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i've just started the last season of the dragon prince and i can't watch it because i'm so sad that i'm going to finish it soon

this show is so good i'm almost as obsessed as i was with shera back in the day

but i heard that it is actually possible that it will get new seasons and i hope so because i don't think i will survive

especially that it is one of the shows that actually i think gets better with each seasons, and those are RARE

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you wouldn't last a day in the asylum where they raised me

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Hot take (but not really hot, more like lukewarm, and also not really a take), but the Angel-Cordelia-Doyle dynamic was so fucking good. Like c’mon, a centuries old vampire playing detective who also has to babysit his two constantly-in-danger coworkers, a kickass former cheerleader with a crossbow and a sarcastic half-demon seer who’s definitely not heterosexual? Astounding. They all have the emotional intelligence of the blueberry scone, but someone how they love and appreciate each other. It’s some good, underrated stuff.

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i don't wanna be on my phone but i need my phone to figure out where i'm going on a walk and i need my phone to get to my audiobook and i need my phone to call my brother and i need my phone to get in touch with my friends which is fine but i don't want to be on my phone.

so i walk and that's fine and i'm using the phone in an okay-way in that moment. but sometimes i am using the phone like it is a weapon and that's stupid because no it's not. ive seen a weapon those are different this is a phone. but it's also in my hands until 2 AM and i haven't slept. at 4AM. i don't even mean to do it half the time i'm opening the phone to check the weather or to check my email which are things-that-are-okay but then i am in my phone for hours somehow, and i missed the dawn while i was on instagram. i don't even like instagram.

i don't want to be on my phone im not good at it so i try to put distance there but then i'm distancing myself from my friends. we meet up in person but my pictures are on my phone and the menu is on the phone (mon dieu) and so is venmo. so i need the phone to be with my friends and that's fine because it can record concerts and fun activities and i can take pictures of them smiling with pumpkins.

but i don't want to be on the phone because i go to look at the pictures of the pumpkins and i hate how i look in it but it's fine. and somewhere between the pumpkins and 3AM i have lost so much time. i don't even know what i'm doing on it only that i don't enjoy it any longer. it is this long blank void. forever and ever. restless like how mushrooms feel restless beside a dead body.

i don't want to be on my phone so i pick up the phone and i type into google things to do in my area and i save them to my phone and i'll need my phone to get to the tickets and i'll need my phone to book the appointment and i'll need it, i'll need it

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they said speak now

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are you really normal if you have an unhealthy obsession with like two fandoms, one about crows who commit crimes, the other about dead gay wizards?

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it’s poetic how sabran ix, who fears the dark, fell in love with ead, the fire mage

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the priory of the orange tree and a day of fallen night are so perfect bc you have povs of many strong, amazing, interesting and complex women and then you have that one pov of some pathetic little guy who is miserable 24/7 😭

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check on the gay people around you when reputation (taylor’s version) comes out.

i personally will be losing my shit and buying all the merch possible😮‍💨

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I have this skill where I hear one note of a Taylor Swift song somewhere in public and my spine straightens and my head tilts up like I am the goddamn winter soldier being activated but instead of going on a murder spree I just say to my friends "Taylor Swift is playing" and they think I'm insane

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rikki and zane from h2o just add water are variants of james and lily potter i said what i said