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i really hate doing this, but i also really don't know what else to do. i have bills due in less than a week, but i got really sick and i can't go to work. i have no money and no savings. i cant buy medicine or food either. please help me if you can in any way. i need around 200 euro to crawl out of the worst of it, but even a little bit would help me buy some meds and food and keep going

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you can also use the donation goal ive set up there

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emotionally retreating from everyone to focus on getting worse

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Shout out to characters who want to be used. Shout out to characters who are so desperate to be worth something that they'll endure anything. Shout out to characters who build their entire self worth around being useful, being a tool. Shout out to characters who don't care how they are treated, as long as someone pays them any attention at all

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Honest to god "came back wrong" is one of the sexiest tropes there are. Especially if the catch isn't "oh it's not them after all, it's just a monster wearing their shell" but instead it IS still them, just changed. Irrevocably so, perhaps in grotesque ways, but at the core of it all, past all the whispers and strange looks behind their back, past even their own self-doubt - lies a small part of the person they used to be. The very part that counts.

Yeah, get driven to near-insanity by what you lost and can't get back. Struggle with your identity, your own skin. Ask yourself every day and every night, was it really worth it?

And then, find the strength to eventually answer, yes, yes it was.

Despite everything.

It's still you.

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just when he thought he was forgiven for hiding his identity

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boop!

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long goober moment

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if moogles were real id make one smoke cigarettes until it died

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(Posing kisses between a lala and a tall is something I've struggled with, and have avoided for the most part. A conversation in the Seafloor discord convinced me to give it another shot, though!)

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He was as tall as he was tall, and his eyes were the color they were. To describe his hair one would say that he had some. His face had all the features you'd expect, and none of the ones you wouldn't. "There he is," people would often say of him, but only when he was there. And they were right.

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wine drunkkk. lords and ladies I don’t think it counts against my vow of chastity if I fuck my squire like it’s not even a big deal

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i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age

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