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He is really gone

I'm not sure if I can put everything in my head in words. But I guess I have been in denial about Liam's death. Couldn't or wouldn't believe it and I know more people had that feeling. The first reality check was seeing a gif in which the age of the other boys (actually men) got higher and higher. His just stayed the same. I know death means someone will not get older but until then I hadn't thought about it. I don't have friends or people I know who were fan or are fan of One Direction. So that's why I'm posting again.

One day I will be older than he ever got to be. That's just crazy to think about. I'm glad it wasn't this year. For everyone who did get older than him this year, I'm so sorry. My birthday was this month and that also made me realize. In two years I will be one year older than him. He will be forever young but nobody wanted that for him. And I don't know why that lyric keeps popping up in my head. I also see him in my head as that young boy in his X-factor journey who didn't have a clue what was all going to happen. Couldn't listen to him about the letter who write for his younger self. It feels so weird he won't be doing anything anymore ever again. I hope his family, friends, the boys, Cheryl and his son got some closure today. It's freaking hard to lose someone you care about and love. The news in my country called the boys his colleagues and I would like to believe they considered him a friend. Not only a colleague. Not sure how to end this. I hope every fan got some closure today too. It's such a cliche but please care for yourself and be kind to yourself. Life is short like Liam's death proves yet again unfortunately. Maybe we can make the world a bit of a better place for ourselves and the people we love and care for.

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Liam Payne dead

I have been a One Direction fan for a long time. After their break, I will admit I always hoped they would do a reunion and be on the stage all together for one more time. They were and still are a part of my teenage years and even years after that. So thankful I got to see them live, all together! It feels so strange, someone I didn't know personally but who still feels like a part of my life. But through the pictures, videos and interviews I saw him grow up and got a little view into his life. Also seeing the message on the Instagram account of One Direction was making it all more real. Nearly cried when reading what Harry, Louis, Niall and Zayn wrote. So strange that now One Direction will never ever will be complete again. Not sure if I can listen to any of their songs or any of his without shedding a tear or a whole lot. My thoughts are with his family, friends, the "boys" (strange to call four full grown men, boys) and all the other fans.

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Shardlake fanfic

Has anyone found some Shardlake fanfiction? I thought Tumblr or AO3 might have some but nothing. Fanfiction the site also has nothing. So if anyone finds fanfiction, please let me know. If I find some, I will update here or make a new post. Edit: Someone told me there is fanfiction of the books but I mean fanfiction of the series. Sorry for not being clear.

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Jesse Lee Soffer

FBI International keeps the proud tradition of FBI Most wanted alive too, with characters leaving. Gotta be honest, after Heida Reed left, I was wondering if someone else would leave too. I loved Heida Reed/Jamie Kellett and I'm sad to see Luke Kleintank/Scott Forrester go too. But I'm happy to see that Jesse Lee Soffer will join the FBI International team. I'm wondering if he will take Scott's place or that Cam will lead the team from now. Love to hear your thoughts about Jesse's possible character and which role you think he will get in the team!

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Looking for new mutuals

Hiiii, I am trying to bring this blog back to life so I am looking for new mutuals. Can y’all reblog/like if you blog about any of the following:

Disney

Supernatural

Sherlock

Stranger Things

MCU

DCU

Criminal Minds

 NCIS

Dick Wolf shows (Law and Order, SVU, the fbis)

The Rookie

Friends

That 70s show

Seinfeld

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IMPORTANT PSA

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Will we get a new one?

Honestly, I feel like a lot of people have left FBI: Most Wanted. It started with Clinton Skye, then his parents slowly but steadily. I mean, only Barnes and Hana are from the original team. And I guess that also happens with the real teams, but just when I get to know a character they disappear. I still miss Crosby, Ortiz and Jess. I have nothing against the new characters. But it seems like every season we lose someone and someone else comes back in their place. What do you think of this?

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Stuart Scola - Fortunate Son

Can we just talk about Stuart Scola's undercover outfit?! It was refreshing to see him in another outfit than a suit. But honestly, I guess I'm used to seeing him in a suit, because I think it looked strange on him. The suits like make him a bit broader and the new outfit makes him appear smaller. I'm not sure to explain it properly. Also, he did so good. And I'm glad the show is giving us more to discover about Scola. But at the same time, give more. Like more scenes with Tiffany, Maggie, and OA so we can actually see their friendship. I mean, Stuart literally said he considers OA and himself good friends. Can I please see some of that? Or they could at least show the dinner the team had. Team bonding/building, right?