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Ellen — To the Bone, (2017).

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My Motivation To ⭐️rve

◇ To look good in crop tops and shorts

◇ To look cute in baggy clothes, not weird

◇ To feel pure and empty

◇ To be the skinniest sibling

◇ To be light and delicate

◇ To make people concerned

◇ To look effortlessly pretty

◇ To make people stare

◇ To say say my weight aloud without being embarrassed

◇ To feel confident in my body

◇ To make people jealous

◇ To have a flat stomach and defined collarbones

◇ To look pretty without makeup

◇ To have a slim face

◇ To not despise my relection

◇ To feel comfortable in tight clothing

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i feel so ashamed to have an ED but still be fat.

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you never hated summer, you just hated your body

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I reached the number once—three autumns ago. Thought it would save me. Instead, I still felt like too much. Now i’m heavier, haunted by a weight that never felt like enough, and a girl I never became.

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some mealspo!!!!🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

(all mine💋)

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ed Tv shows and movie recommendations

yt:

- starving secretes

- what’s eating you?

- it’s your fault i’m fat

- super sized vs super skinny

- red band society

- secret eaters

movies:

- starving in suburbia

- sharing the secret

- to the bone

- my skinny sister

- when friendship kills

- feed

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you’re not hungry. you’re bored. you keep opening the fridge hoping something new will appear but nothing. you deserve nothing.

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a princess wouldn't eat like a pig, you shouldn't either 💞

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Y’all h0es ain’t ready for the outfits I’ll wear once I get skinny

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why couldn't I have just grown up sk!nny. i've always been seen as the f@t girl.

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"but i'm so hvngry"

no you're not, youre just f4t and need to drink more water.

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do it for the stares

do it for the coldness

do it for the hungry feeling

do it for the likes

do it to look sk!nn1 in baggy clothes

do it to feel l!ghter

do it for the compliments

do it for the concerned glances

do it so they care

do it for you.

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never hungry just bored

never hungry just stressed

never hungry just tired

never hungry just sad

never hungry just thirsty

never hungry just bored

never hungry just tired

never hungry just stressed

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