euthanarexia

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this is where i’m at mentally. someone i really admired killed themselves and every time i close my eyes i see her face and i can’t stop thinking about her family and her husband finding her and trying to revive her and i hope she didn’t suffer i hope she didn’t suffer i hope she didn’t suffer i hope she didn’t suffer

i’m in so much pain

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my sister had a first date with a new person the other day at a bistro so she asked my mother to drop her off at the metro station at 6pm. later in the evening my mother texted her to ask when she needed to be picked up and my sister just replied with a picture of her petting a cat my mother had never seen before. she didn’t text back until the next morning to be picked up. i wish i had that kind of carefree attitude in life - going back home and spending the night on the first date? i watch too much true crime to do that (and also nobody’s romantically interested in me anyway)

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lonely to the point of tears. wish i could dissociate this feeling away.

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i love the storytelling in the Kirby games because of the ever-present implication that something extremely significant is going on in the background of Kirby’s peaceful life on Popstar 

like, in the Kirby universe there’s this massive war between technology and magic and gigantic space demons with cat faces and you don’t get to learn anything significant about it. 

you are looking at these events of cosmic significance through Kirby’s eyes, and all Kirby knows is that these are are assholes that caused his sandwich to fall on the kitchen floor this morning and they need to pay for that crime 

like, imagine you’re some kind of cosmic warlord demon bent on dominating the universe, but somehow you blowing up a planet caused a sandwich to fall off a plate and that enraged the wrong extremely strong pink baby.

kirby doesn’t know or care who you are or what you’ve accomplished. you indirectly fucked with his lunch and now he’s coming to kill you. 

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wanted to write a short smutty story but i’m stuck at where in the world it happens and instead of making up a place or just mentioning vaguely that it’s in sweden, now i’m stuck doing research on swedish national parks and forests. i hate my brain.

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sent a selfie to the guy i’m talking to and he hasn’t replied since. i’m trying to just chill and not make up scenarios - he’s probably just busy. but my body dysmorphia is telling me i’m so incredibly ugly he decided to ghost me and i should lose 15 pounds this summer and save all my money for plastic surgery so this won’t happen again

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i miss p0rn Tumblr. how am i going to advertise my alt monsterfucking content when i finally find a safe and secure way for payment without using OF and stuff like that? i can use my b.sky, sure, just need to up my number. and maybe Fet, but people over there think sex work is the devil half of the time. i’m not going back to twitter for sure. can’t use FB obviously. so…yeah.

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the l0licon supporter is also a transphobic piece of shit, how surprising /s

Throwaway because I care about the community and I'm just going to get banned for speaking up Tom, DefilerWyrm, admin of the Aeor is for Lovers server, is unapologetically transphobic and unsafe to be around. He constantly feels the need to tell everyone on the server how much he hates transmascs who haven't elected to get bottom surgery. And if you speak up about it or say anything, he'll attack you personally. And the mods don't do shit about it. They just try to placate everyone after and let him throw his little tantrums. One time he attacked someone cause they mentioned Frumpkin getting chunkier as Caleb healed because it was animal abuse. And he constantly says nasty things about art about how it's not his preference but its nice or whatever. But he always phrases it in a way that's super gross. Like I'm not going to post screenshots because it's against the server rules but every single day there's some new thing. Recently the Aeor is for Lovers rec list posted recs and one of them said 'Representation of a trans man who’s had the full package done instead of just existing as a cunt to get fucked by a cis man'." which is absolutely disgusting and we all know exactly who posted it. The fact that that got through to be posted at all is really gross but it happened right after he made a nasty comment about the same thing in the server. It's really obvious. Please keep yourselves safe, especially if you're transmasc or nonbinary or have a vagina since he seems to especially hate anyone that falls under those categories.

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i'm curious, what's everyone's Default Outfit? like what would you be always drawn wearing in a cartoon? mine is concert tee + mid length skirt

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reblog this and in the tags, write the band that comes to mind first when you think back to being 13 years old

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Also, also, also, no offence but why does it curve so much to the left??

tbf Astarion doesn’t have any room to talk. According to the wandering bard’s shop, he somehow managed to bite the side of his dick. Plus, half their sizes for him got Astarion sending people to the hospital. Plus, plus, his dick be room temperature.

Either way, Drow seems like he would approve of (un)dead and bitten elf cock that has a decent chance at splitting him in half.

........✨Excuse me?✨

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blushing and giggling and kicking my feet why do i hate being short when all i get is adorably funny compliments!!

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gotta lose 5-6 pounds in the next month so i can get back on track

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“you know there’s no coming back or do-over from kys, right?”

yeah no shit sherlock that’s the point, if i wanted a little pause i would take a fucking nap

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i’m so fucking lonely i want to die

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pro tip of the day: one of the clearest signs of someone who is a useless loser is the usage and enjoyment of GenAI. so if you see someone who’s gushing about AI slop, you know you’ve found someone who has no value and you don’t have to waste your time with them. hope that helps!