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No one is perfect but always make sure you are better than bad

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You are too good for someone who isn’t sure about you at all

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They damaged your total point of view and you still want them in your life …😞

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"I don't want to think about it now," one of my closest friends once told me. "I'll think about what I can do once I'm already in that situation," she even added.

Before we got into this conversation, I was ranting about my life. And why are things not happening the way I want them to? As if the universe is against what I want. These past few months have quite stressed me out, and I don't have anyone to tell these things to. Because, honestly, I never wanted to bother anyone. I am just a typical person who keeps things to herself. Especially if it's too personal for me to share.

Earlier, while I was traveling to work, this conversation struck me once again. And I just remembered that I also said that before to someone I know. I used to think that way. I used to tell other people the same phrase every time they asked me what I would do if I were in a certain situation. And you see, I used to not overthink too much. Yes, I am an overthinker, but not to the point that I am experiencing now. I just thought that my overthinking got the best of me. I'm on the verge of quitting everything that I'm passionate about. In short, I was so close to giving up and stopping everything that makes my heart feel alive. I haven't felt so genuine in a while, as if everything I wrote was nothing but mere words that have no meaning at all. Something I don't really feel like writing about. I stopped having a long conversation with anyone. I stopped listening to what they really had to say. And just think, think, and think until it's time for me to go to sleep.

But then I remembered who I was before. I remembered that girl who doesn't easily give up on things just because she's stressed out. I remembered that girl who loved to lift people up with her words. I remembered someone who would not let anyone stop her from achieving what she wanted. I remembered who I was. I remembered myself saying, "Let's see what I will do if I'm in that situation." Even if I am not sure what I can exactly do when that moment comes, even if I'm not sure if I'm still alive to witness that, I remembered how hopeful I was. And I remembered how much faith I have that things will always work out. And even if they don't, it just means that it wasn't meant for me at all.

I just want to tell you that sometimes you have to remind yourself of the old you—the you who have lived and survived in the past—just to get you where you are right now. And remember that if you don't like where you are right now, you still have a chance to do something that might change where you're going. It might be a tough road to walk on. But the most important thing is that you've done something. You've never abandoned yourself and just given up on what you really want to do.

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FROM HIM

TO

ME

In the story of my life, you are the most beautiful chapter. Wishing the love of my life a New Year filled with happiness, adventures, and the continued growth of our love.

As we welcome another year, my heart overflows with gratitude for the love you’ve showered upon me. May the New Year bring you all the happiness and warmth you deserve.

To the one who makes every day brighter, Happy New Year! May our love continue to blossom, and may the coming year be a canvas painted with the colors of our shared dreams.

In your arms, I’ve found my sanctuary. Wishing the woman of my dreams a New Year filled with love, laughter, and the enchanting moments that make life beautiful.

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I am my number one like 🥰🙈

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Hi 2024 🫠🫠

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Mentally exhausted 😴

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What a shame

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Funny how people think I’m so not broken inside 😂😫😂😣😂😓😂😞

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A lot of times my heart tells me something 😭 then my brain tells me another thing ☹️ I can’t really choose which to obey ☹️😣😔😔 it’s getting really bad .

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Never make a promises you can’t keep ☹️

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Never break a promise regardless of what you are going through 😒😒

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At the end of the day make sure you love a man who is kind hearted not just to you but as a person because the day love disseminate it’s his personality that will be left 😌

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