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only have two days left on my contract for pet work but iām actually about to crash tf out
DO NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE WHO CANT SEEM TO GROW UP OUT OF THEIR HIGH SCHOOL MEAN GIRL PHASE HOLY FUCK
my contractor has been a bitch since i turned in my resignation. she was a total kiss-ass before that, and had been really kind early on when i started this job. she was the sweetest when my dog passed away, and very supportive when i found a client passed away in their home.
but now? she ignores me. has done for the entire month. the only conversation weāve had was for her to lecture me on cat safe flowers (which like- iāve owned cats my entire life and worked pet care for 2.5 years⦠iām not stupid iām not gonna go out and buy lilies ffs)
i asked her yesterday if i could get my final pay sheet a day or two early so that i could confirm/correct it before iām out of cell service for a few days. weāve made this exception for the last two years because i am always out of cell service for the first weekend of august- which usually coincides with our pay schedule. she will not answer my message!!! sheās been posting in team chats and welcoming new members and posting new bookings, but wonāt answer my fucking question
honestly iām going to get some free software on my computer tomorrow and iām going to send her an invoice. and she better fucking pay me because i will not hesitate to take legal action. i do not play about my workerās rights i have reported previous workplaces to unions and i will go to court if necessary for my last $200 from this cunt lmao
#exie vents#exie walks dogs#i really need to grow a pair and learn how to professionally confront someone#but today is not that day#iām just gonna go straight for being a dick right back to her
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Hey guys something fucking bad happened
KOSA/the kids online safety act has been reintroduced into legislature after it passed Senate last year and then got snubbed. It is not unlike the bill that just passed in the UK a few weeks ago. If you don't want what happened in the UK to happen here, now would be a good time to vocally oppose it.
Here is a petition that can be signed by Americans. Attached to the petition is an easy tool that allows you to call and leave messages for your representatives. I have already done so. You can also email your representatives by searching for their name, most have message submission boards as well. This thing died once, it can die again.
Please sign/share the petition and contact your representatives.
#for my american moots#please please fight for your right to a free internet#i have been watching what happened in the uk and it is truly fucked
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can it please be mid-fall now??
getting really sick of the whole āperpetually sweaty and stickyā thing that always comes with summer. i feel so disgusting constantly. doesnāt matter how often i shower or how little activity i do i am always covered in a layer of sweat and itās nasty
#ramble on exie#truly despise summer#i donāt like any weather above 20°C#i like having a slight chill. i donāt like feeling sweaty unless itās from working out
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perfect by simple plan you will always destroy me and always have a special special place in my heart
#ramble on exie#simple plan#cannot explain how much this song fucks me up#i canāt even hear them start to introduce it live. i burst into hysterics every time#used to sit in my car and sob to this one alone
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finally getting around to watching the simple plan documentary on prime
did not take long for me to start crying lmao
i cannot explain the love i have for this band it has literally been a lifelong love affair. i first heard them as a 2-year-old and have been obsessed since
i have seen them live four times on two continents, and sobbed every single time. i have high fived pierre! i have held chuck while heās crowdsurfed lol
idk they just mean so so so much to me and this documentary is so damn good
#ramble on exie#simple plan#simple plan: the kids in the crowd#like you think my feelings for sleep token are big? i canāt even articulate what i feel for simple plan#over 20 years⦠you canāt replace that kind of dedication and love lol#and you canāt even argue that i wasnāt a fan as a toddler cuz i would DEMAND that my parents put on simple plan in the car#i swear asking for simple plan was probably some of my first words lmao
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BEING CHRONICALLY ILL SUCKS SO MUCH ASS WHAT DO YOU MEAN A LOAD OF DISHES AND TWO LOADS OF LAUNDRY IS ALL THE ENERGY I HAVE FOR THE DAY?!
i still have to fuckin cook supper dammit
i am pushing myself to burnout today cuz fuck that iāll deal with the consequences tomorrow
#exie vents#absolutely going into spoon debt but i do not care#(i will care when i feel like shit tomorrow but right now? no)#it genuinely makes me so angry that i canāt just. keep going. i hate feeling this limited#especially because the burnout comes from me doing things to try to better myself#like i know adding in an hour long walk was pushing myself too far today#but i need to lose weight to better manage the rest of my health shit so š¤·#but now i still have to make a healthy supper. and do another load of dishes#at least i managed to clean out my room a tiny bit
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#even in arcadia has made me feel things i cannot even begin to articulate#it is a masterpiece#it feels so massive. idk how else to explain it#that song is massive. itās like stepping off the ledge into wide open space#all possibilities are open to you and it swells and builds until i feel like iām going to physically burst#worthy of a cinematic soundtrack#thatās how it feels to me. like iāve just watched a life altering movie
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Like for real I've been wondering this for a while. I'm pretty sure not everyone has a pyjamas for every night of the week and presumably noone is putting worn pyjamas back in the drawer. Where are you guys putting them?? Under pillow?? Just strewn about bedroom???
#i do not wear them to sleep#i wear any ratty old t shirt and either pj pants or shorts to lounge in bed#(no outside clothes in the bed! thatās icky!)#but i usually just strip and drop everything on the floor or in my hamper when i go to bed
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okay i always knew that it kind of bugged me but being called āmaāamā tonight was my final straw
I HATE THAT SHIT SO MUCH PLEASE NEVER CALL ME THAT EVER AGAIN
i get that itās supposed to be a polite thing, but holy fuck does it make my skin crawl. for starters, i am not a woman so donāt refer to me as one and two i am 24??? i am too young to be āmaāamā idk it just feels⦠old. i have been called that since i was 17 and it has killed me every single time. it makes me so uncomfortable. but i am not confrontational enough to tell anyone to stop
#exie vents#idk why that word specifically is such an issue but it is i despise it#idk. i enjoy embracing my femme side from time to time but something about being clocked strictly as a woman suuuuucks so much#i guess thatās on being nonbinary and dysphoric lmao#i so desperately want to be completely ambiguous#i want people to look at me and be like āi have no idea if thatās a man or a womanā (because i am neither)#but itās really disheartening that everyone defaults to feminine terms for me#i am not masc or androgynous enough and i hate it#and i hate being reminded of that fact
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Everyone: Please please please don't write your books in Google Docs. Frankly don't use Google Drive for personal stuff.
Their terms of service say they take down stuff like content related to terrorism and trafficking, but this Google Sheet was literally a list of movies I'd watched this year and books I'd read.
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so the other day my mom was scrolling through her nail techās page just looking at what sets sheād done recently and i hear her say āoh thatās an odd combination!ā
and she turns her phone to me and shows me a pink sleep token set complete with a black flamingo
and that ladies, gents, and non-gendered friends is how i got to explain the flamingo/jerry lore to my mother š
#ramble on exie#worshitposting#it was a very nice set of nails!#i canāt have my nails done as a nursing student but itās fun to daydream#also idk if tumblr has a specific name for the flamingo. iāve only seen him named jerry though lmao
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just started supernatural over for the umpteenth time lmao
this show will literally never lose its appeal to me, i love sam and dean so much
#ramble on exie#supernatural#can basically quote all of season 1 at this point. but holy fuck am i obsessed#number one comfort show right here
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Is there a food you don't like that is considered very popular?
#hard boiled eggs#idk what it is but a hard yolk is the most foul thing to me#will only eat hard boiled eggs if itās egg salad/potato salad/devilled eggs#even if i fry an egg and the yolk goes hard i am grossed out by it. iāll eat it cuz i dont waste food but its nasty#horrible horrible texture
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When I'm reading a romance novel and I find out the male lead looks like a football player and not lithe and effeminate like a wounded gazelle
#me ignoring every description of the mmcās muscles in every romantasy novel i read šāāļø#iām sorry but you cannot convince me massive pecs and washboard abs will ever be attractive
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No one tells you that one day you will get older and look around and notice that 95% of ppl who own a dog should not own a dog
#having done pet care for 2.5 years#i second this so fucking hard#to the point that i will probably never personally own a dog :)
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i feel like a lot of non-metalheads would hear me say "when i'm feeling really anxious i put on music with a ton of screaming in it and it really helps to calm me down" and be like "what the fuck?" but the people that get it, get it
#the winter that i murdered my car i used dethrone by bad omens to keep me from completely panicking while my car died slowly#literally the only thing that kept me from falling apart entirely
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lmao so i found out a few days ago that my university offers a lot of fitness classes āfreeā for students
booked myself in for a zumba class. i love to dance and figured itād be a great way to get active!
it was a ton of fun!! my muscles are completely spent a day later. however, the not fun part was waking up at 3am last night thinking i was having a heart attack because the class was really hard on my shitty asthma lungs. overworked the muscles in my chest and i was up for over an hour and half thinking i was genuinely dying and debated calling the local health line to ask if i needed emergency services lol
so. lesson learned. if your plan is to start being really physically active after a good few years of little to maybe moderate exercise, ease yourself in! or else youāll think youāre dying!!
#ramble on exie#my chest always aches after exercise#breathing is hard work when your lungs are fucked#but! this was something else. the chest pain radiated down my arms and up into my jaw#i could barely breathe because the stretch of the muscles hurt and getting air in burned#<- which i am used to during/after cardio but not randomly in the middle of the night!!
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