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...shit. I forgot that Tumblr was even a thing. Oh well.

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how it feels to be online these days

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Get a job, you lazy bitch.

I don't know when the last time you crawled out of your mother's basement was, but you can't get or keep a job with constant pain, a broken body, and a funky brain. Disability, Riley -- you ever heard of it?

Also, this reeks of someone who isn't on long-term medication and has no idea how much it costs. You're aware there are people who are employed full-time who are crowdsourcing their med costs, right? We're in a fucking cost of living crisis, in case it's escaped your notice.

tl;dr - eat my entire ass, you utter troglodyte.

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Hiding in Plain Sight [1/2]

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silly little whiteboard doodle but its too good not to post

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📸: Valerie Phillips

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I'm not entirely sure why this made me burst into tears, but here we are. I fucking love this band with all my heart and then some.

...and I wanna be in love with the man I used to be...

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Can you draw a seal dragon? I saw some pics of leopard seals and couldn't help but think they looked "dragon-y". Idk.

#134 - 海豹 (hǎibào / leopard seal) - Feared by penguins everywhere 🐧😱🦭

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And what about it

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Today's Seals Are: Dickheads

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nothing as efficient as defeat

always carry a notebook with you wherever you go, he said, and don't drink too much, drinking dulls the sensibilities, attend readings, note breath pauses, and when you read always understate underplay, the crowd is smarter than you might think, and when you write something don't send it out right away, put it in a drawer for two weeks, then take it out and look at it, and revise, revise, REVISE again and again, tighten lines like bolts holding the span of a 5 mile bridge, and keep a notebook by your bed, you will get thoughts during the night and these thoughts will vanish and be wasted unless you notate them. and don't drink, any fool can drink, we are men of letters.

for a guy who couldn't write at all he was about like the rest of them: he could sure talk about it.

-- Charles Bukowski

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Oh no there's a germ in my kitchen

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thinking about anastasia trusova paintings again