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out of time.              ( places chin delicately on hands and grins ) someone punch me in the mouth. i miss this blog so much but i kind of want to start over?? ?? ? fresh start with some threads --- save a couple, though. there are some ideas i just can’t let go of.

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                                                          meme.

                             He’s frustrated, tired, and every bone in his body seems to burn with each rise and fall of his chest, muscles aching, groaning, atop smoldering embers that seem to ignite with a renewed vigor with each movement, the BLAZE shuddering down his spine, setting fire to his limbs as he ambled towards the living room. 

The idea of rest, relaxation against plush fabric put him at temporary ease, especially as it came into sight. But there was another, perched at the end, sitting quietly and contentedly as eyes scanned the television before her. He pays little mind to the news echoing through the speakers as he splays out on the soft cushions, body shifting to lay his head in the brunette’s lap, utilizing her legs as a pillow without so much as a questioning glance. He assumes she won’t mind, welcoming the Captain into her personal space with a gentle smile. So there he lays, eyes FINALLY falling shut, lids faltering under such a hefty weight the stress has bore down on him, and a sigh escaped through a pained expression.. 

                                             “Thank you,” he mutters, eyes cracking open for merely a moment to peer up at her, lips unable to curl into a warm smile ( one that shows what gratitude he feels that she lets him in, gives him the peace that he so needs to let his guard down. )

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nonsexual acts of intimacy - select from the following for my muse to respond to:

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

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“be the bigger person” i cant i am only 5’3”

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“I’m just a kid from Brooklyn.”

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“My childhood spat back out the monster that you see”

                                                           meme.

                                           His head lulls along to her words, understanding what those words mean – they resonate through him, echoing, rebounding, pinging off particular memories. He remembers Bucky, BOY WONDER, falling from that plane, a childhood ruined as he’s thrust into the life of a soldier, under the thumb of a protective father; he remembers the Winter Soldier, refusing to recognize who he was, resigning himself to the monstrosity that HYDRA has constructed. He sees that same resignation in her and there is a piece of him that shatters, loathing that look of desperation, self-hatred and pity, mingling with a deep, aching sadness. The Captain reaches out, without thought, to clasp a large hand on her shoulder and to give it a gentle squeeze.

                                                         “You’re more than that                                              I have seen hell and all it’s monsters, but you’re –                                                         you’re not one of them.”

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“No, I think it looked a little better on me”

                                                            meme.

                  It’s a jacket he once owned – not the same size, of course, but the same EXACT style and colour – back in the forties when a good gust of wind could knock him over and the rain seemed to hurt when it heaved from the sky, pelting against thin skin. He remembers stuffing drawings in the pockets, wrapped around pencils, pens, whatever writing utensil nimble fingers could get ahold of, and it draws a smile from his lips. 

                                                      “Finally filling it out, Rogers. Fits better than before,” he offers himself a compliment – an act he’s not used to, but one that’s been assured will help him to assimilate into this new life. 

                                                  FAKE IT til’ you MAKE IT.

                             Thicker, fortified fingers smooth over tan fabric as he stands in the mirror, admiring the outerwear until a familiar voice chimes from behind. Light brows knit together in confusion, mentally attempting to place the voice, eyes scanning the reflection in confusion – am I hearing things again? But, the owner is hidden by Steve’s bulky form until he turns to face the other, jaw practically hitting the floor upon his realization.

                                       “You’re k i d d i n g me.”

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out of time.                ( stares blankly into camera lens and slowly slides official decree across the table to be hung at a figurative front door for all to see upon entrance ) reblog karma is now a thing on this blog, luv fish mun.

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Fall Out Boy sentence meme

→ Save Rock and Roll ft American Beauty/American Psycho, Centuries, Kids Aren’t Alright and Immortals edition

“Put on your war paint”

“You are a brick tied to me that’s dragging me down”

“I’ll burn you to the ground”

“We can take the world back”

“Doesn’t it feel like our time is running out?”

“No, I think it looked a little better on me”

“You broke our spirit”

“The war is won”

“Can’t be sure when they’ve hit their mark”

“I’m just dreaming of tearing you apart”

“I’m in the details with the devil”

“The world can never get me on my level”

“I’m a young lover’s rage”

“I’ve got the scars from tomorrow”

“You’re the antidote to everything except for me”

“My childhood spat back out the monster that you see”

“I don’t know where you’re going but do you got room for one more troubled soul?”

“I don’t know where I’m going but I don’t think I’m coming home”

“I’ll check in tomorrow if I don’t wake up dead”

“Let’s be alone together”

“We could stay young forever”

“You cut me off”

“It’s not my fault, I’m a maniac”

“Do you wanna feel beautiful?”

“My heart is like a stallion”

“This is the road to ruin”

“I’m here to collect your hearts”

“I don’t believe a word you say but I can’t stop listening”

“My old friends become exes again”

“Where did the party go?”

“I know I expect too much”

“You know I only wanted fun then you got me all fucked up on love”

“You and me are the difference between real love and the love on TV”

“My old aches become new again”

“So let’s fade away together one dream at a time”

“See how dirty I can get them”

“Anything you say can and will be held against you, so only say my name”

“It will be held against you”

“I’d trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday”

“I know I’m bad news”

“I saved it all for you”

“I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way”

“Letting people down is my thing”

“This town ain’t big enough for two of us”

“I don’t have the right name”

“I have twice the heart”

“I’m here to give you all my love”

“Did you get dressed up?”

“I can’t stop it when there’s chemicals keeping us together”

“How the mighty fall”

“How the mighty fall in love”

“Your crooked love is just a pyramid scheme”

“I’m dizzy on dreams”

“If you ask me two’s a whole lot lonelier than one”

“We should have left our love in the gutter where we found it”

“You think your only crime is that you got caught”

“It’s getting clear”

“You’re never coming clean”

“I’ll lock you up inside and swallow the key”

“I know you said not to call unless I’m dying”

“I just hope that when you see me I’m not see-through”

“I’m either fuckin’ or workin”

“I’m a dick, girl/boy/baby, addicted to you”

“I know I’m the one you want to forget”

“Cue all the love to leave my heart”

“It’s time for me to fall apart”

“Now you’re gone but I’ll be okay”

“Maybe I’ll burn a little brighter tonight”

“I miss missing you now and then”

“Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger”

“The person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger”

“We’re fading fast”

“Give me your filth”

“Make it rough”

“Let me let me trash your love”

“I am the best you’ll never have”

“I wanna see your animal side”

“I need your broken promises”

“I want the guts and glory”

“Don’t take love off the table yet”

“We are alive”

“Oh there you go; undress to impress”

“You can wear the crown but you’re no princess”

“Let’s get you wasted and alone”

“We’re gonna die”

“It’s just a matter of time”

“I’m either gone in an instant or here ‘til the bitter end”

“What I’ve got will make you feel more alive”

“I’ll be your favorite drug”

“We’re the beginning of the end”

“It’s all over now before it has begun”

“We are wild”

“Do you wanna feel a little beautiful baby?”

“Come on make it easy, say I never mattered”

“Are you ready for another bad poem?”

“Remember me as I was not as I am”

“If my heart is a grenade”

“We’re all fighting growing old”

“You need to lower your standards”

“I’m the lonelier version of you”

“I just don’t know where it went wrong”

“She’s/he’s/they’re sick and she’s/he’s/they’re wrong”

“I’ve seen bigger”

“I’ve lived better”

“Run for your life”

“Until your breathing stops”

“I need more dreams”

“I cried tears you’ll never see”

“So fuck you, you can go cry me an ocean and leave me be”

“You are what you love, not who loves you”

“Wherever I go trouble seems to follow”

“Whoa, how’d it get to be only me?”

“Cause we don’t know when to quit”

“She’s/he’s/they’re an American beauty, I’m an American psycho”

“I think I fell in love again”

“Maybe I just took too much cough medicine”

“I’m the best worst thing that hasn’t happened to you yet”

“We’re the things that love destroys”

“You will remember me”

“Remember me for centuries”

“We’ll go down in history”

“No, it’s nothing wrong with me”

“The story’s all off”

“Come on and let me in”

“I never meant for you to fix yourself”

“I can’t stop ‘til the whole world knows my name”

“I am the opposite of amnesia”

“You look so pretty, but you’re gone so soon”

“We’ve been here forever”

“I could scream forever”

“We are the poisoned youth”

“Maybe I bit off more than I could chew”

“I’d do it all again”

“I think you’re my best friend”

“I’ll be yours”

“I’m not passive but aggressive”

“It’s not impressive

"I still feel that rush in my veins”

“They say we are what we are, but we don’t have to be”

“I’m bad behavior but I do it in the best way”

“I try to picture me without you but I can’t”

“We could be immortals”

“I’m still comparing your past to my future”

“Live with me forever now”

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“You’re gonna need help making that happen…”

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Everybody’s Watching Me (Uh Oh) | The Neighbourhood

I told you I would tell you everything you want to know. You want me to tell you now; you pressure me to shout it. Need to hear about it, think that I would count you out. I let you find it on your own, then I found myself alone. Uh oh, where can I go? Everybody's watching me.

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                   xromanoff liked for a starter. 

                                 “I’m going to throw this piece of junk against the wall -- I swear to G O D . How do kids find this c r a p fun?” He’s button-smashing at this point, trying to figure out how to play Mortal Kombat -- a gift given by Tony, but now it’s obvious he passed it on to the Captain only to frustrate and annoy him -- but failing miserably. At first, the Xbox was fun, after having finally figured out how to play Call of Duty, of course. But the other games? They’re just terrible, the root of Steve’s daily vexations. ( He’s not one to give up so easily, but today, he’s just had enough. )

He turns to Natasha with a scowl, pounding the pause button with a frustrated, childish groan. 

                                                “So done.                                 Maybe you can figure this out.”

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Call of Duty Online Full Trailer Feat. Chris Evans [x]

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                                  hisbestgiirl liked for a starter. 

                 A strong arm is thrown behind his head, eyelids faltering and eventually falling shut beneath their own weight, his entire body finally relaxing and his mind quietening enough for him to shut out the white noise. It’s the first time in weeks that he’s been able to sit still, his legs sprawled out as he lays on the hard ground -- something he’d take for granted until decades later, but in that moment, it’s the most comfortable place in the world. 

It’s not until he hears the shuffle of dirt kicked up beneath a soft step that the Captain sits up, alert and weary, hand reaching out instinctively to wrap around the edge of a curved SHIELD. A leg bends and presses against his chest, the opposite hand splaying out at his side to stand at a moment’s notice, poised for a fight. But a familiar face arises from the darkness, the moon lighting pallid features, forcing a small smile to his lips. 

                                                  “Can’t sleep?”

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                                                      I know what freedom is.       I know what it feels like to FIGHT for it and I know what it  c o s t s  to have it.

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                          out of time.               i have not forgotten about any replies i owe. that means those i’ve owed for  W E E K S , ( possibly over a month or so. ) i’m going to work on them at some point this week, even though i’m super busy. 

                                                 also, sidenote: url change.

                                                                c-ptainrogers ➝ exbellum