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hey jij

daar gaat ie dan.

mijn leven. waar begin ik?

ik heb ook veel te veel in m'n hoofd.

ik weet nog wel toen ik mezelf,

"een poëet met volledig zwarte kleding"

noemde.

dat ben ik nog steeds overigens.

alleen ben ik nu eerder

"de schrijfster, verscholen achter de capuchon van haar hoodie. vluchtend naar een alternatieve realiteit met het jointje in haar hand en liefde. zo. veel. liefde." (met nog steeds een zwarte hoodie, zwarte nagellak en een zwarte aansteker!)

denk ik. zoiets in ieder geval. ik kom er vast ooit nog wel op terug.

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via weheartit

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The sunset last night was so peaceful and comforting, as much as I’m looking forward to autumn (as you can tell from small Halloween decor making its way onto my desk) and settling into my final year, I will miss these summer evenings

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• 06/07/20 •

My desk is a mess.

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“Stop acting so small. You are the universe in ecstatic motion.”

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“From my weakness, I drew strength that never left me.” - Jorge Luis Borges, Ficciones

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Ｌｉｌｏ ＆ Ｓｔｉｔｃｈ

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“They think they know us and what we’ve gone through. All the late night talks and random conversations. They think they know us, but they don’t. They don’t know you’re hatred for peanut butter, your hate for your middle name around christmas. All of the promises you made me. The secret glances and the “I love you” texts. The way you’d look at me like I was the best thing to ever happen to you. They don’t know the way your lips felt on mine with promises of forever. No, they don’t know us, and they never will. They’ll never know us and they’ll never know you like I do. How your eyes are the prettiest shade of blue. The way your hugs feel after a long day. How your tough guy act always makes me laugh, cause you’re such a sweetheart around me. Your hatred for crying around others in fear they are seeing you as weak. The way your smile always lights up a room, even when it was fake. They don’t know your drunk thoughts and how they turn into sober words. How you once told me you were going to marry me one day”. That I was perfect for you and you couldn’t wait for forever. Even when you told me you “you’re gonna have my kids”. They’ll never know you. Not like I do.

-what i should have said

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someone said ‘the version of me you created in your mind is not my responsibility’ and wow

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i was looking up 80’s slang for reasons and

i am so using this

and you should too

let’s bring it back

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