eyaaaaa

[eyaaaaa]

“Having somewhere to go is home. Having someone to love is family. And having both is a blessing.” ❤️❤️❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CT0tux1pwDP/?utm_medium=tumblr

[eyaaaaa]

❤️ Elara Esmeray Solis Richardson ❤️ My moon child 🌙 "There will never be a day like the day your baby is born." Gave birth to a 7lbs 2 ounces, 20-inches healthy baby girl today, June 23rd, 2021. Still can't believe how precious the moment was and how I made it this far. No epidural or any other pain reliever, 17-minute pushing natural birth. All I ask in my prayers every night is a safe delivery of a healthy baby. And I thank the Lord for making it possible. Thank you to our family for supporting and comforting us and especially to Kaleb for staying and making sure that we're okay and well taken care of ❤️ I love you both ❤️ (at Kaiser Foundation Hospital – Fontana) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQfkkTNAmDE/?utm_medium=tumblr

[eyaaaaa]

// R E S I L I E N T // https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B8Kc_A5zO/?igshid=wgsl3cax1nnr

[eyaaaaa]

"I have no doubt in my mind that everything happens for a reason. Every single thing. The good and the bad all leads you to where you are meant to be." (at Hunter Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4qnwGWghZl/?igshid=5ysnkklff2zr

[eyaaaaa]

Cloud 9

[eyaaaaa]

"And you promise yourself you will never fall so hard again, until you meet someone who makes the fall feel like flying." - Nikita Gill ❤️❤️❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B1zM6PjgP4f/?igshid=1p70map13dydz

[eyaaaaa]

"She picked herself up and she put herself back together and was last seen on the beautiful side of maybe." JmStorm #3StatesIn4Days #nevada #utah #arizona https://www.instagram.com/p/B00VTCRAltq/?igshid=w511pwjenl8v

[eyaaaaa]

Konnichiwa. (at Little Tokyo) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Ngo4ZA2ch/?igshid=1hrhhj6trdtq8

[eyaaaaa]

One of Those Moments

My heart just shattered into pieces.

My patient was trying to call for a help. She usually do that but if you ask her what she need or if she's hurting, she usually says no. She usually says "oh Lord, help me" or "can somebody help me get up" but when we ask her she'll say she's fine. So sometimes we let her talk and say those things.

It was almost 10 in the evening and she did it again. She talked and talked. But this time it was different. She supposed to be asleep by that time. But she's wide awake and I can see her trying to move her body. I came to her to ask if she's okay. She said yes. But she still didn't stop talking. Her son went to us and asked her if she's okay.

Her son explained her condition and she was fine. She said "I didn't know" that she can't walk anymore because of the stroke she had.

And a minute later, she was talking again. Same thing. Same words.

"Lord, please help me. Please, Lord."

I went to her, stared at her while silently praying, "Lord, give her all the comfort she needs. Give her peace. Give her strength." Repeatedly. "Mama, what's the matter? Are you okay? Are you hurting?"

"Uh-uh, I just need help"

"What kind of help?"

"I just need help for-- I don't know, whatever it is, gone through this--"

I don't know what to say at first but I had to get so much courage, and I said "Y-you'll be fine, Mama"

"You think so?"

"Of course, Mama. You're in good hands" I'm trying to give her assurance and comfort.

"Oh you think?" She whispered.

"Yes, Mama. We're here for you. We'll get you everything you need. You'll be okay."

"Okay, I hope so." She sadly said.

"It's okay, Mama. Try to get some sleep. Just call me if you need anything."

And I stared at her, tears were falling from my eyes. I rubbed her hand and arm gently to let her know I'm beside her, that I won't leave her. I didn't stop, I didn't leave her side until she's asleep. I was crying. I know she's dying. I know that I care so much for her, I loved her for short period of time of taking care of her. I didn't know I would be that heartbroken to see her like that.

"Okay, I will."

I thought I'm ready for this kind of thing.

[eyaaaaa]

"The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience." © Eleanor Roosevelt (at Palace of Fine Arts, San Francisco) https://www.instagram.com/barangnose/p/BwYfzIygyD9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zx0e1jznq9w

[eyaaaaa]

Appreciating the earth colors. https://www.instagram.com/barangnose/p/BwR8566AoLR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15jdcw2fwazsw

[eyaaaaa]

"I'm grateful for where I'm at and excited about where I'm going." https://www.instagram.com/barangnose/p/BvsoLnNgv2B/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rt7wljcvtt3h

[eyaaaaa]

Title: Some Things Are Meant to Fail After studying how to play "La vie en rose" using guitar (but it didn't work out with me 😂), I decided to paint pink roses. As you can see, everything went wrong with the leaves but I still continued with the calligraphy because I believe that there's no mistake in Arts. (I believe that there's no wrong stroke when doing art because it's the outcome that matters and for me it turned out well even with those unevenly blended paint.) But what made it so wrong is my calligraphy. 😂😂😂 The spelling, to be specific. It should be "La vie en rose". So, some things are meant to fail indeed. Lol. (at Loma Linda, California) https://www.instagram.com/barangnose/p/BvSK5y6A_u5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qac2o9b1gta3

[eyaaaaa]

Mirror of Erised. (at Universal Studios Hollywood) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtsnOGvAFHD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8gi20rvh56u3

[eyaaaaa]

A new beginning. (at Loma Linda, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtlZeEPAaGZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l82s7wvlwu4l

[eyaaaaa]

Mood. Wedding Coordinators. Miss you, guys. Had a great time and experience with you all 😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/BtUls8EAZtA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1iv3ofgccpo40

[eyaaaaa]

One last hurrah. (at Anawangin Cove Zambales) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtIu0j8AM_M/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=94vbao4kdvsm