grin. "yeah, how'd you know? i have ten folders with steps of how to take down caspian, the evil overload with an oddly nice smile for someone who can take you down in seconds." she answers swiftly with her drink being pushed aside to take another careful bite. 

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the news of marisol's body being discovered did more for estelle than she managed, she was afraid to say the least. she was never really afraid of everything she's been shoving behind a heavy wall in her mind. the suddeny discovery brought out the possibility of being caught, being stripped of everything she'd been working on. she didn't want to admit she was afraid, let alone regretful so she kept up a front. but that front was easily shedded with the comfort of her ex girlfriend, she didn't hide much of herself around her. she stepped into headquarters and set down her bag immediately "hey." she answered back bluntly as she moved over to the drinks to pour her a glass. she walked her glass over to nicola, instead of taking the seat beside her she moved nicola's arms from her lap and took a seat there instead. "i didn't go." she said, taking a sip. "want some, nic?" she offered, “how was class for you?”

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the day had gotten off to a bad start. news of the discovery of marisol’s body plagued campus. it was like everywhere nicola turned, she heard hushed whispers about the “tragedy”. truth be told, it put a damper on her mood. luckily for nicola, she had made plans with estelle—or, essie as she preferred to be called. essie was one of the few people nicola felt she could rely on. the two of them clicked instantly, and with essie’s help, nicola was able to improve her magic. she especially cherished their talks, whether they be serious or not. nicola figured maybe things would be awkward between the two of them after their failed dating attempt, but she reminded herself that they were friends first. nicola waited for estelle in the comfort of head quarters. even outside of practicing magic, she enjoyed spending her time there. it separated her from the outside world, which was a necessary escape at times. the brunette made herself comfortable on the floor, leaning her back against the base of the couch. she was browsing through her instagram when she heard footsteps approaching. she gazed up from her phone, a grin glossing over her lips. “ hey ! ” she chirped, patting the spot next to her for essie to take. “ how was class today ? ” she asked, genuine interest dripping from her words.

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💌 TXT ↬ my baby.

ahin: ugh, we are such boobless icons, love the fact that it fits on u

ahin: but i want it back tho :///

estelle: who are u calling boobless? idk bout u but i grew 3 cups over night? god

estelle: dont call me out on my non existent tiddies

estelle: but it's so cute come on, im wearing a blouse and it looks so cute underneath

estelle: pay me 70 dollars for it :)

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ephemervls:

     “well, it’s no fun if i just let you have whatever you want whenever you want it ! that’s what the other people in your life are for,” charles laughed. “don’t try and put that puppy face on –– it’s not going to work ! i have such a tough exterior now, pouting isn’t helping your case,” he was joking of course. he smiled widely as essie came sort of close to complimenting him, “so, what you’re telling me now is that i have to start going after the girls now or something ? should i rejoin tinder ? will i get more matches now ?” he facetiously flexed his arm. “i have got to keep the group lighthearted you know ? throw a whoopee cushion underneath someone’s seat or something every once in a while. it’s good for morale,” he raised his eyebrows. “oh –– i’m so ready. i remember that one time we threw those glass stone sort of things and this guy thought it was hail ? i think that just shows the intelligence level of some of the other people at this school.”

"no, as my friend you should give in, you little punk." she teased, reaching over to pinch his side with a quick smile in the wake of her action. her nose crinkled up at his rejection towards her pout and just like that, he expression turned sour as things didn't end up landing in her favor. "i see your true colors, c. i see it." she reached up to wipe a tea that had never formed, "duped by own." her eyes narrowed up at him, "right after i said i don't want anyone taking you away from me, you're going to go ahead and chase after girls? first of all, ouch if you want to get rid of me, just say so?" she nudged him with her arm, "if you take off your shirt and flex like a fuckboy, with your pants hanging a little down then yeah, you'll get some thirst matches." she jabbed a finger in his direction, "but whoever you do find one day, she's gonna have to go through me. i gotta make sure she isn't crazy or something." she pushed his arm down, followed by an eyeroll at his next comment, he was always an amusing boy. she burst out laughing at the memory, "oh my god, he was so confused. do you remember how he stood there asking about it and everyone thought he was on something."

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azvcena:

“should i have though?” she asked with a tilt of her head, a smile playing on her lips. zuci watched the girl approach. “hm yeah,” azucena’s hand landed on essie’s knee as casually as possible, “i guess you could say that.”

"i don't know, zuci. you tell me. do you wanna sit here being bored this entire time?" her gaze shifted to her; her eyes mapped out the features of her expression down to the base of her neck before pulling herself back up. her eyes, once again, shifted downwards as her hand moved to her leg. essie's expression was shy away from being amused, "oh?" she teased, a smile teasing at her pink lips.

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task 001

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💌 TXT ↬ ???

ahin: please answer me something

ahin: have you found a lace rose bra somewhere among your things?

ahin: ☺️

estelle: maybe

estelle: maybe i decided it was cute enough to wear and have it on me :/

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caspicns:

there’s an amused flicker across caspian’s otherwise neutral features when estelle burns her tongue on her drink, head given a shake as he leans into his hand. “ blow on it next time. ” he doesn’t flinch at the gentle touch, well accustomed to the small gestures by now, choosing to simply cock a brow. “ i would put it down to many things essie. mostly the - ” he lowers his voice. “ the police snooping around. campus security is becoming more difficult, i mean yeah i can just knock them the fuck out, but it’s a waste. i can’t move meeting times.. ” he begins to ramble about trivial things, and it’s evident by the onslaught of words that he’s much more stressed then he’s letting on. not that he’d let anyone besides estelle and a few others know. “ any thoughts ? ” 

"oh thank you, caspian. your guidance.. truly reminds me why i need you around." she clicked her teeth, followed by a quick eye-roll. she took off the lid and blew into the liquid in hopes of it cooling down before taking another careful sip and nodding as she felt it being enough to endure. "need me more men like you to tell me to blow on things." she looked up from her cup as his tone shifted and lowered, "is it really a waste," her attention returned back on her latte, taking another quick blow at it. "i have a hunch it's gus messing with us." she reassured, although not believing it herself. she lowered her voice and leaned forward, "look i know you're scared, there's nothing to worry about." she lied through her teeth, hoping her expression hid her uncertainty. " in the meantime you can use imessage," essie made light of the situation, wanting her best friend to ease up before her as she played with the situation. "i know you know how we can't resist your sexy voice. so use voicenotes. i'm sure kat can get with it." she teased.

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ephemervls:

     “i guess you’ll just have to wait for the next time then. maybe wait a couple business days so i can re-establish my purity, you know ?” he laughed. he was always on the younger side of the spectrum for the group, but he had hoped that it hadn’t taken too much away from his experience. “let me just defend myself and say that i have an excuse for working out. it’s mandatory by the team !” although for him just looking good was enough motivation. he felt like he needed to match his height with an actual fit physique. as he was dragged in his eyes widened slightly at the joke and he laughed, “poor ? well, i wouldn’t pay for a lap dance. i would say i splurged on an online joke shop recently, but i don’t need anyone else giving me crap about that. it’s all about investment and i promise it was worth it !” he fell back on her bed, “sounds enticing. good thing winter hasn’t come quite yet and all these people are so –– unsuspecting.”

"you're so selfish, making me wait? i offer you so much and you can't even give me this?" her head tilt to one side, bottom lip jutting out in a pout, "oh right, it's for the team." enunciating the last word, she burst out in a fit of laughter, "you do look good, i guess. be careful, how am i going to handle having you taken away from me the minute someone decides to come up to you one day and you're cute or whatever." estelle always enjoyed charles' company more than she wanted to admit, he was different - his intentions were right, she liked that energy around her; not that it'd ever come out in admittance. "online what.." she leaned forward, invading his space with her eyes narrowing up at him, "you're an odd one, mr. krabs." she teased before pulling herself away. "here i was going to give you a lap dance to entertain you," she picked at the cut away holes in her jeans and raised a brow; with the tension around the return of marisol, this would be a good distraction. "huh, so are you down? my favorite thing is throwing things down and seeing if anyone realizes there's idiots up on the roof."

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azvcena:

“well,” she said, closing the book and sliding it onto the table nearest to her, zuci wasn’t in the mood for art in the 16th century. “because the book is boring,” she complained, a pout on her face as she watched the girl from her seat. “let’s do something more fun.” 

"should have picked a better book then." essie answered, lacking any sort of expression in her voice. she raised her gaze once more, from the book to zuci, a small smile forming at her lips as she rose from her chair and moved over to zuci. estelle hardly had any shame left in. she moved to sit on the girl, swinging her legs over to the side and leaning against the arms rest, "am i more intesting zu?"

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estelle wasn’t doing much, sitting across the girl who was only a piece in her game; often writing off her kindness to continuously play and toy with any feelings she shot her way but the tables have switched, she has noticed. she seemed immersed, or so she did until her eyes raised and met essie’s brown pair, “how do you have a whole book in your hand and you’re bored?” essie leaned back against her seat, her legs crossing before her as she leaned against her hand. 

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zuci sat with her legs propped up over the arm of her plush chair. it was old but comfortable, the worn green fabric matching the general atmosphere of the room. she yawned and passed another page of her book, it was a cool september afternoon, cool for her at least, compared to the abrasive heat of her hometown. her fingers traced the deckled pages lazily, but her eyes were everything but, focusing on the girl across from her. “i’m bored,” her voice was slightly whiny, drawing out her vowels while she let the book fall to her lap. 

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her eyes followed her friend as he maneuvered through the shop to grab their orders. quietly she stuffed a few strands behind her ear, being with caspian was a constant reminder of what she couldn’t exactly rid of mentally and apparently not physically either. as he returned, thankfully as well, she was pulled from her thoughts and welcomed him with a soft smile, “a fresh batch, just for me? casp, i think we’re moving too fast.” she took her drink from him and took a quick sip, not realizing that it was piping hot. “fuck..” a quiet exclaim as she stuck out her tongue to air it off, “ip burmt ma thongue” she complained, tongue out with sad eyes shifting to him, “help.” with the loss of her taste buds in that moment, her tongue returned to her mouth quickly. she reached forward to brush some of his hair from his forehead, an action reserved for him, “hm, is it because of something or.. someone.” she spoke, her gaze fixed on him, “or maybe you can’t handle us anymore and you’ve snapped.” she teased t0 lighten the mood.

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hand grips a coffee in one palm - ( black, two spoonfuls of sugar ), and a steaming latte in the other. eyes read exhaustion, coffee jitters pulsing through his veins as he slides the drink onto the table where the two had sat down. the witches brew was comfortably quiet, the scent of coffee beans and pumpkin candles wafting throughout the small shop. though he’d never confess aloud, the business was one of his favorites, always bringing the taste of fall no matter the time of the year. “ here you go, one latte. i also ordered two cinnamon rolls but they had to make a new batch. ” kindness is given in the details, and while caspian may be on most peoples shit list, there were few who got the side of him that was more easy going. 

arm rests under his chin, face swiped against the back of his hand. “ i haven’t been sleeping for fuck all lately. ”

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ephemervls:

     “hey –– it just takes one moment to corrupt an innocent little lamb like me. doesn’t matter who the person is,” he let off a sly smile. he brought his hand to his chest in mock offense and hurt, “you’re telling me that just my physical touch isn’t enough ? i go to the gym and my high fives still aren’t good enough for you ?” he dropped his bag on the floor, “i have 25 cents, is that enough to get me something good ? something entertaining ?” a cheeky grin spread across his face. he peered back into her room, “all that space for one person ? gosh, what am i doing wrong ?” he listened to her intently before allowing the heat to rise to his face, “i –– guess it’s always a concern. but i feel like maybe we’ve learned from our mistakes ? we’re more careful now. anyway, you’re telling me you’re not in the mood to do anything ?” he groaned, “i’m willing to do anything. seriously, i just want some company.”

“one moment? only one? you know that gives me such a range, i can do better than talking about boys jerking off, i would wanna corrupt your mind the worst way possible. take you to some bdsm dungeon or something.” she teased, mainly joking. “i get physical touch from you enough when you’re breathing near me, do i really need a high five?” she spun in place, turning to him with her brow arched, “you go to the gym? i haven’t noticed, you sure you’re working out?” again, another tease before taking a seat down on her bed. “twenty five cents, are you poor all of a sudden?” she shook her head before noticing his shift and laughed it off, “life goes on i get it.” she dismissed, “ugh, charlie..” she stood up against and took him by the shoulder and sat him down on her bed, “i can give you a lap dance right now, there’s your company.” she teased, pretending that she was moving forward to straddle him but shook it off with a small smile and sat on his side. “let’s go up on the campus roof and start messing with anyone that passes by.” 

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ephemervls:

     he felt like he could hear her groan and wondered if for a minute she was just going to force him to wait in the hallway. not that he minded, it was interesting to see how different other dorms were set up. he stepped a little to the side as she came into the hallway and his wide eyes were accompanied by a fake gasp, “wow ! my innocent ears ? tainted like this ? i think i need some holy water.” he let out an airy laugh. “paid,” he repeated as he looked at her hand. he stood for a moment before giving her a hefty high five, “paid with my affections, you mean right ? my high fives are legendary i hear, so you’re welcome.” he arched an eyebrow, “you’re not even going to invite me in ? or is the roomie too sensitive ?”

“you’re worried about me tainting your innocent ears, me? out of the rest of the group? and i’m the one who’s gonna do that?” her tone oozed sarcasm as she shook her head, “i see what you see in me now?” a small innocent protruded before she dropped it and returned her gaze to her hand. she stared, mouth ajar as she was expecting something a little more...green.  “c...” she started, lips pressing together in a thin line, “what the fuck was that? i want money, money! and i know you have some!” she reached around him to pat his pockets for something. she stopped for a second and gazed up from behind him, “roomie? i got my own room this year.” she grabbed his hand this time and gave it a forceful high five, “see that deserves a high five.” she pushed him forward and through the cracked open door, “i feel like at one point, i’m going to run out of things to entertain you with. it’s not like i can take you and go set fire to things. what if someone dies.” she says with a smile.

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the start of the semester was the same as always, grab minimal details from her professors and come back to watch whatever was in her lineup in her queue. today’s choice happened to be an episode of the office, a show she’s seen one too many times; though, the raven haired girl could never bore herself with. the knock on her door was enough to emit a groan from her lips, wondering who it could be -- she hauled herself up from her bed to welcome the disturber, “most people when they’re bored go jerk off, c.” she teased, stepping out into the hallway. she tapped her lower lip, “you know my services to cure your boredom doesn’t come for free anymore, you’re a grown man now. i want to be paid.” holding out her hand, she expected him to slap down something on her palm.

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     fresh from a lifting session, charles could feel the adrenaline still pumping through his veins. to say that he was pumped for the upcoming season would sound cheesy, but it was true. he found himself with nothing to do ( except for just a couple pieces of work that he was supposed to finish over the summer with the deadline rapidly approach, not that he cares. he gets it done somehow ), charles found himself wandering towards essie’s dorm. he knocked rhythmically three times before he whined, “it’s me –– please help cure this serious bout of boredom. you’re way more interesting than i am. ”

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hewwo ? idk what to say other than uh this is essie ! shes ight. 

estelle 'essie' kim 23 loves sunsets and the color orange, a hoe for it wants to be a PR director, cant be incontrol of her own life but why not someone elses xx pay ur way into life !

anyways im gna bulletpoint this girls life bc if ur like me . i take forever to read long paragraphs !

estelle hates it when ppl call her estelle, u have to be like super close to her to use her full name otherwise you'll end up flipped inside out !

she grew up in new orleans ! secsi ass city w secsi ass people, god she loved the rich culture and how pretty the city of new orleans can be until her parents got a divorce and she decided to live w her mother instead !and her mom decided to marry some rich ass ceo , her new mom is secsi and rich sos he dont mind living in uglie ass maryland ! i mean its nothing like new orleans but u kno its whatever OIGMKDH

she has no vendetta against her parents divorcing but it definitely slowly began to close her off from her sister and her dad, most of her teen years and childhood were left with her hanging around her house alone, it was definitely a change from going to a loud city to somewhere quiet and that affected her persoanlity a lot you can say? but not drastically. it's definitely where she got her need to have quiet time a lot, it's something she's adapted too

one day she was messing around with some pals and that was one day she'd wanted to forget, where her friends and her messing about and ended up burning her neighbors mansion down and her friends ran , fckn fakes but she stood bc she felt so bad but she couldn't move and then when the fed came to ask what happened she only blamed it on the grill, she never spoke about it again and also cut them off for ditching her ,

theres a reacurrence w  her supressing what happens to her, the divorce, the fire, bc she just doesn't wanna dwell on the things that went wrong in her life or she'd be in a miserable ass mood for the rest of her life, honestly she's here to have a good time . live fast DIE YOUNG BAD GIRLS DO IT well !

okay onto her personality !

this binch is kinda fickly, like shes two sides of a coin. she can be someone who's really different at night compared to who she is during the day, she loves doing things that give her a rush of excitement, like this bitch lives for doing shady dumb shit like honestly who wants to be 50 and realize they didn't do anything w their lives. not her!

GOD she loves sunsets, she thinks they're os sexi and it's the softest thing about her like she needs to see every sunset there ever is bc no matter how many she's seen every one is a new one , brings new excitement and brings her hope of another day i think its definitely one of those moments where you see a side of her where she isn't trying to be blunt or snarky, but more of someone of her old self before she began to shut parts of herself off and create this facade of something out of a dream she molded herself u kno ? what a fake

UGHUIFJGKDMH she hates . hates comfort like pls if u cry around her she'll only buy off ur sadness but like she'll try her best not to be that person that just writes it off, she may suck at it but she shows her love and comfort in the smallest ways

her magic comes from a distant relative like think mmuggle borns from harry potter, they werent born with magic from a magical parent but someone in her family line ! but thts some history on how she got her magic

as for marisol, i believe essie never really thought about her as much as she should have, so it wouldn't have mattered for her that she died and power is secsi, who doesn't like it ? u kno, so she didn't give much thought after it happened it was another memory to supress and move on from ! but shes never had any of her past problems come to haunt her before so now that mari is rising up again it's giving her anxiety over the fact she cannot hide it as much as she tries to !

im sure theres more but i . am too lazy to get into it rn ill add to the post soon !

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